Part I - Chapter 3

The time I spent with Julian felt surreal.

After we kissed for the first time and revealed our feelings for each other, we exchanged phone numbers so that we could talk anytime.

Since we could only really see each other romantically in private, I would come over to his apartment on Fridays and then stay over until Sunday morning. He would cook dinner for the two of us on Friday and we'd talk while eating together, and while he would spend Saturdays marking assignments and researching for work, I'd sit on his couch and read or study while drinking coffee. I actually started liking black coffee.

Peggy seemed to start warming up to me, or at least I hoped so. She would sit next to me whenever I was on Julian's couch, just sitting there and watching me. I wonder if she was studying me in a good way or if maybe she was jealous that I was spending so much time with her owner.

I was actually doing very well in Julian's class, as he would always make sure that I understood the course content. Even when I insisted that I understood the lecture, he'd go over it with me again, just to really make sure. It was a bit frustrating sometimes, as I'd rather be kissing him than having him tutor me, but I was still grateful nonetheless. He never gave me any special treatment in class, I was earning my good grades all on my own.

Nia was a bit curious as to who my 'boyfriend' was. She wasn't the type to snoop, but sometimes she'd ask too many questions that I couldn't answer.

"So, does he go here?" She one day asked me when we were out eating lunch together.

"Um…" I took a bite of my food. "Yeah. He does." He technically does…

She raised her brows. "Oh, yeah? What program is he in?"

I nervously poked around at my food with my plastic fork. "Same as mine."

"Ah, cool… Having a boyfriend going to the same university as you must be awesome," she said with a smile as all I could do was slowly nod before taking another bite of my food and changing the subject.

My parents would check up on me from time to time, calling me on my phone every so often to ask about how I was doing. I wasn't going to tell them about Julian, absolutely not. They would probably start worrying about me knowing I have a female as my roommate, so I'd just tell them that I was studying hard and focusing on my classes, which was kind of the truth. Kind of.

Meanwhile, Nathan was attending grad school in the city, and sometimes we'd talk, but not too much. I guess I'm at that age where I'd prefer not to see my brother.

Life definitely wasn't bad, especially because I had Julian… Living my own life for once felt great.

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I was sitting on Julian's couch, continuing to read Where to Find Me In Hell. The story had continued on Samuel's journey and how he was slowly losing sight of his goal to reach heaven, as he was too busy giving into the temptations of the demon. She gave him everything he needed on earth, so why wouldn't he stay with her?

Julian finally finished grading for the day and walked over to me, kissing my forehead gently before he sat down next to me. "Come here," he softly said as he beckoned me over to sit closer to him.

I laid my head down in his lap and stretched my legs out on the couch, smiling at him as he smiled back, stroking my hair with his hand. "You're gorgeous, Cody. God, you're perfect."

I couldn't help but blush as I reached up and pressed a hand to his cheek, feeling his stubble slightly scratch against my palm. "You're the one who's perfect. I'm so lucky to have you, Julian…"

He placed his other hand over mine and stroked it softly with his thumb as we spent a quiet moment just gazing at each other. It was all so perfect, until we were interrupted by a loud meow from Peggy.

We both looked over at the cat, who was begging for some attention. I sat up and let Julian go and deal with her as I sighed. I really wonder if that cat hates me or something… Oh well.

I watched as Julian gave her the attention that she wanted, rubbing her belly and laughing as Peggy purred in satisfaction. I couldn't help but smile seeing how much Julian cared for her. He was gentle and playful, and it reminded me of how he was with me when we were alone.

I blushed and felt my heart flutter thinking about how gentle and caring Julian was whenever we'd kiss, he was such a gentleman.

Once Peggy was satisfied, she wandered off somewhere else as Julian sat next to me and took my hand, gently kissing the back of it as I smiled. "Sorry about that, Cody."

I shook my head. "It's fine," I said. He pulled me in and I wrapped my arms around him, our foreheads touching as I bit my lip and stared into his gorgeous hazel eyes.

"Where were we?" He asked before I leaned in to kiss him, feeling his soft lips against my own as I inhaled the scent of his cologne on him. He smelled so good and tasted even better, the taste of coffee always lingering on him.

