Chapter 4 :

Izana returned your kisses softly as he lay you on the bed. You don't know but his soft kisses are making you cry. He caressed your cheeks while kissing you gently and passionately.

You were just silent while accepting his kisses as tears continuously fell on your eyes making his kisses travel up to your eyes, kissing them gently. "Why are you crying?" He whispered lovingly.

Your hand balled into fist, "It's just that... I don't know if I should believe you anymore. You're always hurting me Izana, I can even smell a woman on you." You mumbled, pain were audible in your voice.

Your words made Izana stop from kissing you and he silently leaned on your neck. I didn't even do it with her.. I can't, because I am seeing your pained expression when you ran outside. I hate it that you're my weakness. He thought and you felt his hug on you tightened.

"I see.. I'll clean myself up. Wait for me." Izana murmured and kissed your forehead before standing up and heading to the bathroom.

You silently turned to the side of the bed and closed your eyes. I don't understand him. One moment he's sweet, then he'll get cold and be harsh. But despite of his confusing personality you can't leave him. You always find yourself getting drowned in his hugs and kisses.

Even though you don't like it he's all you need and all you have. Your heart always beat for the toxic beautiful man that is your sweet nightmare.

You just bit your lower lip and gripped on the sheets and wondered for a few minutes until you heard the bathroom's door opened. You were just silent as your back were facing him.

You felt him lay beside you and hugged you from behind, his arms were wrapped around your waist as he nuzzles on your neck. You can smell his usual scent now that put your mind a little bit at ease.

"Y/n.." He mumbled sweetly as he caress your tummy like he's alluring you, you didn't respond still feeling annoyed.

"Wife." Izana called you, your heartbeat really fast as he used the endearment he didn't used in a while. It's been months or maybe almost a year since you last heard that.

His hug on you tightened as he pressed his body against your back. Izana caressed your shoulder and kissed it softly. "Do you still remember why I love calling you wife?" He asked sweetly but you remained silent, feeling pained of the past sweet memories that you had with him.

Izana's kisses travelled to your neck as he caress your shoulder making your breathing hitched. "Answer me y/n.. Hmm? Won't you be a good girl and answer me my sweet?" He whispered softly that made you bit your lower lip.

"It was because you said that we'll always live together like husband and wife that will be together through thick and thin, for richer and poorer, for the best and for worst. 'till death do us part Izana.." You answered with a low tone, repeating his words before.

It happened when he saw a couple got married and he said that he want to do that with you when you grew up.

"Yeah.. That's it." He said with a smile on his handsome face. You felt his hand slid inside your shirt and caressed your breast through your bra making your mouth hang open.

"Do you have what it takes to stay with me y/n?" He murmured while unclasping your bra and cupped your chest as he sucked a portion of your skin to leave marks on you.

"I-I'm doing everything that I could Izana.. I am alway here no matter what and it was because I love you." You replied as you close your eyes feeling Izana's soft touch against you.

"I love you too my sweet.." He sweetly whispered as you felt him press his erection on your ass.

You just shut your eyes close as you grip on the sheets. His I love you hits different now. It's not as sweet as before, there's always a bitter aftertaste everytime he would mumble those words.

I don't even know if it's me whom you love or just my body...

You felt Izana slid down your shorts and panties. You want to stop him but you know it won't do any good so you just bit your lower lip and anticipated his next move.

You were waiting for a rough, hard thrust but you felt his caress instead that made you flinch. He's caressing your entrance that you can't help but get wet as your mouth hang open.

"I-Izana.." You mumbled, and your eyes widen when he slid a finger inside.

"A-ah.. " you softly moaned and he leaned on your ear and bit it teasingly.

"Hey y/n.. Are you starting to neglect me?" He whispered as he rubbed his hard shaft against your wet entrance.

You bit your lower lip, "I'm scared and tired.. I just want to get away from everything. From you-ugh!"

You were cut off with a hard thrust. He inserted himself inside you in a spooning position making him hit a really good spot.

"You think I'll let you get away from me? .. Ugh fuck" He continued thrusting as his hand gripped on your neck, choking you.

"I-Izana! Y-You're ugh! H-Hurting me!" You moaned as you catch your breath.

His grip on the side of your neck tightened as you felt his thrust getting rougher. "U-Ugh! Uhm! Nngg!" You moaned as tears fall from your eyes.

