ESCAPED THE LIONS DEN

I had to wait for 7AM for him to take me home but before we leave his house i finally get my phone and i call my friends and none of them are picking my calls,what if their dead or something, what will i tell there families?He drives me home but i don't let him park close,i tell him I'm leaving and he doesn't even ask for my number,okay it must have been a wasted night for him well i had fun from some parts i can remember.I sarcastically shout happy new year as he drives off,i can see his irritation through his side mirror.I open the door because i have my own keys but i think my mom is sleeping so i go straight to bed I'll sort out my friends later.

Hours later I'm awake,I'm thinking to myself should i be honest and tell Richard what happened last night?but what if he leaves?i won't take that risk,I'll take that to my grave besides Jon didn't ask for my number i don't think he will ever want anything to so with me,as I'm still lost in thought my phone rings it's a Video chat,I'm glad because all my bitchs are fine. I don't even know what to ask, i chose to keep quiet and let them do all the explaining because i don't want them to know about the whole Jon issue which i hope they don't know about.

Everyone is talking about how i disappeared for hours after i said i wanted to go to the bathroom so they left after they tried calling my phone,these dumb bitches would have let me die.My baby finally comes to see me but i feel so guilty it wasn't my intention to kiss,seduce and grind on another man but he won't believe me when i tell him i thought it was him.His all lovey and touchy but for the first since i don't wanna fuck because i feel bad and his shocked because it's not like me,at this point his belt would have been off, my legs around waist or I would be riding him like a pony.Can i pretend to be okay?or will i eventually be okay? i just tell him I'm unwell from the previous day and his understanding.

We playing music and enjoying each others company. I believe i have better choice in music than he does so as his about to play the next track a message from an unknown number pops up on top of my screen and both our eyes land on the text that reads" Me fucking you would have been the best gift you would have this year, anyway thanks for last night i had fun,Happy new year PS:I stole your number".holy shit! okay what is about to happen here....