teary moon

YE LING

I always visited this place whenever my heart felt bruised. It was the only place which could help me sooth my mind. I looked around for my dear old nurse who always rocked me till I fall asleep . I spotted her hanging with welcoming smile like always. I saw her dancing to the picking up of the wind.

Me: it seems like you know the reason I'm here ( she said with tears in her eyes)

I ran to the swing like a baby I started crying as it rocked me. I looked up at the sky ...the moon looked cold and teary as if it has spotted the wounds in my heart ....the dark night looked haunted by my unrequited love . Why did I fall in love with him ?? No matter what he says I can't find a reason to walk away from him. I still keep loving him to the end of the World and back . Why is that only weeping eyes of love murmur in my sleep ?? Why can't it blossom beautifully...

She asked herself but couldn't find an answer .

_like always she snuggled to her beloved swing till she was taken away from her dread reality, Crystal appeared to where she was . She noticed cold tears flowing down Ling's eyes whilst she was fast asleep . She wiped off the tears with her hands " wish I had any other ways to hide you from this pain but these are struggles of the heart so sad you have to face them alone" she whispered as she carried Ling back to her car_

" take the car to miss Ling place and if her parents ask about her whereabouts tell she is working on her new project" Ling ordered Yang yang who was Ling's Chauffeur

" yes ma'am" he regarded her with reverence before walking away

_I drove the car to my place , at this time Ling needed a friends advice_

I was woken up feeling soft hands massaging my head . I widely woken up with a start Oh ghosh it was Crystal ....she might have brought me here

Me: good morning ( she said sitting upright on the bed)

Crystal: morning Angel ....( she said sitting on the edge of the bed giving Ling a look to give an explanation)

Me: I'm sorry I couldn't control my emotions that night ...

Crystal: so it was the best to leave during the event ??? I had to give a solid explanation to everyone on your sudden disappearance... ( she said fuming)

Me: I'm sorry I had to out you under this ..

Crystal: save if for Mrs Fung she is the one who almost got choked by the paparazzi for failing to make you a good artist ...you disrespected all the elders( Ling bit down her lower lip guilty swallowing her )

Me: can I call her ??

Crystal: she is angry with you ....you failed her expectations ....however ( she paused heading to the drawer and took out three golden awards) you did it ..

Me: oh ..( she didn't smile at all it just reminded her if the cold throne she acquired)

Crystal: come on you can't let Jung ruin your whole mood ...he is just trying to make you feel like you are nobody ...

She said hugging me

Me: and I'm nobody for sure ( she said with an injured tone)

Crystal: you know you just lying to yourself ....you everything to the World ...some people sleep hugging your posters ...some wish to see you in person for once,

I smiled hugging her back

Me: I love you so much Crystal ...( she uttered the Words with a smile)

Crystal: I love you too ..I will always be there for you ( Ling gave her a heartfelt expression)

Ling: thank you ...

Later after comforting each other Ling made black coffee for the two of us . I went on Weibo live stream with my fans for more than two hours this was helping me to distract myself from all my miseries.

Crystal said she was going out of the country for a week as her brother in America was admitted to a hospital with a rare disease she couldn't tell me about.

She left me at her house . I felt bored alone that's when I thought about that cutie girl who stole my heart Ruyi .

I searched for Chong Fei phone number , she was the only one close to Ruyi . I dialled her number

Feifei: yes ....

Me: how are you... It's Ye Ling speaking please tell Ruyi that I want to meet with her

There was a blanket of since at first I thought she might have hung up on me

Feifei: why? ( she asked with a panicking tone)

She sounded surprised

Me: for some tea I really find the girl interesting ...I feel a sudden connection with her ( she said truthfully)

Feifei: uhm ....I_I will ask her if she isn't busy ( she stuttered and quickly hung up)

So strange!

I waited the whole day there was no call from either of them . I guess she was busy

The next day I was coming from the bathroom when I saw a call from an unknown number ...I answered

Voice: hello ...is it my idol Ye Ling ....it's... It's your fan Ruyi I heard you wanted to meet me ...( she was stuttering with too much happiness that she couldn't contain)

Me: Ruyi ( she paused as her heart started aching as if someone was piercing sharp daggers in her heart)

Ruyi: are you okay??

Me: don't worry I'm fine can I come to your place ..send me the address please