Killer who lost everything

My whole life flashes before my eyes, how I played in the yard with friends, how I went to school for the first time, how I studied, how new friends appeared, how I turned 17, and how my whole life turned upside down, how I returned home in the evening I hear loud shots, how I hide from fright, how I tremble open the door of my house, how at the sight of a picture I bring to my knees, how I sob hugging the lifeless bodies of my parents and my younger sister, I feel how empty inside me, how despair, anger, hatred are born in emptiness ...