His hands gripped my hips, pulling me onto his lap as I grinded down against him, continuing to kiss him as we happily made out. I parted my lips and let Julian explore my mouth deeper. I never grew tired of the way Julian felt, just being able to kiss him made me feel like I was high. It made me wonder how much more he'd make me feel if we took things even further…

The thought of Julian on top of me, taking my virginity on his bed, his face flushed as he loses himself in his pleasure while he's inside me, fucking me slowly… It was getting me so damn aroused.

"Cody," Julian murmured against my lips, making me slightly pull away as saliva still connected our mouths, making me wipe my mouth with my sleeve. "Yeah?"

Julian's hand lightly grazed at my crotch, making me blush. "I'm getting you excited, huh?" He asked, palming at my hardening dick as I couldn't help but let out a small whimper. "Mmm, yeah…"

"Would you like me to take care of it?" He asked, looking at me with a caring yet hungry look in his eyes. I gulped before nodding, feeling my face blush even deeper.

My hands were slightly shaking with nervous excitement as Julian helped me undo my jeans, pulling them lower on my hips. I pushed down the waistband of my white trunks, pulling out my hard cock as Julian sighed and licked his lips at the sight of my cock. I felt so shy being exposed—but I liked being admired by Julian like this.

"It's very pretty, Cody… Like you," he mumbled, wrapping a hand around it and giving it a light squeeze as I slightly whimpered, earning a soft chuckle from Julian. "So cute."

He had one hand placed on my lower back to hold me steady on his lap as his other hand played with my dick, squeezing, tugging, stroking me to get me harder as all I could do was hold onto his shoulder with one hand while my other hand had my sweater sleeve pulled over it as I tried to hide my blushing face. I was a whimpering, flustered mess, but it seemed to amuse Julian.

"Gorgeous," he whispered as he spat on the palm of his hand before stroking me again, running his thumb over the slit as I slightly twitched in pleasure, pre-cum leaking as I felt a bit embarrassed to be like this, but Julian just continued to whisper sweet nothings to me, stroking my cock faster as I could feel myself quickly getting closer and closer to my climax even though he only had been pleasing me for several minutes.

"You never had anyone touch you like this before?" Julian asked me, and I shook my head shyly as he smirked. "I can tell, you're already so hard, so ready to burst already. Such an innocent boy who's so eager to get off," he said, continuing to give me pleasure with his hand as I was panting, my heart beating quickly in my chest.

"J-Julian… Nnn…" I whined softly as he smiled at me. "Yeah? What is it, Cody?" He asked, stroking me faster, encouraging me to orgasm for him.

"I-I…" I couldn't even finish what I was going to say, moaning as I shut my eyes and felt my cock suddenly spurt out cum, Julian watching in fascination as my semen spilled onto his hand that was around my cock.

I took a good moment to calm myself down and catch my breath as Julian smiled at me, pressing his lips against my neck to leave a kiss. "Gorgeous," he murmured into my skin before he reached into his jacket pocket with his clean hand to pull out a handkerchief, wiping his hand and my now soft cock as I only blushed and let him clean me.

"Julian," I softly whispered and he looked at me. "Yes?"

I couldn't help but smile, gazing into those stunning hazel eyes of his. I brought a hand to the side of his face. "Thank you…"

Julian chuckled, placing his hand over mine. "Thank you for letting me touch you like this and see you orgasm, Cody… It was truly a beautiful sight to behold," he said. I leaned down to leave a soft peck on his lips before I made myself decent again, doing my pants back up before climbing off of Julian so he could toss his handkerchief in the laundry.

Peggy made her way back into the living area again, meowing at me. I stuck my tongue out at her, but she didn't show any reaction.

Julian came back and picked up Peggy on his way over to me, holding her in his arms and rocking her back and forth until she decided she had enough and hopped off of him to go do her own thing.

"What would you like to do now, Cody?" Julian asked me, taking my hand in his own as his thumb gently stroked my skin. I took a moment to think. "Is it okay if we can have some coffee and just cuddle and talk?" I asked him.

He chuckled softly. "Of course. Coffee for two coming right up," he said before standing up and heading to the kitchen.

I sighed, closing my eyes as I held a hand over my chest. I'm falling in love with him, I thought to myself with a small smile.

