Oktober 2018

And then, one breezy evening I got a text from you. I was undressing myself in that dusty locker room, with two other students. We worked together at this mall. It was a good way to get some money while studying.

Your text was simple, yet it chilled my whole body. I was smiling, the familiar feeling in my heart warmed me up. One of my coworkers asked me what was with me, I couldn't even speak. I just smiled.

You asked me if I was in the city on Friday. I said yes.

You sad that you may come on Friday. I said okay, come.

And that Friday I waited.

And waited...

And then I texted you, I told you to let me know if you're not coming.

And then I waited some more. I checked our conversation on Instagram a hundred times a minute.

After five hours of waiting I realised you were not coming.

I went to sleep.

I didn't cry that day.