MIND

I'm about to dive into a new horizon and i don't know what I might find inside,

If this will be the very end or the beginning of an orifice of a new chapter in my life,

This world is a broken mirror no matter how beautiful my mind appears before it, it always emits an ugly reflection,

My has mental has become a timorous place, the bathroom floor has had more water from my eyes than the shower,

The left part of my heart is compassion, the right part is Love and fear is the glue in between that holds them together,

Though I mean good for everyone I fear that humanity has left my soul for the right reasons,

Each word i say spring's forth life yet each breath I take feels like my last one,

The eyes of my mind are full of visions but its gradually being blinded with sadness from the ugly truth, My conscience has become my biggest prosecutor,

Happiness has kept a respectable distance from my way,

Even if I have come a long way everyday I wished I never went the wrong way,

Though everyday I find myself in the midst of people, amongst their attentions, i long for the day I'll find my self in their hearts,

My eyes are windows which my mind sees the world through it crystal view, away from everyone,

My lonely soul has found a new friend called anxiety who goes everywhere with me now and makes all my decisions,

I thought life was supposed to bring pleasure not pains,

But the only thing i get from all the pleasures of life is pains.

- Okoro Favour Alexander