don't look back

I won't look back

even if the stars shine for you

and their light flickers on your spot

I won't look back

even if it hurts

and you were calling out my name

I won't look back

even if I feel your hands find their way on my hips

and your embrace seems so inviting

I won't look back

even if you're whispering you sweet lies on my ears

I won't look back

to the days that I thought everything was a fairytale

when in reality

it wasn't

I won't look back

coz I know this ain't a dream

I was living my life in nightmare

I won't look back

even if you try to sing me my favorite song

and you play the guitar

the same way you caught my heart

I am tired of looking back

coz you once never did

you were standing on my back

waiting for me to leave

you were there

silently wishing I never came

I wished I never looked back

when all I did was to shout your name

telling you my I love you

crying

and begging for you

I was hoping that you'll look at me

I'm sorry

but

I won't look back

I've had enough

and even if I wanted to

I just can't

because the last time I looked back

You lost me

I lost myself

literally.