THE JOY OF LIFE (4)

He come closer to her and his eyes stared deep at her hazel eyes and he smiles as he said

'Did you know?'

'Hmm. What?' she asks

'Every time I kissed you it gives me courage. And yet it also made me a coward. Because every time I kiss you it made me want to come back home before I even make the journey. You were right. I am, probably will always be an indecisive man. But there is a reason because of that indecisiveness. Because it is worth that much, that it is almost impossible to make a choice. And because of that I could not help but halt my step and think about who I am now and who I am without those things.'

'Only then I could make my choice. Because in a world without you, it is like a world without color. I could still live in it, but in a world without color, what a dull life that would be?'

What Azief didn't say was that he didn't know if he could smile if she is not beside him ever again. Just thinking about it make his heart ache.