You felt Izana kissed your shoulder softly while fucking you hard as his hand were choking you. You closed your eyes, feeling pain and pleasure. There is a part of you that wanted him to stop but the part that wanted him to continue is stronger.

That's how much you love Izana, painfully, stupidly and madly.

"I. Am. Your. Only. Man." As he say those words strongly there is an equal hard thrusts that made you cum instantly. Your body shivered as you clenched around his cock. "I-Izana... O-oh god.." You moaned as you came.

He lifted your leg and he thrusted deeper that made your eyes roll back. "Damn.. Tell me slut. Tell me that I'm your only man. The only king you will serve." He whispered with a low voice.

His grip on your neck loosened, "Y-You're my only king Izana.. You're-ugh! M-My one and-Ohh! Only! Mnn!" You answered him while tears were streaming down your face from being overstimulated.

He cupped your chin and made you turn to him as he claimed your lips for a passionate kiss. He's kissing you passionately with a hint of roughness, it's making your body tingle and ache for him.

He just felt satisfied as he tastes your lips, your taste were always the thing that calms him. You are his salvation believe it or not. You're Kurokawa Izana's sole life line.

He spread your legs widely as he lifted your legs as he fuck you deeper making you tear up even more while sucking his fingers. "Hmm! Mm! I-Izana!" You moaned against his fingers turning him on even more.

"Damn it. You always drive me crazy." He groaned before impatiently climbing on top of you. He pulled his fingers away from your mouth and there are visible strings of saliva between his fingers and your lips while you're tearing up that made you look hotter.

Your eyes were locked onto Izana's violet orbs. You saw smile at you while looking down, "You're such a beautiful bitch y/n.. Damn gorgeous. Put that thighs on my shouler my sweet." He ordered while looking at you with a satisfied grin.

You looked at Izana with an intense stare, whenever you see him your anger and defenses always melt down. You don't even know if it was because of his handsome face, his unusual hair or his tanned color that made him stand out.

You obeyed Izana like a good bitch you are. You lifted your legs and put it on his bare shoulders. He caressed your thighs as he kissed and then bit it, leaving a bite mark on it.

"That's my good slave." He sweetly said while grinning and put his shaft back inside you that made your body arch.

Izana leaned on you and your arms automatically wrapped around him while he fuck you hard. Continuously thrusting in a fast rhythm.

"Ugh! Ugh! Ohh! Izana.. Izana yes ugh!" You moaned deliriously while looking up as you press your body against his, your body heat collided.

"Tell me who's my good slave y/n hm?" He sweetly whispered against your ear while you're being a moaning mess under him.

"M-Me.. Ugh! I-I'm your g-good slave!" You replied while moaning as he thrusts deeper, hitting your favorite spot continuously. Your nails dug on his skin that made him groan. He loves it every time you do that.

"Yeah.. You are. You're my good slave y/n. Never forget that." He lovingly mumbled as he kissed your neck and leaned on your chest and sucked your nipples.

"A-Ahh! Ohh! Izana! Izana! Ugh!" You moaned his name like a sacred prayer, like it is the only thing that keeps you sane.

"Yes.. Moan my name like a fucking good bitch you are." He groaned against your chest as his thrusts were becoming sloppier, indicating that he's cumming.

Your walls tightened around him as you can feel yourself coming to the edge. You felt Izana's thrusts were getting harder, his shaft burying more inside you.

"T-There ugh! F-Feels good hnng!" You moaned as you gripped on his hair.

"Making you wanna cum huh? Cum for me slave." He whispered while your nips were inside his mouth as he stare at you intently.

The moment you heard him as if on cue your body shivered as you climax. "I-Izana! Izana!" You moaned as you reached the peak of the pleasure he's giving.

"Ugh yeah.. Fuck." He groaned as he shoot his load inside you after a few more thrusts. "You're the best y/n.." He whispered while leaning on you.

The tension left your body as you catch your breath. "Izana.. Are you done? I'm tired." You said as you pant.

Your words made him look at you, "You're still neglecting me huh? I'm not gonna stop until you're all helpless under me." He firmly said and flipped you over as he spanked your ass.

"I-Izana! Enou-ugh!"

Your words were cut off by a hard thrust. "Neglect me all you want, but as you said it you were my good slave y/n. You'll come back to me no matter what. Your one and only king."