Hatred

This hatred I can't explain why me I just can't see the light at the end of the tunnel

When my mom came in the evening I tried telling her what Nathan did to me ,my dad didn't even let me have a word with her he says women are only gossiping while trying to bring down others,later in the evening when I went to my room Nathan came to warn me and even had his way with me that night I couldn't cry out for fear.

Having sex with Nathan became a natural occurrence in my life it was painful and all.I thought it was going to end between us not until he started inviting his friend over whenever my dad traveled and him and his guys would have their way with me in the most degrading and painful way.

One faithful day my dad came home early and caught his beloved son having sex with his daughter then I just completed thirteens year old I was already matured cause of early puberty and quick sexual inter course,expecting my dad to had seen the wrong in what my brother did that day he called family meeting in the evening after beating me and also hitting my mom for raising a prostitute as a daughter,it was the least thing I expected a father to do to their daughter his ,my grandma added lots of insult and made it worst ,my dad told my mom to look for a place to take me to that before he comes back the next day he doesn't want to see me in his house my brother Ben was crying while my dad called him a weakling threatened to stop fending for him if he kept pleading with us,I went to bed that night in despair thinking how could my father be so heartless enough to pursue his own daughter out of his house .I had night mare that night as I was being raped in my dream I woke up scared not wanting to go back to sleep and that was the beginning of my nightmare.

Two days later my mom came home to tell me how she talked with her sister in LA and she told me to come stay with her and her two daughters as she is a single Mom I was crying scared of living my mom and knowing how wicked and evil the people she call her husband and children are she assured me she'll be fine as she wants my future to be secured and then she can live her life happy and rest assured when my dad the monster came in the evening from work my mom told him her decision as he was the one who wanted me away from his house my twin brother Ben cried about me leaving ,my dad just said for the better I was actually happy and sad that I'll be going somewhere better but won't be able to see my Ben and my mom.that same night Nathan came to my room demanding for his last share how sadistic can a man be ,I felt sorry for my mom for birthing such inhuman last last he had his way with me that night MhmM...