In a school that was filled with noise and joy.
There was a class with many sounds and lots of laughter
At the end of the classroom, there was a seat. Even though it is in the middle of the other seats.
You feel it is far from all the seats.
Not because of where it is, but because of the girl who uses it
An aura of loneliness and calm comes out of her
it makes you feel like she is detached from everything around her, completely alone, despite everyone around her
Despite all the sounds of joy, you feel like she is hearing her music
Her hair is as black as the space of the night
Her eyes are black
Not special in any way
She is a very ordinary girl on the outside
However, from the inside, she is an erupting volcano
She looked at everyone around her and then sighed
A pretty girl with yellow hair and green eyes approached her
She has an amazing body
"Why are you sitting alone, Sahar?" she said
"Why don't you join us?" The girl said it in a gentle voice.
,>Because you are a bunch of hypocrites. <
Sahar thought about that but didn't say it
She smiled at Noor and said
"I feel exhausted now. I want to rest my head for a bit, maybe tomorrow."
Noor looked at Sahar with great disdain
She was about to say something else
However, a voice came from a girl standing far away
Noor, come here and see how she is wearing this model.
Noor smiled and turned to her friend, leaving Sahar in her world
Sahar sighed with relief, then looked out of the classroom window at the stadium in contemplation
There were many students playing soccer
And a lot of students are joking with each other
She just didn't notice all this
All she notices is a group of students bullying a student who appears to be tailless
No emotion showed on Sahar's face that was as cold as ice. She looked at the child being bullied.
With calm eyes
If we look at the scene from her eyes, we will find
That assaulting students is a group of animals
In addition, a weak student in her eyes is like a chicken
Weak
Skinny
None of them deserves life in her eyes
Weakness is also a sin, like injustice
You are guilty of being weak and unable to stand up for yourself
She thought about it and then sighed
Sahar looked at the board
The teacher had already entered the classroom and started explaining the lesson as usual
Sahar looked at the teacher very bored
Sahar listened to every word he said
She did not hear his word
She was listening to the sound of music
The world is dark
The world is far away
The long road to pain
The long road to darkness
The world is dark
The world is far away
The song's words were ringing in Sahar's ear
As if describing the world through her eyes
The teacher looked at the stray magician
He said in an angry voice
"Do you listen to songs in class?"
Sahar smiled politely and said
"No. I'm listening to you."
The teacher asked
"Can you tell me what I was saying?"
Sahar looked at the blackboard
She explained what was on the blackboard. As if, she was listening to the teacher.
She explained everything well. She even said things he didn't.
It amazed everyone in the class at her intelligence
Noor whispered to the girl next to her and said
"The girl who becomes the first every year should be like this."
The girl next to her smiled and said sarcastically as she put her hand over her mouth
"He who does not have a life should be like this."
Everyone in the class laughed
Sahar heard every word the girls said, and her facial features did not change
The teacher growled, "I know you ignored me, so I will punish you after the class. You must clean everything in the classroom by yourself, and next time you should focus more on me."
Sahar smiled at the teacher and did not object
Class is over
They left Sahar alone to clean the classroom
"She doesn't have a life."
These words inhabited her mind
Her tears fell unintentionally
She wiped her tears with her hand and looked up at the sky
I must be strong
I must be strong
She said that in her heart, then she finished cleaning without objection or pause, and when she finished, she closed the class and left the school
She went to her house, and she was listening to songs while she was on the way
She watches all around her, people whispering or laughing
And also their grief
She was watching everyone around her
With eyes that have a lot of boredom
The world is dark
The world is far away
Some people look at the world with a gloomy view, all of which is hate
This view is not random
Not because of the character in them
Rather because of.........
Sahar arrived at her home
An old house looked very poor
House looks fragile
An aura of sadness and loathing surrounds the house
"The damn thing has finally arrived."
This voice came from one of the rooms
"Why you're late?"
"Don't you know I'm hungry?"
"Why the hell were you late?"
Sahar did not respond to the owner of the voice
But she went into her room, changed her clothes, then went to the kitchen and started making food
"Why don't you answer your aunt, you bitch?"
The woman talking stood up and approached Sahar
Then she grabbed her hair and said angrily
"You look like your mother a damned woman."