Living Light

THE LIVING LIGHT

Meron akong isip, not only that but I can read your thoughts also. I read minds and its too boring to come across to each and everyone whom im looking right now.

Tumingala ako sa kalangitan at nakakapanibago, being inside this planet is not much beauty unlike the outside.

Hmmm... maybe, im not paying much attention but that would be impossible. Im here for almos two decades

<<<18th of July 2019>>>

I enjoyed a lot watching people that come and goes in the university. Karamiha'y pumapasok na seryoso ang mukha at karamiha'y lumalabas na masaya, or vice versa

OMO! There they go, nakita ko ulit si Miko at Hamilton and tinaguriang campus couple.

YAAAHH!! They are so cute to each other, hihihi.

Oooh.

Tumayo ang babae na nananood ng k-drama sa kanyang ipad.

That was too sudden, natapos niya kaya ang episode 9?

M and H (short for Miko and Hamilton) is very destructing when they pass. Ayon tuloy di ko natapos ang pinapanood namin ni miss C (short for Christine).

Hmm, haist its been 20 years from now yet hindi ko pa rin naiintindihan ang mga nilalang ditto sa mundo, I think they are all stupid, hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ako naimpluwensyahan ng trending na k-dramas at nakakabuo ako ng mga negatibo at positibong komento tungkol sa mga artistang napapanood ko, maging sa mga taong nakikita ko.

Wala akong puso for sure, ibahin niyo ako. Wala talaga pero meron akong isip, and I know that I am good at criticizing. And I love criticizing a relationship between male and female humans. Sometimes, I got to believe that humans are blind dahil ang nakikita kung hindi mga kaaya-ayang mga bagay ay maganda para sa kanila. Tsk...

I wish my neighbors are here too, and we might help each other out to help this humans come back to their senses.Tumingala ako ulit sa langit, hindi ako malungkot like what people used to say when someone is alone.

For 20 years roaming around invisibly, another perspective of mine popped out. The idea about shape, a beautiful figure that everyone on this earth is attracted to. Physical body.. Hmm..

Is it time for me to find a shape? I just heard that I am like a ball of light and I had figured it out when I first encounter a mirror , specifically a sliding glass door that reflected my shape.

And I can say that I am undeniable beautiful, like what my neighbors used to say and it is one of the reasons why I came here, from these colorful mass. I am not just blue, yellow or a green ball of light but a complex one, more beautiful than the color of Earth outside, I shift colors and I shine a lot, I am like sand that was floating in the air and does not break apart for I am light that you cannot imagine not until you see me.

Unluckily you cannot, cause im invisible.

And heres the real question, paano ako magkakaroon ng isang katawan ng isang tao? Im not even a ghost or a spirit to possess someone in the hospital. Or a wizard to bling-bling-boo my physique or anything. Im not even an Almighty who created us all, to recreate my own. SO How?

And seriously, my mind is also confused why I thought something this way. Im not like this before, I and my neighborhoods are not thinking as much like these things in my mind now. We don't even question one of our kind about a certain thing, because we just voice out what we see and give our ideas about it. We don't ask, we just tell. But why me? Im even asking myself now?

Am I developing a human mind?

Oh, NO!

That would be scary.

See?

I did not even know what is scary before.

Why do I think like these stupid humans do?

Esshh..

Makaalis na nga.

It took me a seconds na marating ang kabilang unibersidad ng lungsod,pumasok ako sa isang klasrom at inabangan si Light Daniels, ang pinaka-gwapong nilalang na nasilayan ko mula pagkabata hanggang pagka-binata.

He was the bravest boy that I have ever seen.

2 years passed roaming around when I encounter a tragic and massive accident, it was the first time when I had felt something weird. And I cannot define it, I actually forgot since that day, I think?

----FLashback------

There was this ambulance, rushing towards the busy street when 2 buses loose their breaks wiping small vehicles that causes death and hundred injuries. This ambulance was hit by the bus and everything seemed to stop when I heard a baby crying inside the crashed ambulance van. I hurriedly fly and it was my very first time to lock my eyes between the newly born baby's eyes. He was crying and was cuddled by a man in sanitarium blue gown which I lately found out that it was the baby boy's father.

The people inside the van protects the newly born, some were even seriously injured and even died in the incident. Luckily the baby was safe.

After the accident, I was following the baby, and I watched him grow.

And there is something about Light but I could not explain. And that started when I cannot just leave him for a day. It was hard for me, because I always thought of going back to him. Kahit man lang na silayan siya ng isang beses sa isang araw, i thought I might disappear when I ignore him.

----Present------

I smiled when I saw him entered the room silently.

Again?

I always said this a couple of times. I smiled.. I smiled.. I smiled?... I think im becoming a person, the stupidest of them all. Im just a light, I don't even have a lips to say I smiled, yet this thoughts that has gone crazy, thinking something, like an emotion or something which is not-so-me.

I think im smiling whenever I see Light but I cannot imagine myself smiling.