Jealousy and Envy part 1 Jealousy and envy part 1 song recommended (kill Bill by sza)
As I looked at the both of them I wished I had come earlier that way they wouldn't have been this way but now the look like toddlers ready to fight over a toy , see the glares being passed in the room i decided to end it there and said
" chase why don't you go home and I would see you later then we'll talk from there hmm";
"and why should I leave I am your bestfriend and first lover unlike this stranger that doesn't know anything about you why don't you tell him to leave";
And Jay hearing this was shocked not just because he wouldn't have believe that us bestfriends could have been in a relationship but hearing the word first lover broke his heart and towards the fact that she never told him about it and he didn't want their relationship to start on by keeping secrets so without saying a word he just left and went into the room
Meanwhile downstairs seeing Jay leave out of the blue made me angry especially at fact I didn't tell about me and chase relationship but I wanted to tell him maybe on their date coming up but chase had to ruin it feeling vile bubble up inside me I said in a cold tone
"You know something chase I thought you would have been happy for me but no you had to bring back spilled milk from the past and why would you have a grudge with my boyfriend and for the fact you did so without thinking of how I felt ...you know what leave I don't want to see you kno.."; the rest of the words got caught in my throat as I saw Jay climb down the stairs and took and went for the front door but I quickly stopped him so we could talk
" wait Jay I can explain its in the past you are my present pls don't go let's talk about this I'm sorry for not telling you about it earlier pls sit down ";
"I have to go valentina I can't think straight now I think I need some time to think I will see you when I can";
saying that he gently let go of my grip on his arms and left after the he left I crouched on the floor and cried my eyes out and chase seeing me cry came to help me up and clean my tears but I stood up by myself looked at him with teary eyes and said
"Don't Come Near Me You Monster I Don't Ever Want To See You Again";
"look am sorry I was just worried about you rushing into a relationship with him pls don't be angry with me i did it because I still love you valentina pls just leave him and be with me i have been waiting for you to come through pls say you still have feelings for me valentina I know you said it wouldn't work but I can't deny my feelings for you I love you";
"oh you love me you should have about that earlier and not try to sabotage my relationship now get out";
saying so I opened the door and he left.