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The following weeks after our first sexual encounter, I found that I had truly fallen in love with Julian. Not only was I doing amazing in his class, but our relationship had grown even stronger since then. We would have moments where I would talk about really personal stuff, and he would comfort me even when I got emotional. He was always taking care of me.

Even though I'd always been bad with talking to others and dealing with their emotions, whenever Julian was feeling stressed out or overwhelmed about work, I encouraged him to take a break to talk or cuddle with me for a while. It always seemed to lift his spirits even a little bit.

Everything about him made me feel good inside and out, and I knew that I wanted him to take my virginity… I was ready.

I had taken a few condoms that were for free at the guidance counsellor's office and decided to bring one with me in my pocket one Friday evening when I went over to Julian's. He was busy grading assignments while drinking coffee as usual, so I decided to be patient and play with Peggy while I waited until he finished. Peggy was actually quite a fun cat, even if she was a bit needy for attention.

After Julian decided he needed a break, he leaned back on the kitchen chair he was sitting on and began to stretch with a loud sigh of relief. I got up from the couch to walk over to him, placing a hand on his shoulder as he looked at me, pulling me into his lap as I smiled and leaned in to capture his lips and kiss him.

He smiled back into the kiss, reciprocating it passionately as he laced his fingers in my hair. I held onto his shoulders as I deepened the kiss, parting my lips wider as I let Julian explore my mouth with his own.

We spent a good few minutes just passionately making out, until we pulled away to catch our breaths. I placed a hand on his chest as he placed his hand over mine. "Is there anything you'd like to do, Cody?" He asked me. He always asked me what I wanted, and it always made me happy that he would do that.

I nodded. "Julian, I…" I took a moment to inhale deeply to try and calm my nerves before asking. "I want you to take my virginity," I finally said, feeling myself suddenly become bashful after asking it out loud.

Julian gave me a gentle smile, stroking my hand with his thumb like he always did when he held my hand. "If you feel that you're ready for that, then I'm for it, all the way," he said with a nod. "I admit, I've been wanting to have sex with you, Cody. But I didn't want to ask you in case you felt pressured to. I know that you're inexperienced, so I didn't want to bring it up until you were ready."

"I've been thinking it over for a while, and I really want you to," I said. And I meant it. I wanted him so badly, I couldn't think of my first time being with anybody else. "So, Julian… Please take me."

Julian's smile grew wider before he picked me up as he stood up from the chair, making me gasp as he carried me in his arms to the bedroom and placed me down on his bed. Julian climbed over me, leaning down to kiss me as I kissed him back, the two of us going back to making out but on his bed this time.

I hooked an arm around his neck to pull him closer as his hands found my sides, gripping onto me, grinding his crotch down against mine. I sighed into his mouth as we continued to share sloppy kisses, both of us getting caught up in our lust.

He began to lift my hoodie, as I raised my arms and tossed it aside as he went back to kissing me, his hand running up my pale chest as I felt electricity run through my body. I felt his fingers pinch one of my nipples as I moaned into his mouth, eliciting a chuckle from him. He moved his lips down to leave kisses from my jaw, down my neck, across my collarbones, and all over my chest as I couldn't help but slightly giggle at how good it felt having Julian kiss my body so much.

His lips moved down along my abdomen until they reached the top of my pants. I guess he saw the packaged condom sticking out from my front pocket because he took it out, smirking at me. "Good boy, you came prepared. Did you get this from the guidance counsellor's office?"

"Maybe," I responded as he simply chuckled. "Well, I'm happy to see that the free condoms are actually being used," he said, before undoing my jeans and pulling them down my legs. Once they were off of me he tossed them aside somewhere else before he reached for the waistband of my trunks that I was wearing, looking at me for permission. Of course, I eagerly nodded.

He carefully pulled them down and let my cock spring free, which was already half-hard just from us making out. He tossed my pants to join the rest of my garments before motioning towards my legs. "Can you spread your legs for me?"

I immediately pulled up my knees and spread my legs for him, feeling my face redden in embarrassment from being completely naked with my legs spread like I was some kind of whore, but the way Julian took his time to admire me like this as if I was a piece of art made me feel less sheepish and more excited for what he planned to do with me.

