Everything for Ayuna

Suddenly my footsteps stopped because I saw a woman who was familiar in my eyes and her voice was like lightning in my ears, my feelings are now

starting to feel worried because seeing Ayuna have come, yeah ... it turns out that it is true, she is Ayuna ... she is my older sister even though we are only 5 minutes apart, but Ayuna has advantages that I have never had she is prettier, more graceful, smarter and one more thing that makes me feel afraid of him the most is ... Jimmy had sent a love letter to him .. while to me ?! Never mind for a letter ... just to call myself Jimmy never did it, I had to call him first ....

"Hi Yuna, when will you come ... waaaw... it means tomorrow you will start attending school together with me ...!" I greet Ayuna and I try to be friendly with her. Because I don't want to feel hurt, because Ayuna's words will definitely tease me about Jimmy.

"Yeah of course ... tomorrow I can go to school together with you ... so I can join you to meet Jimmy tomorrow ... my dear little sister"

I felt red on my face hearing what Ayuna said to me. With a tone that was arrogant and condescending to myself he seemed to start giving codes as a sign that the war had started for me. "It's still at the beginning, maybe there is still a lot that Ayuna will do to me later!" I said to myself.

I can only reply with a smile and go in and leave him who is still sitting relaxed on the front porch of the house.

"Ayunii .. you've come home, have you met your older sister in front?! She was waiting for you ...!" Papa greeted me with a question about Ayuna. Papa turned out to have been waiting for my arrival, just to say this to me, it was seen from the face of Papa who was still watching in the television room, usually at this hour Papa had entered his room to rest. but at this time Papa still had time to wait for me and asked Ayuna about me.

"Yes dad, I've talked to Ayuna, Pa .. we're adults, please just give Ayuna a room in the guest room .. I don't want to share a room with her ... can I? I ask for my own privacy ..."

I whined to dad, so I could get my room intact, I wanted my privacy not to be disturbed because I was sure I wouldn't be able to sleep if I shared a room with Ayuna.

"But .... Ayuna already tidied up all her belongings in your room Ayuni, and she said she really missed and also wanted to be with you because she hasn't been with you for years ...!"

I was surprised to hear Papa's words telling me about what Ayuna had done in my room.

I hate this heart, if I have to give in again, If it weren't for Mom to quit her job, Ayuna would definitely not come back to this house.

"My dear sister ... don't you act like that, cook you don't want to sleep with me ... ?? Is this in your heart, I'm not your sister anymore .." Ayuna embraced my body and kissed my cheek in front of papa. , In these eyes, she is really good at acting and she has really become a really great actress.

Regardless of himself and Papa, I immediately ran to my room, because I was very suspicious of what Ayuna had done in my room.

"Oh God ...." Ayuna has read my diary,

My body feels tired, seeing Ayuna's actions to me, I want to feel like crying ... but now the tears are no longer useful,

I'm very sure if tomorrow she will definitely bully me with satisfaction in front of Jimmy, because she must always feel the greatest in Jimmy eyes.

Ayuna can get to know Jimmy, because when she is on vacation she always comes here, because holidays are Papa's allotment to be able to meet him and that's when Ayuna meets Jimmy.

Ayuna approached me who sat limply on the edge of my bed, she was very happy because she had made me feel devastated and useless at this time. She looked at me satisfied while laughing sarcastically, she said to me.

"Ayuni, just wait ... I will steal Jimmy from you ... because you know that Jimmy is mine! Ha ha ha ha ha ...." I heard Ayuna's voice and her jarring laughter I could only bow silently, only this is this. which I can because I know this is the true nature of Ayuna.

And this is the beginning of my crying, I had thought that I would feel happy with Jimmy but apparently, I would cry and go away from him.

Now that the night is getting late, I can't even close my eyes, my fear of Ayuna is more afraid than I am dealing with ghosts.

I don't know why Ayuna always seizes what I have, from the first time she must always take it, starting from toys, clothes, food, papa and mama's affection must all belong to her even though she was greater than me, but she always still felt less than me.

"Ayuni, why you not sleep dear ... you can be late for school if you sleep too late, ok honey ... good night ... have a nice dream, I love youu ...!"

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