Reflection

The music awards day has been arrived. We all cheered together because some of the fans voted for us. I was very nervous and happy. It was came from my reflection because I really don't know what to do. They were first to debut and I'm the last to debut with them. To be officially debut, I have to perform a song, but before I was about to perform, PD-Nim suddenly said that I don't have to perform a song, but I just perform together with them and Kim Seok Jin. "Mina, are you ready?" asked Kim Seok Jin. He looks worried at me. I was very nervous. We are going to the show, to perform on stage. "I'm ready, but... I'm nervous..." I said. "You don't have to be worry. I'll help you. You have to be brave this time until forever you have to be brave." said Kim Seok Jin.

Kim Seok Jin helps me out, packing all the stuffs for my new debut music awards, it takes long time. A few minutes later after packing up, Kim Seok Jin came closer to me, and he sits right next to me. "Hold my hand, Mina." said Kim Seok Jin. "Waeyo, Oppa?" I asked, while holding his hands. "Mina, listen. If PD-nim asked you something, don't be shocked, okay, just calmed down. I'll help you too. Don't be panic, okay?" said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded.

Things become cold in the room. He pulls my face, slowly, he closed his eyes, and leaned to my face. I just hold his face, and again, we shared the kiss again. It takes a long time to share it, suddenly, I feel something warm, Kim Seok Jin pulls me into his hug, while still sharing the kiss. "Mina, how do you feel, after what we did?" asked Kim Seok Jin. "I feel better, and calmed down, but Oppa have to help me too." I said. "Don't worry, Mina, I'll help you. Others will help you too." said Kim Seok Jin.

A few minutes later, we all got into the car, and we start going out one by one. Kim Seok Jin, holds my hand, and we walk together. I don't see anyone, but many people see there's myself. After we arrived at the backstage, I quickly put on my special make-up and some special accessories with the help of the stylist. I've done already, and waiting for others. "Oppa... Who are the people cheering us outside when we came down together?" I asked. "They were our fans, Mina. I heard that they cheered at you, and welcoming you to our group." said Kim Seok Jin. "Really?" I asked. "Yes, Mina." said Kim Seok Jin. "Quickly! We've been called!" said Kim Nam Joon. "Are you ready?" asked Kim Seok Jin. I nodded. "Just a minute!" said Kim Seok Jin.

Things become cold in the backstage. Everyone leaves the backstage room, leaving me and Kim Seok Jin, together. He pulls my face, slowly, he closed his eyes, and leaned to my face. I just hold his face, and again, we shared the kiss again. It takes a long time to share it, suddenly, I feel something warm, Kim Seok Jin pulls me into his hug, while still sharing the kiss. "Mina, how do you feel, after what we did?" asked Kim Seok Jin. "I feel better, and calmed down, but Oppa have to help me too." I said. "Don't worry, Mina, I'll help you. Others will help you too." said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded. "Come on. Let's go." said Kim Seok Jin, holding my hand. I followed him.

The music awards event started. I was in the part with Kim Seok Jin, sitting together, with my big brothers and my younger brother. It's time for the awards to be announced. "And the winner is, BTS!" yelled the MC. We all cheered together. We all came up to the stage, and received the award. I was right next to Kim Seok Jin, Kim Nam Joon gives the speech. We all cheered once again together. The next award is going to be announced, so I have to be prepared. "And the winner for New Rookie Artist Award is, Myoui Mina!" yelled another MC. I was very delighted and I have almost cried. Kim Seok Jin and I came up to the stage together, and receiving the award. Kim Seok Jin holds my hand. I started the speech. "I was very proud of you all. We all can win, you guys supported us, and protect us. I was thankful to have you all cheering at me. I love you all guys!" I said. They cheered again. And finally, the last award nomination. "And the winner for the new best couple award is, Kim Seok Jin and Myoui Mina!" yelled the last MC. The six members gathered around us, closing up for my privacy with Kim Seok Jin. I went up to the stage with Kim Seok Jin. We received the award, and we hold our hands together. "I was very proud of you all. We all can win, you guys supported us, and protect us. I was thankful to have you all cheering at me. I love you all guys!" said Kim Seok Jin. They cheered again.

That night, after the music awards nomination, at the hotel, everyone was already sleeping, Kim Seok Jin showed some photos that the manager has taken from the music awards, Kim Seok Jin smiled at me. I smiled back. "How proud I am looking at you, Mina. You were brave enough, even I have to comfort you before we start to received the awards." said Kim Seok Jin. "I know I can do it, even I still need help.." I said. "I know, Mina. It's okay. Unless, you have to be brave enough okay?" said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded hesitantly. "Come on, let me charge your phone, and we go to sleep. Tomorrow we have to continue to perform." said Kim Seok Jin. "Ndee... Let's go to sleep." I said.