I AM SO PATHETIC

"I am so pathetic" that was a last thing he said before closing his eyes and waiting himself to die. This specific man had long hair , he was 5'9' , he had black eyes. Ash was an orphan , he was always a looser in his eye. He was a very silent one , he talked to no one and because of that personality he seemed very weird and creepy but he was a very kind and warm hearted. He could only open up to those whom he trusted with every fiber of his being. He wasn't bullied or something but every one were very scared to talk up to him. He also became very mature very early due to responsibility he was given , he always seemed cold and emotionless but , truth was he was for some reason unable to show any of his emotion but in reality he was the one who suffered the most . But when there is darkness there will be light penetrating , one day when he graduated , due to his good internship record he was offered a pretty good job with satisfying amount of money but suddenly an accident happened , while trying to save the old lady he got hit by a car.

Then the words escaped from his mouth.

"I am so pathetic"

"I finally had a chance , a chance to live a new life a new world but I failed ,not only did I fail myself I failed those who trust me , those who look up to me"

"Sorry... I am just sorry for everything I never lived a life I just lived in a cage , a cage of my thought which made me insecure , I always thought I will live life once I finish my studies I will live a proper life a life with out any regret ..... but here we are with whole mind and heart full of regret , sorrow , angriness ,confusion and most importantly guilt. ".

As his body got colder and colder every minute as his life flashed before his eyes. He then thought if only if he hadn't jumped to save the old lady then what would his life be like ?. He saw a life of his where he would live a normal life with a nice post , job , money and fame. As he was thinking that , he felt as if his body was disappearing he could not feel the cold on his limbs and half of his body. Then he accepted his fate as he waited for himself to disappear then a thought suddenly appeared in his mind as he thought.

'I never believed in in things such as Heaven or Hell nither in things such as reincarnation but if by any chance there is system such as like that then I would like to have a second chance to relive all the experience and Fun , a life I was unable to achieve and live it. A second chance that's all I really need'

then suddenly he started to feel warm it was as if the cold he just experienced was nothing but a Mirage then he heard a soft , calm , warm and caring vioce which stunned him.

But before he could know what to do he was in a white room.

Then the same voice said "welcome to my domain."