Decisions are yours to make.

"Just stop!"Sylvia screamed. I looked at her.

Confused.

I blinked away the rest of my tears and a fear strucked inside me.

"Are you a fool?" she glared, right into my eyes, "no…" I dragged with my clogged throat.

"Then!? I already warned you to be careful with your friends now look at you! It's okay move on. This guy is a one in a million among the guys you are going to meet in your life.

Just shut your feelings up and move on.

You found it out that he is not yours nor he will be your then shut up and move! You are far more precious than you think."

She breathed hard when she finished talking.

"How can I move on?" I asked in a small voice,

"You don't know? Go watch your friends acting like they know nothing about what you are going through then you will know!"

She said and walked away, I guess she is angry but why?

Time went on, the day was almost going to end and meeting Stephen is what was running on my mind.

Jaz and Cece were as usual, they talked with me and smiled with me but never spoke about anything, you can't consider others feeling as a game or fun.

Everyone is sincere, especially when it comes to love.

There were many days where I used to talk with Jaz only about Stepehen, his cold face, his empty stare and that bossy smirk.

But everything was fun and game to them.

When the class ended and when the teacher walked out, there was a tap on my shoulder and a girl stood behind me, ready to whisper something into my ear.

And I inclined.

"Stephen is waiting for you outside."she said and walked away.

Oh… what am I going to tell him?

When I walked outside the class I saw him, he stood in the far end of the corridor.

All alone he stood like I am.

I slowly walked towards him, drinking in him.

He was my forbidden wine and he was the poisonous auroma…

"Hey…" I murmured when I stood right in front of him.

"You said you want to talk with me..how about a coffee?" his eyes still carried the magic, it was deep and dark. I wish i could forget him.

I should.

"Yeah...come let's go" I walked as fast as I could, until I reached the door my legs were stiff but the moment he came near me when I stopped they became wobble, what power does have over me?

"I will order, you go find a place to sit" he said, no no to be more exact he ordered, control freak!

I quietly sat in a table for two and took a rehearsal in my brain of what to speak.

I hoped for once my mouth and brain will go together, but I was more scared about my stupid heart which had no speed breaker..

After a few minutes Stepehen came, holding two cup of black coffee.

"Here, drink." he murmured as if I am going to pour the coffee all over my dress rather than drink it!

Fool!

I took the seat opposite to me as I took the cup.

I was more pissed at me than him.

"What do you want to talk about?" he was more focused on the coffee, why don't you look at me boy!? No no don't or else all my words will be sucked by your deep eyes.

"um...nothing..I just hear that...you are engaged..congrats…" I murmured but something deep down from me brought tears to my eyes and it was already filled.

"Stop crying" his voice was firm and strong.

I broke in front of him, that's the only thing I don't want to show!

I don't want to show the power he holds on me.

Darn you Stephen I internally screamed.

"Lots of eyes are watching, why don't you stop! If not please leave!!"

Is this the Stephen I fell for?

After a few seconds I composed myself, "That's it, I don't want to talk to you about anything else." I immediately stood up and threw my bag over my shoulder and turned away fromm him.

But I should really tell him something. I took a deep breath.

"Stephen…." I turned back again to look him, "don't let anyone make decisions for you, because they won't solve your problem."

I didn't wait for him to respond. I ran.

I ran, I ran far away from him.

My bed became wet with tears. Everything I saw was blurred. The night was very long and my eyes started to swell.

My tears fell without warning and my throat made no sound, my heart was paining and my eyes were burning.

That's when my phone pinged.

I lazyly pulled out the phone from my back pocket and dropped.

*come out*

Who the hell are you in the middle of the night!?

Arghhh!! I cursed and opened the front door, only after unlocking my brain started to send me alert messages.

I knew you process slow my dear brain but never knew you were this slow!

I muttered under my breath and finally pulled open the door.

By the way, who is that? Why should I go out?

Abigail, are you thinking this after standing out of your home?

A hand shot out and pulled me, my back dashed against a wall and wetness covered my neck.