337. .....Me Or Tindering?

We left that son of a bitch beaten up and he was helpless. I know, I don't like it but he can't be assaulting women and doing all sorts of things to her and you want to let me he be, I had to do something to make him learn a lesson. That is the lesson that he should learn. Next time he won't be shoving his dick on every girl and messing with them. 

Daniella looks at me and faces down. I don't care what she went through, she better tell me when she started using the internet to get men. She can walk in the whole of Beverly hill and get any celebrity she wants because they are always hungry for people to fuck but using the internet? Nope.

          "I am sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen?"

Is she serious? She didn't mean for that to happen? She can as well be dead, then, when was she going to say sorry? She didn't mean for that to happen was she going to say that when she was dead in the children's dream or at the Grave or in her coffin where he will open one eye and say sorry? 

Suck my dick girl, you better explain to me everything. I am not leaving anything behind.

"Davids look at me, I am sorry, okay, I didn't mean for any of that to happen."

"You know what Daniella, you better start Mannering up. You are too old to start that stupid drama with you. At one point you don't want me and at another point you want me. Chose what you want. Do you want me or do you want to keep on tindering?"

She looks at me and tears pour down her cheeks. She can cry a river for all that I care about. I was going to be only with her getting a man she knows of than some bitch who might be a butcher. Who knows what would have happened next if I didn't respond to her call? We might be singing Kumbaya right now, I am not in the most for her cries.

She looks at me and can't make up her mind about what she wants. If she keeps crying swear, I will leave her here so that she can cry all she wants. Is she feeling sorry for that man now? What, is she sorry that she couldn't get the good dick she wants? 

I get into the car and ask her to get in with me. I am not going to treat her like an egg, she is a chicken and she better start walking on her own. She wanted to grow up, there we are. 

I wanted to ask her if she has grown up now. Thinking of growing up, didn't she grow up when she was being assaulted by Vin, or what was she thinking about?  As much as I am okay with her dating whoever she wants. I am not okay with her taking someone she doesn't know about, that should teach her a lesson not some motherfucking drama that she wants to pull on me!

         "Did the kids ask about me in the morning?"

Bitch, you left without telling anyone goodbye, you can as well shut your mouth about the kids because we know you don't care. You could have even knocked on my door and told me that you were leaving. Stop asking about the kids right now, focus on what has happened to you. 

She looked outside and was not talking to me. Yeah, she is angry now, she can be all she wants I don't care. If she wanted a man, there she got one who am I to say anything about it? 

When we arrive home, I stationed the vehicle in the driveway and left the car as if she had a plague that I didn't want infecting me. I don't want her drama. The kids were already out and Ash was at Brian's looks like she was not in the mood for the drama this morning too. I washed my hands and sat down on the sofa taking breakfast from the remaining food I found in the kitchen. Looks like the kids took a while kettle of coffee with them and the blended juice. All that remained were some beacons and the cake that they sliced and left. Kids are other gangsters you don't want to mess with. They will kill you. Ash said she will be back later with the kids. I don't mind them. 

Daniella walks into the house with her head laid low. I don't care just walk the way you want. I didn't say that, I just sipped my coffee and focused on my work and the movie that was playing in front of me.

"Davids, can we please talk? I need to air things out with you. I just want  us to talk."

I threw the cup on the wall and it broke down into pieces and the brown content stained the white wall in front of me. A piece sliced my cheek. I do not want her right now. 

"What Daniella, you know it's none of my business. If you used a rubber, I am okay with it. Or do you want me to fuck you so that you can be okay with it? Too bad sweetheart, I can't do that. I hate sharing my pot with anyone, I only love it when one spoon is being pinned around that pot. Right now, it has been spined way too much, even the soup inside is not that sweet, forgive me but I will pass."

She looked at me and started crying. What is she crying about now? That is all she wanted, and I didn't say no. Right now she wants something else, what does she want now?

"I thought she was the man that I want. I thought I would love him, I didn't even like him. His dick was not as good as I imagined. All that was there was just some obsessive man who wanted to harm me. I am sorry I didn't even know who he was. I just swiped left and right to see who I was going to date and then come back."

Wait a minute, what did she just say? Do I look like a toilet or do I look like a garbage truck because they do come around after some days to collect the trash you know? So that is what you wanted me for? That is what I am in front of you Daniella, a cabbage truck that after you've eaten all the delicate, you come back and start crying on how you want to be taken back? 

"Here is my tinder downloading, I am also looking for someone to dip my hands into. Probably some beautiful lady who understands their worth Daniella, some lady who knows what they want, and after today I will also get to feel how sweet it is to love someone else, it will be good to feel how another kitty tastes like. Sorry but, I think I am done with that. You can as well take the master bedroom."

She cries and walked into the bedroom closing the door with a thud. Jeez, she will break my door the same way she broke my heart! I hate that. Let's see what is in tinder because all I want is to get another bitch for me too. Why would I entertain someone and they don't give a shit about me? I also need to energize the way she has energized me. 

The first person to appear is Daniella because she is near me. I check her profile and what she has written. She didn't write she has two children, all she wrote, is that she is a model and a bunch of stupid things that I won't write in my bio. I update my bio to look at who is going to be my date for the night.

Do you think I should do it? I don't know, Daniella is a victim of the same problem and I don't want to do this because she had, I am just angry about what she has done. I was okay at first but deep down my heart didn't want to. Ashley even asked me that question over and over. Right now, I realize I am not ready to let her go but what if I just swipe right and get something better, what if I get a new girl and she is willing to listen to my kids the way I want to? That is going to be good. I know they will be happy. Though the kids are used to me and Daniella. I don't know what to say though, I don't know how to do this. I am not that person, my father was not that person. Hell, even Brian never cheated on his boyfriend, why would I do this? Why would I lie to myself about it? 

Daniella lied yes, but what is it worth? Is this worth the love that I have for her? Is it worth my kids?