MINIMONI

(NAMJOON POV)

I've been trying to talk with Jimin all day, but he seems not to notice, he's probably ignoring me. Ignoring everyone.

"Jimin, can we talk?" I say, when I spot him in the library. I wish he would go often, not only when he messes things up.

"Now I'm busy, hyung. Can we talk later?" He whispers.

I shake my head.

"Okay." He sighs.

We fly to the rooftop. The view here is amazing.

I feel free. I hope Jimin feels the same.

"What do you want to talk about?"

"Jimin, you know I don't like rambling and I'm straight forward, right?"

"Yeah."

"I saw you yesterday. With Jungkook in the bench. Kissing."

"Oh."

"Don't you have anything to say? I know it's not my business, but I want to help. If you need to talk to someone, use me. Seokjin will also be there for you, okay?"

"Seokjin hyung also knows?"

I raise an eyebrow. I thought that was obvious.

"You didn't hear anything yesterday?"

"Hear what?"

I shake my head, "Nothing, nothing. So, you want to tell me what happened?"

"Jungkook kissed me and I didn't pull him away. That's all."

"Yeah, I know that. I also saw you ran away. But why happened?"

"He likes me. He also likes Taehyung, by the way." He rolls his eyes.

"It makes you feel uncomfortable?" I try to be gentle with my words. Jimin is a sensitive person, even though he knows how to hide it.

"No. I don't know. I don't know anything, hyung," He passes his hands through his hair. "I thought I'll have my mind clear, but it's getting worse."

"Why? What are you thinking?" He takes a deep breath. "Don't worry, you can take your time. Little by little."

"Okay. So, Jungkook is polyamorous," I nod. "That's why he likes us. Personally, I always liked him as a friend, but now I'm confused."

"Is it for the kiss?"

"Yes and no. Before the kiss, he described the people he liked. I'm going to be honest with you, at first I thought he was talking about you and Seokjin." I let out a chuckle.

"That's funny."

"Yeah. So, after that, he kissed me. He didn't say it with words, I guessed it myself."

I frown. "How do you know he also likes Taehyung?"

"He told me the boys who likes are a couple."

"Oh, true." I nod.

"Anyway, after he kissed me. . . Now- I don't know how to say it- I," He keeps struggling with himself.

"Don't worry, everything is fine."

"I think I want to kiss him again, hyung. After the kiss- I think I've feelings for Jungkook."

I nod.

"Taehyung is my first boyfriend, I love him so much, I promise, but I'm attracted to Jungkook. Is it normal?"

"It's normal, Jimin. You're still young, you've only dated one person. Is normal you want to experiment, or feel attracted to other people. It doesn't make you a cheater. We all have eyes."

"But if I tell you I want to kiss Jungkook again, it does make me a cheater, doesn't it?" He says, raising his eyebrow.

Well, that's a different thing.

"Believe me, hyung. I do love Taehyung and I like him, my feelings for him didn't change a bit, but I also want to kiss Jungkook again. I hate myself for that."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"I thought you were here for that. For asking questions and listening to me."

Sassy Jimin makes me want to jump off of a cliff.

"Are you also polyamorous, by any chance?"

"I talked about this with Jungkook yesterday afternoon. I brought up the topic. I don't know if I am. Maybe I'm just confused. I've been with Taehyung for two years, I didn't do anything with anyone else."

"Do you want to know what it feels to be with another person?"

"No. I only want to know how it feels to be with Jungkook, only Jungkook. I didn't pay attention to any other guy when I was with Taehyung. Actually, it has never been in my thoughts."

"So, you feel attracted to Jungkook. Am I right?"

"Yeah, but I don't know if I've caught feelings for him. I don't know if it's because he's my friend. Friends love each other."

"But not in that way." I remind him.

"Well, tell me this after being one hour straight with Yoongi and Hobi. How can they be so blind?"

"I don't think they're blind, maybe they're confused. Just like you."

"Okay. Let's get this bread."

I nod.

"I'm in love with Taehyung, as always. But, on the other hand, I also like Jungkook. I want to kiss him again. I want him to be in front of me, I want to see every detail of his face, I don't want to forget anything."

"It makes sense. You can be in a traditional relationship and, for any reason, change your point of view."

"You mean I haven't been a polyamorous all this time?"

"I don't know, you only can know this, but you can change your likes. you can evolve as a person."

He scratches his neck. "So, everyone can change and decide to be in a poly relationship?"

"I don't know if everyone," I chuckle. "But yeah, kinda."

"So, you and Jin can also open your relationship and evolve?"

"No way."

He laughs for the first time.

"I think I may be polyamorous. But, hyung. . ." He looks at the yellow sky. "What happens if I try something with Jungkook? Only a kiss. What happens if I mess everything up and I end up losing my 'feelings' for Jungkook and my relationship with Taehyung? What if this is just a whim? What if it's not as real as I think it is?"

"I think you can only know that if you ride the bike. You may end up slamming into the wall and falling off the bike, but I think it's worth the try."

He nods.

"You know you've to talk with Taehyung first, right? Explain him everything before jumping into the Jungkook topic."

He nods. "I know. I'll do the right thing, I'll also talk with Jungkook." I pat his back. I'm proud of him. I didn't know he could be also this mature. "But, what if I lose Taehyung? Is it worth it? I can live without doing anything with Jungkook, but I don't know what I'll do without Taehyung. If I lose Taehyung because of this, I don't know if I'll be able to forgive myself."

"I understand. Don't rush it, okay? Take your time, but don't do anything without talking with Taehyung first. You know what I mean?"

He nods. "Thank you, hyung." I smile.

"Don't worry about Jungkook, Seokjin talked with him."

"He told you anything?" I shake my head

"I didn't see him yet. I'll talk to him later. If he has some non-private useful information about Jungkook, I'll let you know."

"You're the best, Monie."

I rub his hair. "Think about me as your brother from now on, Mini."

"I already did it."