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CHAPTER VI. JANETTA AT HOME

When Lady Caroline drove away from Gwynne Street, Janetta was left by the tumbledown iron gate with her father, in whose hand she had laid both her own. He looked at

her interrogatively, smiled a little and said—"Well, my dear?" with a softening of his

whole face which made him positively beautiful in Janetta's eyes.

"Dear, dearest father!" said the girl, with an irrepressible little sob. "I am so glad to see

you again!"

"Come in, my dear," said Mr. Colwyn, who was not an emotional man, although a

sympathetic one. "We have been expecting you all day. We did not think that they

would keep you so long at the Court."

"I'll tell you all about it when I get in," said Janetta, trying to speak cheerily, with an

instinctive remembrance of the demands usually made upon her fortitude in her own

home. "Is mamma in?" She always spoke of the present Mrs. Colwyn, as "mamma," to

distinguish her from her own mother. "I don't see any of the children."

"Frightened away by the grand carriage, I expect," said Mr. Colwyn, with a grim smile.

"I see a head or two at the window. Here, Joey, Georgie, Tiny—where are you all?

Come and help to carry your sister's things upstairs." He went to the front door and

called again; whereupon a side door opened, and from it issued a slip-shod, untidylooking woman in a shawl, while over her shoulder and under her arm appeared a little

troop of children in various stages of growth and untidiness. Mrs. Colwyn had the

peculiarity of never being ready for any engagement, much less for any emergency: she

had been expecting Janetta all day, and with Janetta some of the Court party; but she

was nevertheless in a state of semi-undress, which she tried to conceal underneath her

shawl; and on the first intimation of the approach of Lady Caroline's carriage she had

shut herself and the children into a back room, and declared her intention of fainting on

the spot if Lady Caroline entered the front door.

"Well, Janetta," she said, as she advanced towards her stepdaughter and presented one

faded cheek to be kissed, "so your grand friends have brought you home! Of course

they wouldn't come in; I did not expect them, I am sure. Come into the front room—

and children, don't crowd so; your sister will speak to you by-and-bye."

"Oh, no, let me kiss them now," said Janetta, who was receiving a series of affectionate

hugs that went far to blind her eyes to the general deficiency of orderliness and beauty

in the house to which she had come. "Oh, darlings, I am so glad to see you again! Joey,

how you have grown! And Tiny isn't Tiny any longer! Georgie, you have been plaiting

your hair! And here are Curly and Jinks! But where is Nora?"

"Upstairs, curling her hair," shouted the child who was known by the name of Jinks.

While Georgie, a well-grown girl of thirteen, added in a lower tone,

"She would not come down until the Court people had gone. She said she didn't want

to be patronized."

Janetta colored, and turned away. Meanwhile Mrs. Colwyn had dropped into the nearest

arm-chair, and Mr. Colwyn strayed in and out of the room with the expression of a dog

that has lost its master. Georgie hung upon Janetta's arm, and the younger children either

clung to their elder sister, or stared at her with round eyes and their fingers in their

mouths. Janetta felt uncomfortably conscious of being more than usually interesting to

them all. Joe, the eldest boy, a dusty lad of fourteen, all legs and arms, favored her with

a broad grin expressive of delight, which his sister did not understand. It was Tiny, the

most gentle and delicate of the tribe, who let in a little light on the subject.

"Did they send you away from school for being naughty?" she asked, with a grave look

into Janetta's face.

A chuckle from Joey, and a giggle from Georgie, were instantly repressed by Mr.

Colwyn's frown and Mrs. Colwyn's acid remonstrance.

"What are you thinking of, children? Sister is never naughty. We do not yet quite

understand why she has left Miss Polehampton's so suddenly, but of course she has

some good reason. She'll explain it, no doubt, to her papa and me. Miss Polehampton

has been a great deal put out about it all, and has written a long letter to your papa,

Janetta; and, indeed, it seems to me as if it would have been more becoming if you had

kept to your own place and not tried to make friends with those above you——"

"Who are those above her, I should like to know?" broke in the grey-haired surgeon

with some heat. "My Janet's as good as the best of them any day. The Adairs are not

such grand people as Miss Polehampton makes out—I never heard of such insulting

distinctions!"