He moved back up to kiss me again as I kissed him back. It didn't last long as he brought two fingers to my lips, making me take them into my mouth as I sucked them wantonly. "Such a good boy," he whispered, slightly groaning at how pretty I probably looked sucking his fingers, getting them nice and wet with my saliva.

Once his fingers were slick enough, he reached under me and I softly gasped when I felt a finger probe at my virgin hole. I never had anything in my ass before, never even explored fingering myself when I masturbated, so just having Julian slowly insert his finger inside me already was making me squirm and whimper. It didn't feel all that painful, but it was quite a bit uncomfortable.

"Are you alright, Cody? Would you like to stop here?" Julian asked me, looking at me with genuine concern on his face. I shook my head. "N-no, I'm fine. Continue, please…"

He smiled at me before going back to concentrating on his finger inside of me, pushing it all the way in down to his knuckle before I squirmed again. Ah! It actually didn't feel so bad… Even just knowing that I had Julian's finger inside me was getting me harder.

Julian slowly thrust his finger back and forth inside me before he pulled his finger out, adding the second slick finger inside my hole as I closed my eyes and softly whined out his name.

"Good boy," he muttered again, being slow and careful as he continued to prep me, making sure that I was good enough before he would actually fuck me. He fingered me at a steady pace and would spread his fingers inside me, as I bit down on my lip and moaned. Mmm… I love the way his fingers are stretching me out…

Once Julian decided that I was prepped enough and pulled his fingers out of me, I softly whined and pouted as he looked up at me, giving a look as if asking what I needed. I tugged at his shirt, which was a deep yellow button-down shirt he had tucked into his belted khakis. "Can I see you naked too?" I asked.

He chuckled. "Of course. Anything for you," he said before sitting up, undoing the buttons of his shirt and taking it off. I brought my thumb to my mouth as I bit down on a nail, admiring how gorgeous Julian's body was. He wasn't so muscular, but I could tell that he worked out from time to time to keep fit, as there were undiscovered abdominals just waiting to be toned. He had a bit of hair from his chest down to lead under the belt, and I bit my lip imagining how far down the hair would lead to.

He undid his belt, pulling it out and tossing it aside before undoing his pants as well, taking them off before letting it join the rest of our garments. He was a briefs wearer, just like how I imagined, but I didn't get a good chance to admire him in just his underwear as he soon took those off as well, and he was just as I'd imagined he would be—he was packing a beautiful averagely sized circumcised dick that had a gorgeous pink tip. The hair that led from his chest continued down to the base, and his balls were just the right size to accompany his cock. Damn, I felt so lucky.

He spat into his hand before gripping his cock, stroking himself as he admired me, making me feel so beautiful.

"I could watch you forever," he said lowly, pumping his cock in his hand as I could only blush, not knowing what to say. I just watched as he groaned and panted, beating his cock quickly while keeping eye contact with me.

Once he was fully hard, he took the condom and opened it up, taking the rubber out of the package before rolling it onto himself. I just watched, feeling myself getting more aroused from just seeing Julian put the condom on his beautiful cock.

After the lubricated condom was on him, he stroked my thigh with a hand and looked at me. "I want to put it in you, Cody. But I want to make sure that you're really sure about this."

I nodded. "Please," I breathily let out. "Please make love to me, Julian… I never wanted anything more, so please put it in me…"

Julian smirked. "Good boy," he said before aligning himself with my entrance, slowly putting the tip in as I sighed. Just knowing Julian barely had his dick in me… Fuck, it was so hot.

He began penetrating me deeper, and I closed my eyes, feeling the pain of my virgin snatch being stretched out with a dick for the first time. But the pain began to become overtaken by the overwhelming pleasure of having Julian slowly slide himself inside of me.

"Y-you're inside me, Julian…" I let out, smiling as I moaned out, my eyes tearing up in happiness. "I can't believe I have Julian's dick in me… Oh, God…"

Julian smiled, pushing himself all the way in me as he stayed there, warming his cock inside of me. "Wow, you're so nice and tight, Cody… So warm, I could stay like this in you forever."

I'm Julian's cocksleeve, I thought to myself as I tried to cover my flustered face with my hands, but Julian shook his head and brought them away. "I want to see your pretty face while I'm inside you, Cody."

