He's Beautiful Smile

" Wow bitch you handle very well.." hazz said and laughed.. I just wink at her..

We drink more drinks.. we are here for it.. and it's feel relaxed.. little bit.. but I still feel lonely... Why he can't love me.. there is anything that he didn't see it in me.. what it is.. if you told me earlier I will work this out for you Grayson.. I am losser.. when I can't win my own man's heart. I will be never succeed.. tears coming out to my eyes. And I just try to wipe it.. and control to not to cry anymore.. I don't want to..

He don't deserve it my tears.. now I really don't like him anymore.. I should I like him. Or love him. When he didn't felt it same about me.. I get up on my site.. I really drink lots of drinks.. I know.. but I still know that I always be sober.. so what happened to me.. why can't I just feel dazy like this.. I walk to the washroom.. I feel like I will be puck.. I opne the bin.. and punk.. 

Whenever I feel like I overload I always punk.  Than I will little relax. I look at myself. And throw water in my eyes. And clear it out. So I can clean myself.. and it did work.. I grab tissues and clean myself.. and opne my purse and start to applying make-up whom me and hazz always carry. Who know what happened when and how.. so we have to always be ready for that.. and I look at myself. And I am looking like presentable.  But still if someone going to see me closely he will be know that I cried..  but why would someone try to come close to me.. I don't have to thing all this.

I get out from washroom. And again handed to the counter. And I approach the girl and told her that make me some lemon juice so I can feel relaxed little bit. And she's nice girl.. she also give me lemon to drink it.. she cut the half lemon and give me like she said. I did what she said to me.. and about linking.. I feel now sobber.. I am appropriate that.. I thank her. She also handded me lemon juice. I really don't want to drink but she said it's will going to be help me little more. So I just nodded and drink it slowly..

In all this think I forget about hazz. Where is she.. I got up to my seat. And look around so I know that where is she.. and than I see where is she.. she's making out with Alex.. bloody fool.. I really want to stop them. But let them be.. let them Discover that what they doing.. and what will happen after that.. I site again. And drink my lemon juice..

The music is loud.. my heart also thumpping with the beat.. that bartender again come and asked me that I am fine. Am I want something.. so I tell her that suprise me.. she smile. And nodded. And she started doing her magic.. I watch her every move.. she has talent.. after making me drink she give me. I thank her. And I test it. And it's test amazing. Wow whatever it is.. it's fucking damn amazing drink.. i didn't even finish it. I again told her that make that one more.. and she nodded.

" What's pretty girl like you doing here drinking all alone.. " someone come to me and seat beside me and said to me.. I look at him.. he's has nice face.. but once again.. I don't think so it's my type.. he also see that I am checking him out.. when my eyes meet with him. He just smrike.. when he did that.. I just rolled my eyes. And drunk my drink..

" It's that a one of game you are playing that ignore the handsome boy like me so he can try harder to get.. " he said to me.. I look at him and smrike..

" I am not in mood to play any games.. when I think I want to.. than I will first tell you and than show you.. now please leave me. I really want to be alone right now.. " i told him. And my drink appear. I think her and told her one more.. she laughed at me.. I know right.. well I can't get enough..

" Not bad.. I am impressed.. but you know what darling.. I don't like when people say no to me.. " he said to me.. and come site close to me.. I just glare at him. I really dicline that type of guys whom cant understand.. no means no..

" Well than it's your problem.. and now fuck off before I do something that not will hurt your ego but also embarrassed yourself front of everyone " I said dangoursely to him.. but seems like he like to take challenges. If he really want to see me than see little boy what can I will do..

" Faisty.. I like it.. I already imagine how you will be good in.." when he try to complete he's sentence I slapped him hard..  that hard that music  stop. And all are looking at us..

"One word.. if you say more .. I promise you.. I will kick your ball's that hard that your are never going to available to fuck any girl.. " i said out loud that all are hear it clearly...

I see that hazz and Alex both are running toward me.. and hazz just hug me. And apologize to me. I just didn't say to her ..

" What happened.." she said.. " did he do something.." she said.. and looking at that guy whom still standing front of us shamelessly..

" Nothing hazz. I am teaching someone that if girl say No mean No.. " I said.. and than bouncers come and get him and throw them out.. hazz and Alex stay with me..

I didn't talk with them much.. I still in no mood to talk. Or enjoy this night. Like I last time do..

" Hyy are you oky.. you want to go home.. " she asked me.. after this.. I really don't want to go home.

" No I am fine hazz. I just want to be alone.. can you do that for me.. and please for me don't ruined your night.. " i told her.  I really dont want her to worry about me. I will be take care of myself.. like I handle earlier..

" Fine.. but if you need me.. just come to me or call me.. okky.. " she said to me.. I nodded she hug me. And than we walk away with Alex..

Alex...