"Fancy Janetta being sent away—regularly expelled!" muttered Joey, with another

chuckle.

"You are very unkind to talk in that way!" said Janetta, addressing him, because at that

moment she could not bear to look at Mr. Colwyn. "It was not that that made Miss

Polehampton angry. It was what she called insubordination. Miss Adair did not like to

see me having meals at a side-table—though I didn't mind one single bit!—and she left

her own place and sat by me—and then Miss Polehampton was vexed—and everything

followed naturally. It was not just my being friends with Miss Adair that made her send

me away."

"It seems to me," said Mr. Colwyn, "that Miss Adair was very inconsiderate."

"It was all her love and friendship, father," pleaded Janetta. "And she had always had

her own way; and of course she did not think that Miss Polehampton really meant——

"

Her weak little excuses were cut short by a scornful laugh from her stepmother.

"It's easy to see that you have been made a cat's-paw of, Janetta," she said. "Miss Adair

was tired of school, and took the opportunity of making a to-do about you, so as to

provoke the schoolmistress and get sent away. It does not matter to her, of

course: she hasn't got her living to earn. And if you lose your teaching, and Miss

Polehampton's recommendations by it, it doesn't affect her. Oh, I understand these fine

ladies and their ways."

"Indeed," said Janetta, in distress, "you quite misunderstand Miss Adair, mamma.

Besides, it has not deprived me of my teaching: Miss Polehampton had told me that I

might go to her sister's school at Worthing if I liked; and she only let me go yesterday

because she became irritated at—at—some of the things that were said——"

"Yes, but I shall not let you go to Worthing," said Mr. Colwyn, with sudden

decisiveness. "You shall not be exposed to insolence of this kind any longer. Miss

Polehampton had no right to treat you as she did, and I shall write and tell her so."

"And if Janetta stays at home," said his wife complainingly, "what is to become of her

career as a music-teacher? She can't get lessons here, and there's the expense——"

"I hope I can afford to keep my daughter as long as I am alive," said Mr. Colwyn with

some vehemence. "There, don't be vexed, my dear child," and he laid his hand tenderly

on Janetta's shoulder, "nobody blames you; and your friend erred perhaps from overaffection; but Miss Polehampton"—with energy—"is a vulgar, self-seeking, foolish old

woman, and I won't have you enter into relations with her again."

And then he left the room, and Janetta, forcing back the tears in her eyes, did her best

to smile when Georgie and Tiny hugged her simultaneously and Jinks beat a tattoo upon

her knee.

"Well," said Mrs. Colwyn, lugubriously, "I hope everything will turn out for the best;

but it is not at all nice, Janetta, to think that Miss Adair has been expelled for your sake,

or that you are thrown out of work without a character, so to speak. I should think the

Adairs would see that, and would make some compensation. If they don't offer to do

so, your papa might suggest it——"

"I'm sure father would never suggest anything of the kind," Janetta flashed out; but

before Mrs. Colwyn could protest, a diversion was effected by the entrance of the

missing Nora, and all discussion was postponed to a more fitting moment.

For to look at Nora was to forget discussion. She was the eldest of the second Mrs.

Colwyn's children—a girl just seventeen, taller than Janetta and thinner, with the

thinness of immature girlhood, but with a fair skin and a mop of golden-brown hair,

which curled so naturally that her younger brother's statement concerning those fair

locks must surely have been a libel. She had a vivacious, narrow, little face, with large

eyes like a child's—that is to say, they had the transparent look that one sees in some

children's eyes, as if the color had been laid on in a single wash without any shadows.

They were very pretty eyes, and gave light and expression to a set of rather small

features, which might have been insignificant if they had belonged to an insignificant

person. But Nora Colwyn was anything but insignificant.

"Have your fine friends gone?" she said, peeping into the room in pretended alarm.

"Then I may come in. How are you, Janetta, after your sojourn in the halls of dazzling

light?"

