Jamie Aiden stared at his computer screen, watching the
cursor on his computer flicker as it awaited for his fingers
to caress the keys. He was supposed to be working on
an essay for his physics course in college, it was an
essay to explain why Rutherford's experiment probing
the structure of the atom resulted in a surprise. The
problem was he didn't know.
During class he found himself eyeballing a short blonde
boy. And he wasn't sure why he did that either.
When Jamie was in high school, he was known as
he-she. He had earned this name for looking so
feminine, despite the fact he truly was a he. He had no
friends, and for this reason, he never had been in a
relationship. He spent his lunch break alone, eating
whatever leftovers he found in the back of the fridge,
beginning to lose its freshness. He didn't want to bother
his family and cause a problem because he ate
someone's french fries.
Life was so boring for him. He
was pretty sure he was going to be spending a lot of
time alone in college. The only time he nearly had an
idea of what sexually interested him, was when he went
to work.
He worked at an adult store, somewhere he began
working the moment he turned eighteen and it's not that
he wanted to work in such a strange place, it's that he
wanted a job and nobody in their right mind would think
to work in a sex shop. When a girl walked in to buy a
fake dick, he'd imagine just how she'd be using it. When
a guy came in to buy anal beads and flavored lube, he'd
imagine what they were doing. He'd spend a couple
nights a week with his pants off, panting into the ceiling
of his two bedroom apartment, alone.
But this new boy, he really caught his eye.