My erection was painfully hard, and I bit my lip before asking Julian, "Can I touch myself?"

Julian nodded, almost pulling himself out of me before thrusting in again, making me whine out loud. "Go ahead, I'd love to see you touch your cute dick for me."

Once I was used to the feeling of Julian inside of me, I could no longer feel any pain. All I wanted was for him to have his way with me.

I spat into my right hand before I grabbed my cock, squeezing and tugging on it while Julian began to pick up the pace of his thrusting, moving a bit faster now as he gripped onto my thighs. His dark hair fell in his face and his glasses were fogged up from how flustered he was while fucking me. I felt like I was on cloud nine, completely giving my body up to this gorgeous man who I loved.

Soon, Julian thrust at a certain angle that made me widen my eyes and gasp as I felt shockwaves all throughout my body.

"Th-there…!" I cried out, tears flowing out of my eyes as I stroked myself faster. Julian smiled and pulled his hips back before thrusting into the same spot again with a grunt as I cried out his name. I was feeling so hot even though I was completely naked, sweating from my forehead as my whole body felt warm with pleasure.

"Pretty boy, so damn gorgeous," Julian murmured before continuing to thrust into me, hitting that sweet spot inside me over and over again as I just continued to desperately stroke my hard cock and let out whines and moans. I was convinced this was heaven on earth.

"I love those sounds you're making, Cody," Julian said with a chuckle.

"J-Julian…" I whimpered, feeling myself getting closer to my climax with each thrust into my prostate, my hand moving faster. "I'm… I'm gonna…"

Julian seemed to be completely lost in his pleasure as well, panting heavily as he continued to fuck me deeply. "Me too, Cody…"

All it took were a few more sloppy thrusts into me and a hard squeeze to my dick before I shut my eyes and felt my dick spasm and ejaculate. He groaned and came as well, feeling his grip on me tighten as his cock pulsated within me. My mind and body were overtaken with a wave of complete utter bliss.

After the both of us took a few moments to catch our breaths and calm ourselves down, Julian carefully pulled himself out of me and leaned down, moving my sweaty hair out of my face before gently leaving a kiss on my forehead. "Are you feeling alright, Cody?"

I exhaled deeply, smiling at him as my eyes were still glossy with tears. "I'm so happy," I whispered, bringing a hand to his face, his stubble tickling the palm of my hand. "I love you, Julian…"

Julian smiled back, taking my hand and kissing the palm of it tenderly before bringing it back to his face. "I love you too, Cody."

I couldn't help but grin wider hearing him say that he loved me after he took my virginity. I felt like I was in some kind of wonderful dream and I hoped that I would never wake up.

"I'm going to go throw the condom out. I'll be right back," Julian said before getting up from the bed and walking down the hall to the bathroom. I just laid there, staring at the ceiling that had an oatmeal-like texture to it. I seriously can't believe I just had sex for the first time, with the man I love…

I began to feel slightly chilly from being naked. I pulled down the covers and moved my legs from underneath the sheets before putting my underwear back on, then pulled the sheets back up to cover my body as I waited for Julian to return. Whenever Julian and I would cuddle in bed and fall asleep together, we were always fully clothed—so it felt a bit uncomfortable being half-naked in bed.

Julian came back from the bathroom, picking up his briefs from the floor and putting them back on. He took his glasses off and placed them on the nightstand before he climbed into bed with me. "Do you want to put on some clothes, Cody? I don't want you to be cold."

"Ah, no. Just wearing my briefs is fine. I'd rather we just use our body heat to warm up."

Julian chuckled as he kissed my cheek and wrapped his arm around me. I inhaled softly into his chest and could smell that wonderful subtle scent of his cologne. He was so warm.

Heaven truly is a place on earth, I thought to myself with a smile before Julian and I both fell asleep in each other's arms.

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The morning after, I awoke to the warmth on my face of the sun slightly streaming through the closed blinds, while feeling Julian's arm around me, his warm body pressed against mine. I smiled to myself, remembering the events of the previous evening.

I'm so glad it wasn't a dream, I thought to myself, lightly running a finger over Julian's chest, feeling the hair there with the tips of my fingers. Julian took my virginity and told me he loved me… I don't know if life could get any more perfect than this.

