Happy pills

I apologize, Doctor, but I cannot understand the reason behind my current emotional state. These medications are exceptionally potent. Each passing day feels like a daunting ordeal. I yearn for improvement, as ordinary life seems uninteresting. Embracing insanity can be thrilling, yet it also brings about feelings of isolation. The madness resides solely within my mind, driving me to the edge of sanity struggling hard to fight my demons and the voices in my head. There's war within me, it feels like I'm loosing everyday holding on to hope. I aspire to attain a sense of normalcy, although in return, I must endure peculiarities. People encourage me to remain resilient, for it soothes my unstable mental state. However, this path seldom leads to actual improvement. Instead, it merely masks my struggles, creating a façade of greatness and magnificence. I may have lost touch with reality and slipped into madness, yet everything appears satisfactory, albeit convoluted. These merely antidepressants allow me to regain a semblance of normalcy. I'm just gonna embrace my new found self dealing with everything good and bad that comes with it. It definitely not going to be an easy path but I'd keep trying while embracing the darkness within me.