Chapter 7

Fidelia was her name . She was a cousin to two new girls that came in the beginning of senior year , ss1. The moment I saw her face and heard her voice . I knew we wouldn't get along but I didn't know to what extent. She was the kind I felt even some seniors were scared of , the junior definitely were and so were her class mates . So fearful , so weak . She treated them like shit and they treated her like a queen . So controlling and full of herself, wanting to be respected and worshipped cause she was the oldest in the class .

But I'd never fear a girl that I'd sit in the same class with , write the same tests and exams and still pass her in them . I once said in her presence, if you want to act bigger than your classmates, you should be a class ahead . And ooh she hated that she couldn't get to me . She always screamed and shouted, turned people against me , juniors and seniors alike and even my classmates, threatened to beat me up countless times . But I'll never sit and let another girl tell me what to do like that .

She never attended class meetings that we put in place to talk about issues , she felt to big for it and said it too . She was older and wanted to be treated like a senior by who? , me ??. Girl was tripping and one girl outta all of us worshipped her more . I never understood the obsession, the girl couldn't do anything for you , she didn't like you which she always made clear , didn't respect you , she would insult you in your face but you would still knell in front of her to apologize for what you didn't do ?.

I knew fidelia was manipulative but this girl wasn't manipulated she was stupid. She worshipped Fidelia head to feet . Someone that you were ten times better than in any way , she would do anything to get on her good side but me I preferred the bad side . This was SS1 , I wasn't a weak link anymore, I had the boldness to back that up and the boy who i fought with. The proprietress's son became my friend , how it happened id never know , it just did . Two gossip besties , we were tight , we were friends not frienenemies or anything just friends.

Then a boy came , fat and sweet , tall , he talked with his upper lip which was one sided just the way Jonny bravo's lips are but not as intense . It was the most noticeable thing about him . And soon one of the seniors became his friend and one night during night prep she came to me saying he wanted me to be his girlfriend and I said no , I've only known the guy for a day or two but then I realized that this would be my first ever boyfriend, I couldn't give this opportunity up , so I said yes and we started dating.

Turns out he didn't want us to date but his senior friend thought we would be perfect together. She later regretted it when the school authorities started being on her neck for making people couples and she would beg us to break up but at that time , we were deep in . I should have gotten out , this would cause a whole lot of problems, six breakups , a hundred arguments , many many crying sesh and almost three years of Fidelia becoming his girl best friend . WTF.