chapter 30- Bad Memories

Alex huffed as he placed Kim on his laps ready to tell her everything she needs to know about his past even if he is uncomfortable with it.he held her hands softly before he began narrating.

"You see I am not the only child of me parents,I have a twin brother,an elder twin brother to be precise and back then my dad was in the mafia but wanted to quit for our family's sake which I would say is the biggest mistake he ever committed" Alex sighed knowing how traumatizing this will be for him,but he still continued.

"When I was six,my dad began to train I and my brother on how to handle guns so that we could protect ourselves and our mom, god !! My dad loved my mom so much, but my brother Mixien hated that he was a mafian, he doesn't want to shed blood coz apparently he's the good kid" Alex paused making Kim stunned she had never thought that her Alex would have an elder brother, the question now is where are they ?

"Where is your brother ? —Kim asked out of curiosity.

"He's dead"came Alex cold response to her question.

"Him,my father and my mother are all dead. There died right In front of my naked eyes, it was the worse sight of my life" Alex paused and laughed sorrowfully.

"One day my family decided to have a family vacation,I noticed something was wrong especially when I notice my some of my father's surbodinates snooping around. Honestly I warned my dad about his men but to my dad I was just a child and a rebellious one at that so he didn't believe me" he laughed again reminiscing of his past before continuing.

"But during our vacation, we were attacked, fuck I can't never forget how my family died"

WARNING:Violent narration ahead,pls skip if not comfortable

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(FLASHBACK) Alex POV

It was a rainy night,when we suddenly heated gun shot and an antagonizing scream from my dad while we were in our vacation lodge.

I and brother Mixien ran out of the house outside only to be held by a bunch of men while I recognize some of the gang leaders to be part of my father's most trusted mafia men. [wait why are they hurting dad, aren't they his men]

"You think you're so strong huh" one of the gang leaders said while his hand members laugh at her father who was sinking in the ocean of pain.

"You had all the power we would ever want but unfortunately for you and fortunately for me you have to die" one of my dad's men said to my dad.

"How could you betray me, I helped you, I gave you everything,I trusted you,you assholes" my dad yelled at him and grabbed the neck of one of the guys that betrayed him and snapped his neck killing him in an instant.

BANG BANG BANG

I heard my dad shout in pain as three bullets sunk into his legs and abdomen

I watched like a coward how one of the asshole finally shot my dad in his forehead making him dropped dead.

No !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I heard my mom scream as she ran to my dad's lifeless body crying like a mad woman while my brother was already sobbing. I felt a hot liquid on my face and then realized that I was crying, my dad was dead,we are all going to die and that is because my dad trusted.

I watched as held my mother inappropriately while another took a knife to harvest my dad's kindness and heart. How could one be so wicked to harvest the organs of a dead man i front of his ten year old children but guess what nobody gives a flying fuck about who you are.

"Fuck"one gang member cursed as my brother attacked him and got hold of his gun. For the first time I saw pure rage in Mixien's eyes. Without hesitation he shot the gang members that were holding out mom giving us room to escape with a broken mom.

For hours we were trying to escape but unfortunately they caught my brother,apparently he is the heir to my father's empire and the mafia rule stated that no WEEDS SHOULD BE ALLOWED,you have to kill your enemy's children and unborn children if possible.

I wept as I watched those sex maniacs have turn on my brothers ass, it was funny how adult men would need a ten year old to satisfy their sexual urge .

END OF FLASHBACK

Kim rubbed the back of an already sobbing Alex,his past was traumatic.

"Do you know how it feels to see your brother injected with overdose of drugs and then raped by not one but six grown ass men who took turn fucking his asshole ? - Alex gripped her arms tightly and she let him do so even if she was hurting coz she knew that the pain he was feeling was worse than any other.

"Despite the fact that Mixien ass was dripping from his own blood,he tried to fight them but was stabbed multiple times till he bled to death, I could see his intestines outside out of his stomach as he laid down in the pool of his own blood" Alex paused while Kim pulled him into a hug as a sign of comforting him.

"What happened to your mom ? Kimberly asked.

"After I and my mom escaped to my grand parents house,mom couldn't handle all the trauma,in just one day her husband and her son were killed right before her very eyes. So she committed suicide,well not before telling me to avenge my family"

"I'm so sorry baby,I'm so sorry"she cried too as she hugged him

"I marked the faces of all the assholes that took my happiness and vowed to kill them and I did" Alex laughed like a maniac.

"What did you do Alex" she asked already scared as she stared at him laughing like a possessed freak. Meanwhile, Alex nuzzled in the crook of her neck to inhale her sweet fragrance,before continuing

"With the grudge I carried,I trained brutally till I made my first kill when I was twelve. And at the age of 15 I hunted down dragon,Simon and king of hell,the damm assholes that betrayed my dad"

"Simon's wife was pregnant, and I remember the satisfaction I had when I killed his wife and his grown ass daughter in front of him before killing him, while dragon...." Alex laughed maniacally remebing how he killed them.

"Next target was dragon, I found his son that he had been hiding for years and I made sure he watched my gay men take turns on his overdoses son and the brutally stabbing him The way they killed my brother,call me evil but I felt happy when dragon begged for death after I killed his family and I killed him slowly and excruciating. And as for king of hell, my dogs rape the daughter and then I handed her to king of hell's energy and they killed her. After killing them I felt good not even caring that I was just sixteen years old then and that made my grand parents scared"

"Your grand parents are alive ? Kim asked him

"Fortunately yes but I don't talk about them" Alex sighed before continuing

" When I killed at sixteen, I became to blood thirsty, I wanted to kill more, it was like I became a ruthless killing machine and My grandparents couldn't imagine that I had turned to a monster at the age of sixteen,so she sent me away from China to Canada to start afresh and at the age of 20 I started my own mafia and combined with my father's mafia I was untouchable so I took the opportunity to start my company from the scratch till I got to this level. However,those memories still hints me,I use sleeping pills, I even tried hypnotism to forget my dark past but it won't bulge" Alex hugged her sobbing like a child that was completely broken.

"Baby have you tried therapy?? She asked trying to comfort him.

"Yes I did,but they could not stop me from having the urge to kill people not until I found you"