auditions

standing for the auditions...it's tense. I may have been in loads of movies and they expect good actors but this movie requires so much energy and hard work. They expect a real show. show that is spectacular and has that push of magic. it bugs me to do loads of techniques and combine them together to create all techniques. They are pushing the limits. Kaneki-kun is pushing the limits.

"don't you think your pushing us too much. you can't expect everything to go right it one go.

Kaneki thrown his arm at the director and walked silently to me.

"if we want a movie to be perfect then it includes substantial amount of energy and enough talents to create the world's best movie. you got that!

he snapped at me and walked towards his gold digging girlfriend. Saying that...the gold digger walks towards the actors and scream at them. After her tantrum she announced that the auditions are to be placed tomorrow early mornings.

Rin stomps into the room and throws the script at me.

"what's up with you?"

"the stress is real! Never have I ever encountered such a stressful and tiring job."

"but your just moving props?"

"Yes! on my own! The rest where too chicken to even help me out. Otherwise miss bossy boots will scream from the top of her lungs at all workers including actors."

"Is that the reason why she had tantrum at us earlier on?"

"yeah."

I stor out of the room leaving Rin unquestioned and alone.

Seeing Kaneki-kun...he was arguing with...chechezaru, his girlfriend... I heard the word over and his girlfriend runs off. I had no idea what to do but...

"You alright there shadow?"

kaneki-kuns head lifted and his was sulked. He smiles at the word 'shadow'.

"You...remember my nickname..."

"Well who wouldn't, you where the quietest boy in the school. He giggled a bit.

"yeah...I was. Wiping his wet tears, he signals me to sit.

"so your finally talking to me, huh?"

"Well I have no choice. What...happened?"

"She was using me."

"oh, I'm truly sorry"

"why be sorry? it's not your fault. it's mine for not noticing, you know...the last time I've ever had a proper talk with you was when we where in high school."

"Great way to change the subject douchebag."

I hit him on the head to knock some sense into him.

"OUCHE! WHAT WAS THAT FOR!"

" Don't act all dumb! You know exactly what happened in high school!"

"ACCEPT THE PAST AND MOVE ON! GEEZ!"

"I wish I could..."

"it's been 10 years. How can you say that?"

"It doesn't matter." Standing up, kaneki-kun grabs my hand.

"I know your not going to believe this...but j have changed!"

I throw myself away from kaneki-kun and start to walk extremely fast. It was wierd for me...Kaneki-kun...to support me. The last time he supported me was when I was thrown onto the wall...

flash back

"next time be careful. you don't want to pick a fight with men who don't care about the gender."

at that time he was making sure that my cuts where cleaned and plastered.

"A-are you ok?"

kaneki-kun was shocked by the words I said. as if it was the first time he heared that.

"y-yeah. just a scratch on the arm."

present

those days where extremely precious to me untill it came to the last month of school. He was being harsh. his words where generally harsh.

it's the next day and it's auditions. I am auditioning lead role Maleka a girl who lost his love when she was young. felt she was destined to be with him. The whole moral of this story makes no sense untill the end when she reunites with her beloved.

"Kaneki-kun is lead role Lu Quaio! May the acting begin!"