Sunita ki jubani

Devar se pyar ho sakta hai. Meri jab pehli shadi hui thi aur jab mai sasural ayi thi to mai apne devar ( pati ka chote bhai) se bahut close thi. Wo bahut handsome tha mere pati se bhi jyada. Usne mere legs chu ke pranam karta tha aur muje acha lagta tha . Pati office jate the aur devar bhi mai bhi job karne lagi devar ji ke office mai. Mera jyada time devar je ke sath bit jata, dhire dhire devar ji muje bhabi maa se bhabi bulane laga. Aur uske bad kabhi kabhi devar muje naam se bhi bulana lage aur mai bhi thora devar ke tarf attract feel hui kyoki mai apne marriege se jyada khush nahi thi. Aur jab hamara promotion hua to ham donoka same jagah transfer ho gaya dusre sahar mai. Mere pati nai bola ki tum dono ek hi ghar mai raho. Muje aur devar ko acha laga. Hum log flight se gaye par naye sahar devar ji muje naam se bulane laga aur jab hum naye office join kiya to waha sabne muje aur devar ko husband wife samja. Hum dono na bhi apne aap ko husband wife he bataya. Fir, ek sath rahna aur iffice jana suru ho gaya. Ab hum dono kafi close ho gaye aur mai thora openho gayi. the pehle ke din mai apne pati se roj phone pe baatey karti thi but ab weekly kabhi kabar he phont karti. Mai apne devar ke sath movies, disco ya party mai jati , aur devar ke sath dance karti, occasionally drink aur ciggerette bhi pine lagi. Aur yaha meri kuch nayi ladies freind bhi bani jo mujhe kehti ki tu lucky he jo itna handsome husband mila. Is tarah ki baato se mai aur devar ka close hote chali gayi aur mai feel kar rahi thi ki devar bhi kujse closenes barah raha hai. Fir ek din mai aur devarji office se hill station tour pe gaye 1 week ke liye. Aur apne pati ko bola ki humlog serious project work ke liye out station ja rahe hai so aapse kuch din contact nahi hogi aur mere husband bhi maan gaye. Ma khus thi ki ab salo is week mere husband muje call karke bore nahi karenge. Mene apne devar ke sath saman pack ki or shimla manali ke liye nikal gaye. Himachal ma hamne first day official kaam kiya uske bad humlog waha baki ke din ruk ke leave ka enjoy uthana ke plan kiya. Aur yahi mere life mai ek turning point sabit hui. First day hum log manali mai ghumte ghumte najnane kab couple ki tarah ho gaye. Devar aur mai itne close ho gaye ki couple ki tarah humlog ek dusre ke baho mai bahe dale ghume phire phir ache se lunch kiya aur mene ciggerette bhi piya apne devarke sath kyoki yaha ye common hai. .Hum log is tarah ghumte ghumte jab saam huyi to humne pahariyo mai sunset dekha aur waha kayi sare couples bhi tha jinme se kayi ek dusre ko kissing kar rahe the. Hum dono bhi bahak gaye aur devar aur mene masti mai ake ek dusre ko kiss kiya. Yeh kiss sa hum dono ko isara mill gaya ki ab hum dono ek dusre se pyar karte hai. Mai excited ho gayi aur raat ko hum hotel laut ayi aur dinner kiya. Dinner ka bad balcony mai ma mere devar ne muje propose kia aur mene rajamandi ma unke hontho pe honth rakh ke kiss ki. Iss kiss se mere devar thora excited ho gaye aur masti se muje apne baho mai jakar liya aur muje apne hatho mai utha kar bed pe le gaye. Mai bhi ab age hone wali bat ko bhap gayi aur thora excited or sharma gayi. Bed pe muje rakh ke devar je ne muje kis karna start kia. Hum dono ka kis kab sharirik pyar mai badal gaya hum dono ka iska kuch khayal hi nahi raha. Bas hum dono ne us raat kai bar ek dusre ke sath kayi bar saririk sambandh banaye. Mai aur devar itna close ho gaye jitna close mera pati bhi nahi bana mere sath. Humdono ne usrat bina kapro ke ek hi bistar mai ek sath raat guzar dali aur is dauran humdono ne kai bar sambhog kiya aur ek samay thak kar so gaye. Subah devar na muje ek kiss kiya jis meri akh khul gayi. Devar ji uth gaye aur bina kapro ke bathroom chale gaye phir fresh hokar mere samne khusi se naye kapre pehen liye aur bole ki jaanu ma tumhare kiya piogi. Mene bola haske bola ki ek cuo chai. Ab humdono ke bich mai ek naya rista ban gaya pyar ka. Mai bina kapro ke hi bistar me pari rahi aur raat ki baate yaad karke hasne lagi. Jab devar ne chai banakar ek cup chai muje dia to mai uth gayi aur unke taraf dekh ke muskarayi aur thank you kaha aur devar ne bara he romantic style ma kaha no problem it's my pleasure darling ,i love you so much. Mere apni andar ki ek pati brata aurat ko ab pise chor dia aur ek girl freind ki tarah bina kapro ke bistar se bahar nikli. Muje apne devar ke samne bina kapro ke ane mai ab koi sharam nahi aa rahi thi. Mene isi tarah sofe mai beth gayi chai pene lagi. Devar ne muje dekh muskara raha the. Mai bhi muskarate hue ek ciggereete nikali aur chai ke sath smoking ki. Devar ji na muje ek jeans pant, t shirt aur under germant dia. Mene unke taraf has ke boli ki aap