Actually, when Louise Garrett came to the capital, it took a great deal of courage; she did not know whether arriving here was right or wrong, and she was filled with many hesitations.
To stop or to continue, would there be a future...
She was a rather rational woman, and she had to consider far more than Yusuf Zuck, especially since she really didn't understand him at all.
Confused and impulsive, they ended up in bed together after being moved by emotion; although she really liked the man in front of her named Yusuf Zuck, it was not yet true love.
She wanted to try and get closer, but was also afraid of doing so, because she feared regretting it later due to various reasons if in the end, they were not compatible.
And if she were to break things off with Yusuf Zuck now, that would undoubtedly leave behind the most wonderful memory in her life.
But... she didn't want to break things off, so she was conflicted.
Women are creatures of complex emotions and sentimentalism.