"Don't be absurd, Nora," said her sister, with a sudden backward dart of remembrance

to the tranquil beauty of the rooms at Helmsley Court and the silver accents of Lady

Caroline. "Why didn't you come down before?"

"My dear, I thought the nobility and gentry were blocking the door," said Nora, kissing

her. "But since they are gone, you might as well come upstairs with me and take off

your things. Then we can have tea."

Obediently Janetta followed her sister to the little room which they always shared when

Janetta was at home. It might have looked very bare and desolate to ordinary eyes, but

the girl felt the thrill of pleasure that all young creatures feel to anything that bears the

name of home, and became aware of a satisfaction such as she had not experienced in

her luxurious bedroom at Helmsley Court. Nora helped her to take off her hat and cloak,

and to unpack her box, insisting meanwhile on a detailed relation of all the events that

had led to Janetta's return three weeks before the end of the term, and shrieking with

laughter over what she called "Miss Poley's defeat."

"But, seriously, Nora, what shall I do with myself, if father will not let me go to

Worthing?"

"Teach the children at home," said Nora, briskly; "and save me the trouble of looking

after them. I should like that. Or get some pupils in the town. Surely the Adairs will

recommend you!"

This constant reference to possible aid from the Adairs troubled Janetta not a little, and

it was with some notion of combatting the idea that she repaired to the surgery after tea,

in order to get a few words on the subject with her father. But his first remark was on

quite a different matter.

"Here's a pretty kettle of fish, Janet! The Brands are back again!"

"So I heard you say to Lady Caroline."

"Mark Brand was a cousin of your mother's," said Mr. Colwyn, abruptly; "and a bad

lot. As for these sons of his, I know nothing about them—absolutely nothing. But their

mother——" he shook his head significantly.

"We saw them to day," said Janetta.

"Ah, an accident of that kind would be a shock to her: she does not look strong. They

wrote to me from the 'Clown,' where they had stayed for the last two days; some question relative to the drainage of Brand Hall. I went to the 'Crown' and saw them.

He's a fine-looking man."

"He has not altogether a pleasant expression," remarked Janetta, thinking of Lady

Caroline's strictures; "but I—liked—his face."

"He looks ill-tempered," said her father. "And I can't say that he showed me much

civility. He did not even know that your poor mother was dead. Never asked whether

she had left any family or anything."

"Did you tell him?" asked Janetta, after a pause.

"No. I did not think it worth while. I am not anxious to cultivate his acquaintance."

"After all, what does it matter?" said the girl coaxingly, for she thought she saw a

shadow of disappointment upon his face.

"No, what does it matter?" said her father, brightening up at once. "As long as we are

happy with each other, these outside people need not disturb us, need they?"

"Not a bit," said Janetta. "And—you are not angry with me, are you, father, dear?"

"Why should I be, my Janet? You have done nothing wrong that I know of. If there is

any blame it attaches to Miss Adair, not to you."

"But I do not want you to think so, father. Miss Adair is the greatest friend that I have

in all the world."

And she found a good many opportunities of repeating; this conviction of hers during

the next few days, for Mrs. Colwyn and Nora were not slow to repeat the sentiment

with which they had greeted her—that the Adairs were "stuck-up" fine people, and that

they did not mean to take any further notice of her now that they had got what they

desired.

Janetta stood up gallantly for her friend, but she did feel it a little hard that Margaret

had not written or come to see her since her return home. She conjectured—and in the

conjecture she was nearly right—that Lady Caroline had sacrificed her a little in order

to smooth over things with her daughter: that she had represented Janetta as resolved

upon going, resolved upon neglecting Margaret and not complying with her requests;

and that Margaret was a little offended with her in consequence. She wrote an

affectionate note of excuse to her friend, but Margaret made no reply.

In the first ardor of a youthful friendship, Janetta's heart ached over this silence, and she

meditated much as she lay nights upon her little white bed in Nora's attic (for she had

not time to meditate during the day) upon the smoothness of life which seemed

necessary to the Adairs and the means they took for securing it.