170 Indeed Lucky,

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"AHHH--FUck! That hurt!" Fyre groaned in pain, massaging his lower back. Meanwhile, waking up from his stunned state, Tian Zi sat up and helped his lover.

"What happened? Why did you suddenly sit up? You won't be able to move in your condition," Tian Zi exclaimed in worry, wanting to help Fyre on his lap but once again, the Omega shrieked in horror, causing Tian Zi to be even more alarmed.

"W-what happened this time?"

"N-No wait... It'll g-gush out..." Fyre stuttered, his whole face turning red as he fidgeted. First of all, the reason why he suddenly sat up was because he wanted to confirm whether Tian Zi was hurt or not. He didn't really know the details since he was in a daze due to his heat and considering that he's obviously with Tian Zi now, means that they escaped successfully although now he was worried that Lucien hurt Tian Zi while doing so. However, when he fell on the car floor, his stomach suddenly churned and he could feel something big was about to burst out of him.

"What do you mean?" Tian Zi asked unable to understand Fyre's words but noticing how the Omega was clenching his thighs, he knew immediately what was happening and a blush also managed to reach his cheeks as he immediately grabbed the nearest sheet and put it on his lap. Thankfully, because he and Fyre couldn't get out of the car last night, Flinn came to bring them things that could help them become a little bit comfortable inside the small space. Although at the end, they still ended up putting it aside because it was too hot even if the air conditioning was on.

"Let it out here... Sorry I wasn't able to help you get it out..." Tian Zi apologized and quickly made Fyre sit on his lap. Meanwhile, no matter how embarrassed he was, Fyre's body trembled before he once again hid against Tian Zi's arms. He tried to hold it back, not wanting all the semen inside him to gush out on the clean cream-colored sheets but he could no longer keep it in. Just a little bit of movement has made all the hair on his body stand, keeping it in will only make him suffer.

"Ahhh... Mmmn... Ohhh... Oh my god... I-It feels weird..." Fyre moaned, trembling at the weird yet very familiar sensation.

"I-It's okay. Please bear with it..." Tian Zi encouraged because what else is he going to say in times like this? He was in a rut so the amount of semen he could produce doubled. That's just how things are for Alphas and no matter how uncomfortable it is to talk about it, he can't defy nature and Fyre knew this.

"E-Easy for you to say! God! This is so humiliating..." Fyre whined covering his face.

"Fine. I can't deny that this was partly my fault but you can't deny we're on this together... B-Besides, I'm still upset at what you did... I was worried sick about you. If I came later, then that bastard would have done all the unimaginable things to you," Tian Zi said and later frowned. Fyre even told him that he would return as soon as he could and that he shouldn't worry about him. How can he not worry?! He's worried about Fyre 24/7 even if they're together, much more when he knows he's with someone he already described as a violent person. If Fyre said he was going to meet his parents alone, then he would not have become worried sick and he'd endure not seeing him for a while, but that just wasn't the case.

"Look what happened to you..." Tian Zi added, and this time touched the bruises on Fyre's left cheek and lips. On the other hand, listening to the Alpha's complaint, for the first time in a long time, Fyre couldn't retaliate because he knew Tian Zi was right. They previously promised each other that they were going to work together on whatever problems they encounter and to remain true to each other, but in the end, he left the Alpha which caused him to worry. Not to mention, because of what he did, he got hurt and even almost got raped. If Tian Zi listened to his message and didn't come to save him, he can't imagine what would happen to him at the hands of Lucien. Of course, he's confident that he could escape eventually, but truly never unscathed.

"I-I'm sorry, Zi~" Fyre softly conveyed, chewing on his lips. Seeing this, Tian Zi sighed, and his previous heavy feeling quickly melted away. It was very unfair, to be honest. He wanted to remain upset and make sure Fyre understood that what he did wasn't right especially since they plan to be together for the rest of their lives but just a simple apology from him like just now, quickly made him forgive the Omega.

"You're so unfair. You're always yelling or hitting me when you're upset but when it comes to me, a simple apology from you would quickly melt away everything I have felt so anxious and angry about, and then I would forgive you just like that... Urg... why am I so head over heels in love with you? But then again, you're the only one that can make me truly happy. I'm just so crazy about you and it upsets me because I feel like you don't care that much," Tian Zi confessed as he looked straight into Fyre's eyes but knowing that his emotions are currently unstable, he covered his eyes with his palm as he continued to convey what he had felt during this whole situation.

He thought that after finally publicizing his relationship with Fyre, everything would go smoothly but he was wrong and he needed to address that. His emotions and his anxieties. For sure, there is no doubt Fyre loves him but sometimes he just feels invalidated. Maybe it's just him being too clingy and needy but he can't act strong and compose all the time. He's human too. No matter how much people describe Alphas as elites in society, he's no different from others. He's unconfident, he's insecure, and most of all he loves fully to the point where he'd give his all.