I used my hand to move Julian's deep brown hair out of his face to see his beautiful sleeping face. He was so handsome, and I still couldn't quite believe that a man like this was mine. It was like he was made for me.

He slightly stirred and rolled onto his back as I was scared I might have accidentally woke him. But he seemed to continue to snooze away, so I sighed in relief.

My legs and backside were feeling quite a bit sore from last night. Julian really did a number on me… Not that I'm complaining at all. If getting fucked like that causes pain like this, then bring it on.

I felt blood beginning to rush down south at the thought of Julian and I having sex again. My hand was lightly palming at my crotch as I bit down on my lip. I'm starting to get horny again, I'm such a pervert, aren't I?

I slightly pulled down the covers, revealing the lower half of Julian's body. I licked my lips seeing his bulge clad in his white briefs. I was rubbing myself harder through my underwear, softly sighing. I really wanted him.

I didn't know what came over me—I'd only lost my virginity the previous night and now I was needy for more. I climbed over his legs and gently tugged down the waistband before carefully pulling them down to his knees.

His cock was soft, but I still wanted to touch it and please it, just like in my fantasies. Julian did all the work the previous night, and I wanted to be the one able to touch him this time…

I lowered myself down to his length, taking my time to admire it, holding it at the base with a hand. He softly sighed, but didn't wake up. I used my other hand to pull the covers over myself so his legs and my own body could stay warm.

I wrapped my hand around the base and brought my mouth down to experimentally lick at his head, making him murmur something I couldn't hear. I looked up and he seemed to still be sleeping.

I made a soft 'tsk tsk' sound with my tongue as I took a moment to evaluate the flavour. He tasted salty… But I liked it.

I slowly licked from the bottom of the head up the slit, getting more of that salty taste in my mouth as Julian slightly stirred again and moaned softly.

I smiled wickedly. I liked being in control like this for once. I felt so naughty.

I gathered my saliva in my mouth before spitting on his cock, wrapping my lips around it before slowly sliding my mouth down his length. It was a bit of an awkward occurrence, as I wasn't sure what to do about my teeth and I couldn't take the cock all the way into my throat without gagging as it was my first time ever trying to put something down my throat, so I decided to take it down the farthest I felt comfortable and bob my head up and down from there.

Julian's dick is in my mouth… He tastes so good, I thought to myself as I squeezed the base tighter and continued working myself back and forth on him, eagerly using my hot, wet mouth to please him.

"Mmph… Cody…" Julian whimpered softly, making me widen my eyes and look up at him. He was still asleep!

He even dreams of me when he's asleep, wanting me to be the one giving him pleasure… I slowly stroked him at the base as I continued to bob my head up and down on his wet cock, getting it harder as Julian sighed out my name again.

I used my other hand to slowly stroke my dick through my trunks while my mouth was working Julian's cock. I moved my mouth off from him with a popping noise before spitting on his length again, slowly licking the underside of his cock from his balls all the way up to the head as he moaned.

Soon, Julian finally woke up, sleepily rubbing his eye with a hand before he suddenly froze in suspicion, lifting the covers that hid me as he was greeted with me sloppily jerking and sucking his cock.

He chuckled in amusement, smiling down at me. "What a wonderful thing to wake up to. Good morning, Cody."

I popped off of him again, continuing to jerk him in my hand as I blushed and smiled. "Good morning, Julian… I-I really wanted to please you, and I just couldn't wait. I didn't want to interrupt your sleep…"

Julian shook his head. "By all means, continue. I love waking up to having such a beautiful boy pleasing me," he said as he patted my head with his hand, ruffling my blonde hair.

I smiled before spitting on his cock again, going back in to take him into my mouth. I tried my best not to get my teeth in the way, as I've overheard from boys back in high school that it ruins the experience for the receiver.

Julian sighed as his fingers scratched at my scalp, encouraging me. I looked up at him as I bobbed my head up and down while jerking him, getting him hard, pleasing myself in the process. His face was flushed, and it was really lovely seeing him look flustered without his glasses on to hide part of his face. I got to see him losing himself in his pleasure in its full glory, all because of me.

If my mouth wasn't busy taking dick, I would have been smiling from ear to ear.

I began to pick up the pace of my jerking and my head bobbing, wanting nothing but to please him, using my mouth in whatever way possible to make him happy.

