Chapter 34

　　Dumbfounded, I entered my room and let go of my heels on the side of the bed. I went straight to the bathroom blankly and took a shower. When I finished, I mindlessly went to my bed.

　　I remember telling him I like him, I remember him saying to trust him and just hang on, I remember how he pressed my body against his and I remember how sweet was his lips but I don't remember him telling me he likes me too .

　　I knew from the start that he has a girlfriend, but I didn't have the courage to confront him about it. I was afraid and hesitant to know the answer from him.

　　But whenever we're together, I always forget about anything else. I can't think rationally and I've always been submissive to him. At that point I thought, maybe I was just one of his girls? Maybe he's just like that to everyone and that I just assumed things over my boundaries.