Yo
So tentative date to my return and start of Author of Fate should be starting around April 7-10 because holy week is starting, so sayonara school...
ALTHOUGH THERE ARE SOME SCHOOL REQS LIKE THE FILM AND OTHER SHIT WHICH IS DRIVING ME NUTS... but that's okay.
Dolian has been a pretty cool character to write so far and is the most obviously manipulative character amongst my protagonists. I mean, by Arc 2 he'll have started his rapid rise to the top and even start to deceive the readers, but that's for you to explore later.
Life has just been a real big chore for me recently, but I push through. Face depression once and start meditating with the yoga nidra method and you'll realize that life is crap.
Sigh, I've been mulling over life recently and even started to wonder if I should take an indefinite hiatus from writing.
BUT!
And this is me being completely honest, I've already lost all passion for writing by around day 450 so I'm only writing because I've rationalized that spending three hours suffering is infinitely better than watching anime for three hours instead.
You don't have to worry that I'll stop writing permanently, because that would only happen once I find a more worthwhile way to spend my time.
Singing? That only takes a few minutes!
Reading? Bitch, I'm already reading.
Chess? I'm too much of a dumbass for that.
Learning how to become manipulative and pull off a Dolian irl? Nope! I ain't gonna walk down the path of a real life psychopath!
Basically, writing is one of my best options as of now besides other potential ventures like youtube (which can be tied with writing, and learning how to be a content creator as a youtuber is way too annoying for a struggling high school student like me), so I'll continue to write as long as I can do so.
Now, I'll dissapear again for like a week and not open webnovel during that time because my mental health has been shitting itself to oblivion recently!
Oh yeah, I just remembered but WHY THE FUCK DID THEY SLAP MY ASS?!?!?!
I ALMOST FORGOT BUT YOU CAN'T TRICK ME! I KNOW WHEN MY ASS IS SLAPPED, BITCH!
I KNOW A LOT ABOUT YOU, OKAY?! I KNOW SOME REAL DEEP SECRETS BETWEEN US SO YOU BETTER NOT HAVE ANY FUNNY BUSINESS.
Ugh, women and their complex minds. That's why boyfriends are better.
OH YEAH! WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL THOSE HOT AND CUTE DUDES IN OTHER YEAR LEVELS?!
BRO, I'M CRYING BLOOD FROM THE SHEER ENVY I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
THEY'RE SO FUCKING CUTE ITS MAKING MY GAYNESS SPIKE!
AGGAKJAGSLAHAKAHJA
Sayonara, I don't wanna think about this shit no more.
"Life" - NoNameDeity, 2023