REPEAT

For a few days, Kartika felt her stomach nauseous. Several times he vomited at his workplace. It was not separated from the attention of Ella and Sari as Kartika's closest friends so far.

"You why?" asked Ella.

"Yes, Tika. You're sick, aren't you?"

"I might catch a cold because some nights I slept too late," Kartika replied.

"You have a girlfriend, Tika?" sari asked in a little whisper when Ella was walking to the table of customers who happened to have just come.

Kartika looked at Sari with a slightly wrinkled forehead.

"Why, Sar?"Kartika did not understand.

"We'll talk after work," said Sari. Kartika just nodded her head and continued her work.

After work, Sari and Kartika walk together, Sari plans to stop by Kartika's boarding house.

"Tika, life here, free to receive guests?" asked Sari.

"No, if the male guests can only be on the front porch," Kartika replied.

"You have a girlfriend?" ask Sari again.

Kartika shook her head. "What does my boyfriend have to do with me who's not feeling well?" asked Kartika. Sari sighed deeply and looked at her best friend seriously.

"The characteristics of your disease are like pregnant people," said Sari, making Kartika's face pale instantly

"But, you don't have a girlfriend, so there's no way you're pregnant, right," Sari said with a chuckle. Kartika just sighed deeply, she felt so tense. Pregnant ... Why not think about it at all.

Sari was not long at the Kartika boarding house. When Sari came home, Kartika rushed to the pharmacy which happened not far from the boarding house. She bought several pregnancy tests. Then he immediately went home.

Kartika really couldn't sleep that night. He was worried about the worst that would happen. Why he didn't think of going there. Wasn't that night when he accompanied Rivan himself not taking pills like he used to. And, Rivan himself does not wear safety. Three months have passed since the incident, and Rivan is back with Salsa. He rarely goes to the restaurant

Tired and restless thinking about the results of the pack test made Kartika finally fall asleep. And when he woke up time was already showing six o'clock in the morning. He rushed to the bathroom and collected his first urine. How surprised Kartika when she saw line two in all the tools she bought earlier.

Kartika's body limps instantly. He felt unable to work today. With doldrums, Kartika again laid her body on the bed and pulled her blanket.

"How stupid I am," Kartika complained. He felt like he was a very stupid person. He could have done it again with Rivan.

Unknowingly, Kartika was back asleep. He woke up when he heard a knock on the door of his room. Slowly, he opened the door of his room, and he was surprised when he saw Rivan with his boarding mother already standing in front of the door.

"Tika sick?" asked her mother anxiously.

"I'm not feeling well, Mom. Can you do the same with Rivan?"

"I just knocked on the door, but there was no sound at all. So I asked Mom, it turns out that since morning you haven't been out of the room."

"I'm sorry to panic everyone," said Kartika.

"It's okay, Tika. I lived first, yes. It's better to go to the doctor, son Rivan."

"Yes, Mom. Thank you very much, " said Rivan.

The young man looked at Kartika, he stepped into Kartika's room and his forehead wrinkled instantly when he saw that there were several pregnancy tests near Kartika's bed. "You ... Are you pregnant, Tika?' he asked.

Kartika's cry broke out again, " I am ..."

"Is that my son?" asked Riva

Timidly, Kartika nodded her head. Rivan immediately sat down limp he loves Kartika very much, but his marriage to Salsa is only a month away. There is no way he broke his promise to Salsa and his family to get married soo

"Let's go first, Tika. I'm sorry, that night I missed. Because ...."

"Never Mind, Van. I know enough, you're not going to marry me. Your family will not allow me to marry."

Rivan took a deep breath.

"I'm working first, I'll be back in the afternoon," said Rivan.

Kartika just nodded her head. After Rivan left, Kartika immediately cleared the test and threw everything into the trash. He didn't want anyone to know about his condition.

Kartika felt sad, she knew that what she and Rivan did were a sin and a big mistake. But, he doesn't want to if he has to abort the content a second time. He loved Rivan. Let it be if they cannot be united. But, at least he could have a memento of Rivan.