let me

I could no longer stop staring at his angelic face, which bears the scattering of feelings. When I see him, all my feelings disappear when he is beside me, I forget my concerns, despite being my prince, but I did not know much about him.

- Do you ..?

- Ask

- Talk

- about what?

- About yourself, your family, your home, your unit and the reason for your coming

Do you really want to know who I am or is this out of curiosity?

You already know half of who I am

- If you want to know the half

- No, everyone

-Where do I start ha ha

- From the start, idiot

His point of view:

Life was not pink for me either, and God only knows how hard it was for my short life, like that, that roof was synonymous with heat, tenderness, life and home, my life was not easy and how many times I wanted to end all of this here

At school I was not a welcome person and at home either, one might say that I was a source of fear and everyone fled, I felt a terrible monster came out of a horror movie, I was living at night.

My father ran away when I was born and I saw my mother hanging on the ceiling. her body hanging in the air and her eyes were open with tears dried up, I think she was too tired and now she can rest for the rest of her afterlife maybe , I thought while growing up that I was a monster and that I was a hard weight for my parents that's why they left me alone in this cruel world , it is not a way to welcome a child from school at the age of nine, Everyone after that used to call me a murderer and the frightening monster from my little knowledge This is not a game either, but I knew How do I have to live without it, without hoping to see my mom on my way home without my arms embrace, I learned to grow up without the love of kind home without the love of a family without support and all of that stuff. I was just an outcast among a group of people of all ages, this is my life and this is who I am.