Love is blind S1

Dear Kj,

We've already established that it's your fault that I watch stupid reality shows like Love is blind on Netflix and sometimes I turn into a gossip queen.

Moving on…I just watched the first few episodes and something struck me. Finding the spark seems to have been the easy part.

The initial awkwardness, the uncertainty and the number of options were just a cake walk compared to what comes next. Gianina is going to sabotage her way out of this and Damian isn't competent enough to handle her. They're really not on the same page emotionally and sexually.

All the couples had something. A spark. And then they met and it was a struggle lining up the emotional and physical connections. I wish they would just take their time falling in love after being physically present with each other. The rose petals on the beds definitely didn't help, the pressure to have sex immediately they met wasn't productive at all.

Wait, I've watched more of it and I think that some sort of physical bonding was key to completing the connection. Openness and vulnerability seems to also be important. Time out, Amber the tank engineer is so hot, it's unbelievable and it's not just a physical thing. She's so forthcoming about what she wants it's a massive turn on.

Diamond just found out about Carlton being bisexual. I feel like she took some time to process and realised that she still had feelings for him. She tried to give him the chance to recover but he met her with a bad attitude. I'm feeling her pain right now. I've always thought that she was the realest one. Carlton needs to be in prison.

Babe, I agree with Damian. I'll be ready when you're ready, whenever that is. I love you.

There's still some tension between Barnet and Jessica. There's definitely still some feelings there.

Mark is giving of some obsessive psycho-stalker serial killer vibes. He's like 'I'm not going to lose her again, she's with me now'. I'm guessing that he'll always feel like the runner up or the guy she chose after not getting the guy she wanted in his mind and hers.

Amber did a poor job of concealing her jealousy about Barnet and Jessica. I might be the only one that thinks this but having a girl that loves you so much, she wants to be the only one in your eyes is actually sweet.

I feel like Amber and Mark are potential serial killers. Watch them.

Again, openness and vulnerability is so freaking important. Gianina has grown on me. I want her to be happy despite her neurosis and i can actually tolerate her tendency to self-sabotage. Also, her in that bikini on the boat was eye opening 😉.

Babe I've concluded. Barnet is me at 21. Also, I think meeting you online first might be a blessing in disguise. Our relationship can go through different stages of intensity. I can't wait to get to the next stage and I promise to let you in more, be

more open and more vulnerable.

From Sugarbear