Hypocritical bastard

Leaving the guest room, where Peter is sleeping, I look on my cell phone at the time, and see that it's still six in the morning, seeing that it was still early, I head towards my room.

Arriving in front of my bedroom door, I use my fingerprint to unlock the door, which I had locked when I left, as Gwen is still sleeping inside.

After unlocking and opening the door, I go in and lock the door again, then I come close to my bed.

Looking at my bed, I see Gwen totally naked, still sleeping, which makes sense since she fell asleep around one in the morning.

Sitting next to Gwen, I start to think about what I'm going to do, regarding Gwen, what worries me is not the possibility of her being pregnant, because with my super nose, I know her menstrual cycle, and I know she's in her safe days, what really worries me is that she wants to start dating me.

I really like Gwen, besides I think she is beautiful, I like her personality, but I don't know if I love her, besides, I'm young, rich and beautiful, I would like to enjoy my life, and have sex with a lot of girls, but I know that both Gwen and Liz love me madly, and if I asked, they would probably agree to share me, but I don't know if I want that.

Knowing me, I know I'm probably going to have sex with Liz on the day of the show, and again I'm going to be in that same state of not knowing what to do, which might seem absurd to other people, as I'm probably the smartest person on the planet, but I can't solve these mundane problems.

Still looking at Gwen, wondering what to do, I can't help but get excited, which makes me a little frustrated with my teenage hormones.

Soothing myself, I lie down on my bed, hug Gwen from behind, and close my eyes, trying to get some more sleep, as I know everyone's going to wake up late today.

With my eyes closed, and hugging Gwen, I start to think about what a hypocritical bastard I am, because while I don't want to date, I also don't want Gwen or even Liz to date anyone else, to exemplify this, that's what I did with Peter, who instead of giving him spider powers, I gave him the super soldier serum, simply because I didn't want him to have the same power as Gwen, and to think they were a couple.

Laughing a little at my childish actions, I try to think of something else, like Tony Stark's trial this afternoon at 3 pm, and how I had to make sure my brother doesn't get involved in it, even if Tony can't hack Hammer Industries, as I did the protection myself, it is better not to get involved in this matter, as it makes no sense to give weapons at the level of Iron Man armor, to the government, probably infiltrated by the Hydra.

Thinking about the Hydra, I don't worry too much about them, because there's nothing they can do against me, the only thing they can do is bother me, making me waste my time.

If anyone heard what I thought, they might think me arrogant, for underestimating the Hydra, but if even Captain America managed to defeat a good part of it, wouldn't I, who am a genius, and almost invincible, easily do the same?