what ?.... WHAT is that.... smell ?

*aiko*

i am drowsy as a beam of light made it in to my room and on my *grin* king sized bed, just for a four year and nine months old to have a bed this size

still draws giggles out of me when i think back on how i managed to get this bed from my mother's, speaking of recalling memories...

i seem to have bits and pieces from a past life, a life i am sure i had and bits i am not suppose to recall like a girl named daisy ?

i know her name as the blurry girl in my dreams tells me she loves me as she turns around and walks away....dreams of a giant walking far above any tree line and a city that never sleeps.

fighting blurry figures and beams of colours across the sky that don't match what the tv shows of the aurora borealis, also known as the polar lights or aurora polaris, is a natural light display in Earth's sky, predominantly seen in high-latitude regions. Auroras display dynamic patterns of brilliant lights that appear as curtains, rays, spirals, or dynamic flickers covering the entire sky in the north or south of the planet.

it seems i died some time ago and yet as i am not suppose to remember, here i am.

on my king size bed and nervous about what's to come today.

i recall an event from the playground and after that event this appointment was made.

a doctor is suppose to check me over today and tell me and my parents of something called a quirk ?

so naturally i asked my parents and searched online about this subject, the more i found the more joy and dread i discovered.

Quirks are abnormalities within the human race that became a big part of society. About 80% of the population can utilize a Quirk. A Quirk is innate to the Quirk holder's body. It can also be referred to as an "Individuality". In some exceptionally rare cases, animals can also develop Quirks. this also means that there is a minority of 20% that are basically fucked and discrimination or even worse is very active in today's society.

-( flash back to impact event )-

people have powers, 80% of them do....

this fact has me scared out of my mind, i happend to see such an event of bullying and even close to mutilation of a child happen on the playground i was playing at as mama was chatting with another mother.

i hate to admit that i was so scared for a green haired kid being nearly mutilated by some blond boy that i pointed at them and cried on the spot.

there isn't a single mother in existence that doesn't recognize her child's cry, my mama was so fast to scoop me up that it startled and interrupted my crying.

she was even faster to kick the blond kid off the green one and called the parents of both parties, al the time i am calming down in my Mama's neck with my arms locked around her neck and grabbing fists full of clothing each as i feel one arm holding me and the other around me and on the back of my head.

seems i wasn't the only one scared, so on the way home mama kept asking me if i was ok and that she was very upset with the violence used near me. As i nod and murmer gently in my mother's ear that i love her... my mind is churning... what if i am quirkless...

-( end of flashback )-

sure i have memories of past life tech or should i say idea's for new tech as i have no idea how to build what i have in mind, but that is something to work out long term.

on short term we are in Mama's brand new car the Cadillac escalade, i am currently sitting in the back as mama and mommy sit in front.

this new car smells so nice i think and as usual i doze off, after a unknown amount of time i am disturbed from my sleep as mama puts the car in parking gear and my precious mommy picks me up from my seat and in her loving arms, i hug her neck and kiss her cheek as we wait for mama to join us and together we make our way as a family in to the hospital.

the smell, i swear the smell of this place makes me noxious and my hart flutter with nerves....

mommy grips me tighter and tells me it's gonna be alright. the man we get to see, seems to be the most unmotivated and lazy attempt to a doctor that i have ever seen.... and yes i have seen many ! like E.R. or House or Grey's anatomy.....ok ok, not real actual doctors.... but still.

mama stays with me as mommy is on the phone in the hall with someone,

i am told to strip and i refuse to, mama giggles as i inform that old man that mommy is just on the other side of the flimsy little door and one yell from me or mama would end him that poor excuse for a doctor that is really just an old man with poor skin complexion and grin as i tell him they are the number 9 and 5 top of the line heroes....

the man sighs deeply as he looks over to my mama who can't help her self as she breaks down laughing, and calls for a nurse to do the tests and what not, the man who calls him self a doctors is reading a magazine as the nurse walks away and mama helps me back in my clothes and i rejoin my mommy on her lap.

-doctor-

i wonder what i should get for lunch, and it seems that i lost some more money...

what a shit show, lost another 50 bucks on the damn horse race, could have won half a mil damn it... o right the arrogant kid, wel lets sent her off with a smile.

"wel family Tatsuma it seems that child is quirkless and won't need further testing so, good luck and if you have any questions or concerns please call us"

and i get them out of the door, a woman odda focus on taking care of a man. damn lesbians, even draging down a child with them... ppff they should submit them selfs to a cock and settle in the bed or kitchen where they belong.

-aiko-

we walk back to the car and not a word is said, mama unlocks the car and mommy buckles me in the back seat.... my mind is running in overdrive right now, what to do what to say what wil happen next ? i am deeply lost in my thoughts and fantasies of what to do, i don't even notice we are home till mommy unbuckles me and we go to the dining room.

as the three of us sit with mommy and arm around mama and i sit on the chair opposing them, it is mama that breaks the silence and says:

- mama " baby we need to discuss some future plan's and options"

i nod my head slowly and my hands on my knees are crumbling my dress, tears roll down my face as i look up in to there eyes and ask:

-aiko " you know i am a fast learner and do better in school than anyone els, i know not having a quirk is not preferable but i belief that i am still worth keeping as i won't ever let you down..... so *snik* please ? PLEASE ?? *snik* DON'T THROW ME AWAY !!!!! "