Next to me!!!

I close my eyes and I see darkness, I opened my eyes and still see darkness then I found out that i kept the light of my apartment off, I switched it on and sat on my bed, because of what happened my heart was going into darkness, I wanted to cry but the tears just won't come, and I just sat there feeling my heart into millions peices.

I heard a knock on the door and went to open it and emi was on the door, Emi was my friend from high-school, in just few years we became best of friends, she goes to different college but visits me sometimes. she has long black hairs, beautiful natural green eyes, sharp nose cute face (I think I sound like pervert).

today she was her for gaming night, we were going to play a newly released game all night. she took a look at my face, made her way inside, sat on my bed, made me sit in front of her and asked,"what happened."

I busted into tears and told her everything,

"sounds crazy right?" I said.

"Paul messed up big this time." she said.

As I was going to cry more she grabbed my head and in a scary way she whispered, "don't cry like a child you Idiot, and don't give up, one day you will get your love but right now I've brought your favorite pineapple cake, eat it and let's enjoy the game."

"yess sir!" I said and went to eat the cake

we played all night and we both were late for college.

while leaving she said, "don't keep that stupid sad face, smile a little."

"don't go saying good words with that angry tone." I said

we both laughed and went to college

before lectures me Paul and Sachi always talk but today me and Paul were quietly looking at Sachi and Sachi knew why, he immediately apologized and said that he will help with everything he got, feeling like deja vu.

the College started and one by one lectures flew by but instead on lectures my mind was all on lily alone, and then it was break time.

I went ahead to cafeteria for getting my lunch since I didn't get time to make one and some people were bullying a boy with glasses.

I was bullied like that in middle school because my heath was weak and i was ill most of the time.

I went ahead and stopped people who were bullying and one of them grabbed my shirt and luckily Paul and Sachi came to help me, Sachi was trained in karate so helped a lot but the issue was resolved by an teacher who was passing by.

we didn't get into trouble and the boy with glasses thanked me, he told his name was Eiji, we became friends and we had lunch together Paul and Eiji actually had a lot of common interests, so the break was over and the next class started.

and for some unknown reason lily was sitting next to me!!