His cock was nice and hard in my mouth now, and I popped off of him as a glob of saliva still connected my lips to the head of his dick. "D-do you want me to swallow it when you cum?" I asked him shyly.

Julian shook his head as he lifted my chin and looked into my eyes. "No, I think I'd rather see it on your gorgeous face," he said, making me blush even deeper.

I went back to putting my mouth in him as I continued to jerk him off, quickly beating him in my hand as I quickly moved my mouth back and forth on his length, pleasing him just like that as all I could think about was submitting myself completely to Julian and pleasing him as best as I could.

"Cody… Nnn…" He grunted, pulling me by the hair off of him as I took that as a signal that he was going to cum soon. I continued to quickly jerk him, rubbing the upper half of his cock against my cheek. "You can cum on my face, Julian… I want it all on my face, mark me as yours…"

And Julian came, hard, as I shut my eyes feeling the warm semen splatter upon my face, getting it in my hair, over one of my closed eyes, my nose, and a bit in my mouth as I had parted my lips in an attempt to try and catch some of it.

Julian exhaled deeply as he lifted my chin, admiring me as he took his time to bask in how beautiful he probably thought I looked with his cum on my face. "So fucking stunning," he murmured.

Every time he called me some form of beautiful, I swore I could feel my heart skip a beat. I always knew that I was 'pretty' but I never really cared—but Julian truly made me feel beautiful.

I wiped my face with the back of my hand before I opened my eyes. Julian chuckled, beckoning me to come up to him. I moved upwards to him and he took my hand, pulling me close as he kissed my forehead. "I love you so much, Cody," he whispered. I gave him a little smile. "I love you too."

"How about we go shower, love?" He suggested in a soft voice as I smiled and nodded. "Okay."

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And so Julian and I went to hit the shower together, and I couldn't stop giggling at how he would thoroughly clean me with his hands, which eventually led to him finger-fucking me again.

Yeah, I knew it was probably bad for my poor backside, but as I said, the pleasure totally outweighed the pain.

After we were clean, I changed into some clean clothes I brought with me and Julian changed as well, and he made coffee for the two of us while he asked me to fill Peggy's food bowls.

We spent the morning going over the lesson for the week. I appreciated that Julian was willing to help, even though I was perfectly fine and dandy understanding the material on my own, he was still a little bit strict with making sure I was doing well in his class fair and square. I jokingly asked him if he only gave me good grades on the homework and assignments because I was his boyfriend, to which he responded that even though I was his boyfriend, he'd still fail me if I was actually doing bad in his class.

After we finished going over the lesson, we spent some time just cuddling on the couch and talking.

"What do you love about me?" I asked Julian, leaning my head against his chest. I didn't know where the question suddenly came from, but I was curious. Julian slowly rubbed my back.

"I love everything about you, Cody," he said. "But I know you probably expected me to say that. If you want to know a few things about you specifically that I love… I love how passionate you are about literature, the same as me. Your eyes sparkle every time you talk about a book you're interested in, and it reminds me a bit of myself." He let out a small chuckle. "You're smart, and it clearly shows from your completed homework and assignments to your witty sarcasm whenever we talk. You're usually quite blunt too, which I appreciate. It's refreshing, and I love having you around. You're really not quite like anyone I ever met, Cody," he said with a smile. "Not to mention, you're absolutely gorgeous. I know I say it all the time, but it's true. You're beautiful inside and out. Sometimes I truly can't wrap my head around how ethereal you are."

I couldn't help but blush when he said all that about me. All I could do was wrap my arms around him and embrace him tightly. "I love you so much," I softly said as he kissed my cheek before embracing me back. "I love you too, Cody."

Peggy seemed to want some love as well, climbing onto the couch and cuddling up with us as we both shared a laugh together.

I truly felt like I was on top of the world. Here I had this perfect man, who loved me and I loved him—and I couldn't ask for anything more than just to be with him forever. I prayed in that moment to God that I could have days like this for the rest of my life.

But I wish I knew then not to get my hopes up.

One thing the two men I loved had in common was that they were both my first—Daniel was my first kiss, and Julian took my virginity.

If only I knew then that the second thing they had in common was that they both left me when I needed them most.