The Pink Gown and Philosophical Pursuits

As I approached the library, a sense of anticipation filled me. I had carefully chosen my attire, opting for a departure from my usual dark-colored clothing. Today, I wore a blush pink and white gown, adorned with diamond earrings and a pink hair tie. It was a stark contrast to my typical style, but I wanted to catch Sebastian's attention.

Entering the library, I scanned the room, and there he was, disappearing behind one of the shelves. Knowing that the library only had one table, I was confident that he would eventually join me. I carried a sheet of paper with me, listing down various philosophical concepts that had eluded my understanding.

Philosophy was a subject I was drawn to. Despite possessing knowledge in a wide range of areas such as etiquette, politics, art, martial arts, magic, and history, I believed there was always more to learn. Today, I was particularly interested in delving into the realm of philosophy and unraveling its complexities.

Taking a seat at the table, I patiently waited for Sebastian to make his appearance. I felt a mix of excitement and curiosity, eager to engage in a conversation that would not only allow me to gain insights into his thoughts but also provide an opportunity for intellectual exploration. With my list of philosophical concepts in hand, I was prepared to engage in a meaningful discussion and further expand my understanding of the subject.

At last, the moment I had been anticipating, Sebastian sat down a seat away from me. I was now a seat away from my target.

I didn't know how to start a conversation with him, how to approach him. But I couldn't let this opportunity go to waste. Sebastian shall not remain as an enigma to me. I will figure him out.

I stood up, purposefully dropping the sheet of paper I kept by my side. I walked toward the philosophy section of the library, picking up more books on the concept I was studying.

I sat back down and opened the first book, noticing the sheet of paper was on top of the table. But Sebastian remained silent, his attention seemingly elsewhere. I decided to wait a few minutes, giving him some time to settle in.

As if the gods had heard my prayers, he picked up the sheet of paper from the table and started intently reading it. A spark of hope ignited within me.

"I see you have an interest in Existentialism," he remarked, looking at me with a newfound curiosity.

A smile graced my lips as I seized the opportunity to engage him in conversation. "Yes, Existentialism has always fascinated me," I replied, my voice brimming with genuine enthusiasm. "The concept of individual freedom, responsibility, and the search for meaning in life... It's a thought-provoking philosophy that challenges the traditional notions of existence."

Sebastian leaned back in his chair, his gaze fixed on me. "Interesting. I've delved into Existentialism myself, but I must admit, it can be a complex and intricate philosophy to grasp fully."

I nodded, seizing the chance to showcase my knowledge. "Indeed, it requires a certain level of contemplation and introspection. But I find that the exploration of existential themes can offer valuable insights into our own lives and the human condition."

His demeanor softened, and a hint of intrigue danced in his eyes. "Tell me, Lilith, what draws you to this particular philosophical perspective? Is it the idea of personal agency or the quest for meaning that resonates with you?"

I paused, gathering my thoughts. "Both aspects resonate with me, but I think it's the emphasis on individual freedom and the responsibility we have in creating our own existence that captivates me the most. It reminds us that we are the architects of our own lives, and that we have the power to"