Why don't I write a real memoir of my travel to the alien planet?

In the summer of 1985 [I was born in 1967, so I was 19 years old then, in the prime of my life], I traveled to a highly advanced alien planet for a month. 

Shocked and stimulated by this experience, I returned and desperately tried to report it to the relevant authorities, but unfortunately, no one paid attention. Due to long-term letter writing, my right middle finger was even deformed. During this period, I invented an easy-to-write new type of fountain pen and even applied for a patent.

When the internet reached rural areas, I started promoting my experiences online. Sadly, 37 years have passed, and it still has not received societal attention.

Many netizens have suggested to me: "Zhang Xiangqian, why don't you write a memoir of your trip to the alien planet? If it becomes sensational and more people pay attention to you, your alien technology might be taken seriously by society".

I have indeed thought about this. However, my early efforts were unsuccessful. I wrote a part of it a long time ago.

A few years back, I wrote Adventures on Planet Guoker, sometimes also titled An Anhui Farmer's One-month Extraterrestrial Encounters, which recounts my one-month journey on the alien planet. Unfortunately, it has been challenging to publish it online and reach readers.

Even when I managed to get it online, it was soon deleted. During this time, I also received warning calls from relevant authorities, asking me to write the article as a science fiction novel instead of a factual report to avoid causing unnecessary public panic.

I had to repeatedly revise my article to make it resemble a science fiction novel. This process went on for several years, and the final version was barely recognizable from the original. I managed to publish it online, but now it's hardly found, almost all versions have been deleted.

At the time, I shared my one-month experience on the alien planet for free with any netizens who were interested. I hadn't thought about charging for it and posted it on several websites.

Unexpectedly, even though it was free, someone reported me, leading to police intervention. When the police came to my house, my mother-in-law was so scared she cried. My wife was even more furious, vehemently scolding me for posting such nonsensical and disorganized content online.

The police checked my computer and phone. Fearing further visits and searches by the police, I later deleted the data from my USB drive.

Although I kept quiet for a while, I remained determined to share my one-month experience on the alien planet online.

In recent years, as WeChat became popular, many of my WeChat friends asked me to share my one-month experiences on the alien planet. So, I shared Adventures on Planet Guoker with them through WeChat.

When netizens asked me how much of Adventures on Planet Guoker was real, I replied that about half of it was true. Many were dissatisfied with this and asked why I didn't write a genuine memoir of my trip to the alien planet.

The main reason is that my memory is fuzzy, and a true memoir would involve a lot of sexual experimentation, which would be deleted if published online and thus unable to reach readers. Our society clearly cannot tolerate this. Even sharing it on WeChat was deemed a violation, resulting in my account being blocked multiple times.

Furthermore, the sexual experiments conducted on me on the alien planet were humiliating and abusive. Deep down, I am reluctant to speak about these matters. My only wish is for everyone to pay attention to the alien technology I have introduced, as it holds significant benefits for humanity.

However, I've found that in my years of promoting alien technology, people are more interested in the sexual aspects of aliens than their technology. Sometimes, to draw attention, I have had to mention the sexual aspects related to aliens.

When I traveled to the alien planet at 19, my memory might have been interfered with by the aliens. What I remember is not very clear; it's fragmented, and the chronological order of the events I experienced is scrambled, leaving me unsure of which events occurred first and which came later. This disruption in the sequence of events confuses my memory, making it challenging to clearly articulate some aspects.

It's not like traveling on Earth, where you can narrate the journey step by step.

Additionally, their society is highly virtualized, making it hard to distinguish what parts were virtual and what parts were real life. They use a frequency-cutting technique that makes you feel like you're traveling and interacting with others while lying in bed, almost indistinguishable from a real journey or interaction.

Their way of traveling involves using a global movement network to go directly from home to the destination in an instant, regardless of distance. This is unlike our way of leaving through a door and traveling by car, train, or plane.

Moreover, they have many different spacetime zones; in some places, time moves quickly, while in others, it moves slowly. 

When several of them gather, they use a technique that allows some people to see you while making you invisible to others.

Their world is highly virtualized, giving a dreamlike and bizarre sensation. Their planet is also extremely licentious, mainly because their people do not adhere to moral principles or laws, which have a very limited scope there. Many of their behaviors would be unimaginable and unacceptable on Earth.

I suspect they took me for two reasons: to study information about my past life left in space and to acquire information about my body and physical movements.

After my encounter with the aliens was made public online, it drew the attention of many people. Baoshan TV in Shanghai interviewed me, but unfortunately, the program did not pass the review and was not broadcast on television.

Adventures on the Planet Guoker although not entirely true, reveals many details about alien life previously unknown. Within the bounds of what our current society can barely tolerate, it satisfies the public's curiosity about the real life of aliens and their planet, while also offering insights and references for researchers.

Recently, netizens privately messaged me, wanting to see the electronic version of Adventures on the Planet Guoker, and proposed paying for it. Some other netizens were unhappy and criticized me harshly for this. 

Lately, I've been suffering from tuberculosis and diabetes, which has prevented me from doing heavy labor like wielding a hammer and welding, my main source of income. My earnings have drastically reduced, and my application for social welfare was unsuccessful. I'm now considering writing as a means of livelihood and hope for understanding from netizens.

A while back, our area experienced a flood, and we were busy moving out and then back in. When I have time, I still intend to write a true account of my one-month journey on the alien planet.

For a long time, I hesitated to write because it was impossible to publish online. I thought of sending it via WeChat File Transfer to interested netizens, but this often resulted in my WeChat being blocked.

Recently, I've found that sending it through my email is safer, so I've been encouraged to write the real version again.