"S-So what are you trying to say? T-That I don't love you just as much?" Fyre frowned and this time, he too was upset. He can't believe the Alpha was saying this to him when in fact, all this time he was the most anxious one in their relationship even though it didn't seem like it.

"Zi, you idiot! I've loved you since the day you decided to protect me instead of getting yourself controlled by your instinct! I've loved you even when I thought you and Maverick had that kind of relationship. I tried to give up but I couldn't! Lastly, I've loved you even when you're so dumb enough not to notice my feelings for you all this time! I-If you're upset because I have put myself in danger and caused you so much worry, then I'm sorry... but can't you see... I'm worried sick for you too! I was worried that if I got you into my messy past, you'd get hurt. That's the last thing I wanted to happen! Ugh! Why are you even victimizing yourself? Shouldn't I be the one feeling more concerned? You're an Alpha and I'm just an Omega who doesn't even have that much to offer... You're this very outstanding person, you have everything, and you can do whatever you want... while me... I-I can't even have a child...I-I don't even know if I deserve you—" Fyre suddenly burst, his tears began to fall making Tian Zi panic but as soon as the child was mentioned, he immediately hugged Fyre and decided to hush him down.

At the same time, Fyre sobbed painfully. He didn't know how they ended like this when he woke up in such a good mood. Tian Zi was the same and he kinda regretted what he had said. However, on the other hand, he didn't think he'd be able to calm down if he didn't express what he was feeling. Although his words hurt Fyre, he was glad to know what was in his mind too. Honestly, it's quite funny that they feel the same way but, of course, it's not true that Fyre had nothing to offer because just like he said, he already has everything so what would he do with that offering? He didn't need any of that. Instead, having Fyre alone in his arms is more than enough to make him the happiest man in the world. With a child or not, he didn't care as long as the Omega didn't leave him.

"Shhh... please don't say that... you're more than enough for me. I don't need you to offer me anything, okay? You're perfect for me just the way you are and I'm sorry I had to make you feel like you have to do more. That wasn't my intention... And I'm sorry for indicating that you don't love just as much because clearly that wasn't the case. I know now so I won't say that again... I love you so much, please don't cry. It hurts me seeing you like this," Tian Zi cooed, brushing Fyre's cheeks. Meanwhile, Fyre pouted as he continued to cry.

"I hate you!" Fyre whined, pushing Tian Zi's face away making the Alpha sigh helplessly.

"Hey don't say that. You just said you love me..."

"Well, I changed my mind. I don't love you anymore..." Fyre insisted, crossing his arms in annoyance before he decided to get off of the Alpha's arms, ignoring how uncomfortable he felt between his legs.

"I said I'm sorry... where are you going?" Tian Zi called, seeing that Fyre was already planning to get out of the car with only the sheets covering him. He tried to pull Fyre back but the Omega didn't budge and finally left the car still pouting. Seeing this, Tian Zi sighed, shaking his head left and right as he immediately wore his pants. He didn't even finish wearing his shirt and he quickly got off chasing Fyre into their house.

"Fyre!" Tian Zi called helplessly and caught on to the Omega who was already at the edge of the staircase and about to climb it but seemed like he couldn't.

"I'm sorry..." Tian Zi apologized again but this time Fyre didn't reply and continued to cross his arms. Flinn, who decided not to interrupt the two, quickly dismissed the maids around so both his masters could talk privately.

"Please talk to me..." Tian Zi begged, wrapping his arms around Fyre but as expected, the Omega just glared at him before he opened his mouth.

"Carry me to the bathroom, my whole body hurts and I can't climb the stairs because of you so you should take responsibility," Fyre said and even though he still clearly look like he was upset, Tian Zi chuckled and immediately lifted his lover into his arms before finally climbing the stairs to their room. There were no words exchanged between them but as soon as they reach their room, they suddenly began kissing. Definitely, even Fyre can't stay upset with the Alpha because they both just equally love each other so much that they can't simply endure being in an argument for a long time. Both of them knew this deep inside but perhaps, it was Tian Zi who always needed that verbal confirmation.

"Tsk. You're lucky I love you so much..." Fyre mumbled as his lips separated from Tian Zi's, making the Alpha chuckle again.

"I am so lucky indeed. But I'd probably die if you ever so decide to leave me,"

"Tsk. I won't but... thank you for saving me, Zi... I don't know what would happen if you weren't there for me," Fyre conveyed softly before they once again kissed and let themselves be drawn to their own little world.

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To be Continued...