I don't know who's he.. is he is a nice guy.. is he going to be use hazz. Or cheat her. Hurt her.. if he did something to her.. i will kill him. And like this i drink my drink..that girl come to me and approach me that I was oky.. I tell her I am fine..

She again give me the drink. I thank her. I also asked her name. She told me her name is maya.. Maya.. I like her name.. she handling costumers and also talking to me.. so its feel good to me..

" By the why.. girl.. someone is keep looking at you. Don't look at back.. " she said to me.. and I just nodded.

" He's keep looking at you.. and he's looking very handsome.. I think you have to talk to him.. " she said. And I laughed at her..

" So tell me where he is now.." i asked her ready to see whos that mysterious guy is..

" Actually he's coming here.. so good luck bae." she said. And than she walk away.. I drunk my drink and waited him to come and seat beside me..

I hope this time it's not some cheap one.. if he is.. I again like to do same with him kick some ass's..

" You always suprise me.." someone come to me seat beside me and said this.. and I see that one person that who it is.. ooh of course.. he is..

" Really.. and how is that.." i said to him and rolling my eyes..

" Your actions always suprise me.. when I think that I am close to know you.. but I see you new you always.. I never meet girl like you.. " he said to me.. I look at me rise an my eyebrows and look at him so Mr arrogant CEO finally compliment me.. that now improvement..

" How many girls you meet and tell them this all things.." i asked them..

" Well I meet thousand of girls.. but I never said this or compliment them.. beacuse I always look at them. I observe tham they are fake.. for me there are tissue paper" he said to me.. when he said I feel angry.. he can't just talk with girl like that..

" Can you just leave me alone.." i said to him I really don't want to talk to me..

" And why so.. " he asked me..

" Beacuse I don't talk with that guy who can't just respact the girls.. " i told him.. without thinking what he do next..

" Well when I said to you to like me.. and about respact the girls.. I respect them who deserves that.. not fake once.. " he said to me.. I understand him. But I still don't want to near me .

" what are you doing here.. " I ask him..

" What are you doing here." He ask me same question.

" Listen Mr Staves I.." than he cut me of.. when I try to telling him nicely that go fuck someone else.

" Shawn... You can call me Shawn.." he said to me.. I just look at him. When he said to me.. Shawn..

" Shawn.. your name is Shawn.." I ask him again.. he suprise when I asked him.

" You didn't know my. Name." He asked me. And I shake my head and tell him no..

" Everyone know my name why didn't you.." he asked me..

" I really don't know.. actually I was going to ask you this.. but you already told me that your name is Shawn.. and I like it.. it's nice name.. but still I can't call you that.. you still are my boss " i told him looking away to him. And drink my drink.. I call Maya and told her that make two drink for me and my boss.

" How can you say that.. when last time I check you fighting with me that office hours finish now I am no more your boss" he asked me.

" Really I told you that.. " i just play along. Because I really don't want to talk about elevator thing .

" don't do that.. " he whisper  in my ear..

" So can I asked you question. " I asked him..

" You already asked.. " he said rolling he's eye's .

" If you give me answer.. " i said to him.

" It's depends.. " he said..

" The source saids that you.. umm.. you sleep with lots off girls.. it's that um. True.. " I ask him. He again suprise when I asked him..

" Why you want to know that.." he asked me..

" Why can't you just give me answer without asking me question. " I said to him irritatingly.. same time Maya come and give us drink.. when Maya gave Shawn drink she suprise again and look at me.. I just rolled my eyes to him. And I thank her Maya..

" Because you are asking stupid question." He said..

" But I still want to know.. " i demand him. And I see him smile.. and I first time see that he smile..

" What you think.. did I sleep with girls or not.." he asked me.. again question.. I hate him now..

" You know what.. fuck off.. I don't want to talk with you again.. " i said to him. And he laughed at me.. I like hes laugh. But I am still mad at him.. so I get up and walk away before drunk my drink with one sipe..

I don't know where I am going  but I know I am going  somewhere.. far away for him. He just can't give me answer my simple question..

Than same time I feel that someone grab me harshly.. and push me to the wall. And that person come to me close he's distance with me. My breath is hinch.. who the hell he is.. I trying to push him away..

" Shhh relax little tiger.. it's me.." he whisper in my ear. My whole body shiver. When I feel he's nose touch my neck..

" In you questions answer is.. No.. I did sleep with girls before.. but I just stop.. beacuse they only slept with me for one thing.. so I started get bored.." he said to me.. and I got answer to my question..

" When you sleep with girl last time.." I ask me.. he's eye's meet mind. And again smile when I asked it..

" I don't know.. 8 or 6 months.." he said I just nodded with him..  and we both are stood there still like this.. looking at each other..

" You have beautiful smile.." I tell him.. I see that he's jew clinched..  he got nervous when I said to him.. I thought he's chest and feel he's heartbeat.. he didn't say anything to me.. I just feel it..

" What are you hiding to us Shawn.." i asked him. And that exact time he snapped he's thought.. and looking at me.