Day 3

I need to go somewhere

I don't know how

I don't know where

I don't even know if I should

But i know for sure

That's what I need right now

I can't go on like this

I wasn't born gloomy, i know that, i remember my happy days, but where did it all go wrong?

I don't remember that.

Internet is the biggest deluder, people only show the happy sides of their lives and we think we are the only ones unlucky. And I see many things on the internet, once i saw a man saying, " the final goal of humanity is to walk hand in hand towards common extinction." But man I want to live, i just don't know how.

Things just end sometimes, you gotta accept that, maybe it had ran it's course and you can't do anything about it. But if you don't know the ice cream is gonna rot tomorrow, you won't eat it today thinking the colder the better.

The colder the better

Maybe I'll try living like that, without two fucks to give about anything and just taking it all in and atleast try to enjoy it at my pace, alright. That sounds like a good plan.

-sidhant