rak do pehle mere sath chai aur ciggerette pio ,mai bad mai kapre pehen lungi. Ye subah yad gar thi. Ma aaj pehli baar subah bilkul nangi chai aur ciggerette pi rahi thi. Bad mai mene kapre pehen liye aur i week humne pura himachal mai ruke. Is dauran humna najane kitne bar ek dusre ke sath saririk sambandh banaye iska koi hisap nahi hai. Hum ab puri tarah khul suke tha. Apne sahar lautne ke bad hum log ab bina kisi jijak ke rehne laga. Fir kuch mahino bad hum log apne ghar return transfer ho gaye lakin humara rista aur majboot ho gayi. Ghar lautne ke bad bhi hum dono ne apna pyar jari rakhi. Apne sasural mai apne pati ke sath rehte hue apne devar ke sath saririk sambandh banana ek alag hi maje dete hai. Par mere aur pati ke bich duriya barti ja rahi thi. Ab to kabhi kabhi jagra bhi hona suru ho gayi thi. Mene bhi apne pati ka samman karna chor dia, unko bhi mai palat kar jawab deti aur kabhi kabar to unhe chup kara deti. In sab ke asli wajah mere devar hai jinhone muje takat dilay. Par mere jiwan mai khusi nahi thi. Mai apne devar ke sath ek naya ghar basana chahti thi par chupke chupke he devar se pyar karna parta tha. Fir ek din ek asa ghatna hui jis se mere dukho ka ant ho gayi. Ye us sunday din ki baat hai jab hum dono ki office chutti thi aur mere pati out station the. Us din mai aur mere devar bare pyar se sambhog kar rahe tha lekin us din mere pati ghar aa dhamke . Unhone aake hum dono ko saririk sambandh banate hue pakar liya aur unhone jor se chilla ke datna suru kar dia. Najane kitni asabhya baatey boli. Unhone muje randi, rakheil, chinal, madarjaat, kutiya, kutti kaha. Mai bare mast hoke saririk sukh prapt kar rahi thi par mere pati na bich mai ake mere anand ma badha pahunch diya is se mai gusse ma til mila uthi. Mera gussa satwe asman mai sar gaya aur gusse mai akar mene bhi apbe pati ko chilla chilla kar galiyan di. Mene unko unka asli chehra dikhaya. Mere gussa satwe asman mai tha aur mere muh se andar ki sab dard nikal rahi thi. Mane unka khulle aam bol diya. Aaj ma chup rehne wali nahi thi, mene unko buri tarah dantne lagi aur bolne lagi ki tu mere pati hone layak nahi. Aret tujme wo baat nahi jo tere devar mai hai. Unko mene aur ye bhi bataya ki mai oisle kai mahino se apne devar ke sath sambhog kar chuki ho. Muje tujse(pati ) koi pyar nahi hai. Muje unse ghin aati hai, unke sath pyar ya saririk sambandh to dur unse bat karna bhi muje pasand nahi. Mene unko gusse mai boli ki haa mere aur mere devar ke bich sarirk sambandh hai aur rahenge tum muje nahi rok sakte. Iske bad mene unko bahut gandi galiya di unko kutta kaha, namard, nupunshak adi bolti chali gayi. Fir jo hua mene socha bhi nahi tha. Mere pati asanak behose hoke gir para par mai chillati chali gayi. Par jab mai ruki to tab bhi mere pati gire para the. Mera gussa thora shant hua aur mene apne kapre pehen liye. Mene socha ki mere pati ko heart attack a gaya hai sayad aur muje thori si khushi mehsus hui kyoki agar wo mar jayega to muje is shadi se azadi millegi. Maine doctor ko phone kiya aur kapre pehen liye. Doctor ne muje ek khus khabri di ki mere pati ko gehri sadma laga hai aur unko lakwa mar gaya hai, unka ab pura sarir bekar hai. Mai man hi man muskaraye. Ab mera pati na bol sakta na hil sakta tha. Uska na hi hath salta na hi pao. wo ab dusro ke sahara he chahiye tha. pati ki lakwa marne ki khabar se meri saasu maa hamare ghar aa gayi. mere mummy, papa aur chita bhai bhi ghar aa gaye. mere mummy ka ro ro kar bura hal ho gaya, unhone chinta jatayi ki ab unki beti ka kya hoga, unki beti ka jindagi barbaad ho gayi par mai man hi man muskurayi kyoki meri jindagi barbad nahi abbad ho gayi thi. mere saasu maa jo ek bidhwa aurat hai unhone mere mummy ko bola ki aap behen ji chinta mat kariya apke beti ka jindagi barbad nahi huyi hai aur wo chahe to apne pati ko chor ke phir se nayi shaadi kar sakti hai. mai man hi man boli ki mai kabki apke bare bete ko chor chuki hoo ab to mera pati mera devar hai. mummy aur papa do din bad ghar mai wapas laut gaye aur mai, saaasu maa, mera bhai, devar aur mera nikamma pati he reh gaye. mara sasu ma na ek dusre sahar mai ek nayi property lia hai wo wahi rehti hai. meri sasu bhi job karti hai so unhe bhi jana hoga par saasu ma ne himse kaha ki wo apne bete ko apne sath le jayenge kyoki mai aur devar ji job karte hai isliye pati ki sewa yaha nahi hogi. meri to khushi ka thikana nahi raha. usraat mere pati ke sath sasu maa sona chali gayi aur mai ek dusre kamre aur mera bhai aur devar alag alag kamro mai. mai apne devar ko miss kar rahi thi so adhi raat ko mene socha ki dekh ati ho ki saasu maa aur bhai soye ki nahi agar so gaye hai to thora devar ke pass jake apna man bhula lao.