beginning of it all

Don't you ever just wish you never fell in love with that one person. Sometimes I think about if none of this happened would I still be the person I am right now? Maybe not. But this is my story, my biggest heart break.

Me and Dong-hyun have always been close. We grew up together as kids and now we were starting highschool together. I'll admit I've been hiding my feelings from him for years lying to him about my crushes because I know I'm not his type. Plus it would save me from embarrassing myself. Today was my first day as a freshman, I was pretty nervous since the only one I knew was Dong-hyun. "Areum! Over here!" Is the first thing I hear a small smile forming on my lips. "Dong-hyun!!" I exclaimed happily making my way to him. After a hour of waiting for class to start we sat next to each other and joked around during the lesson. I felt so happy in that moment, I couldn't help but fall more for him just seeing him smile and laugh. Later that day during lunch I saw a girl sitting by herself so I went and sat with her maybe getting to know her. "Hey. Mind if I sit here?" The girl looked up a bit surprised. "Not at all." She said in a soft voice looking up, she was so pretty I was honestly jealous but not in a bad way. As I placed my tray down sitting, we talked and talked getting to know each other more and her name was hana. I just made a new close friend. School went on for weeks, I grew closer to Hana I considered her my best friend by now. But something was different, I noticed that Dong-hyun had some new friends which didn't bother me but what did bother me was that he was growing more distant and cold. I wanted to find out why. Did I do something wrong?

Thank you for reading my first chapter!

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