internal monologue

hruday woke up early. He closed his eyes for a second, and the next movement he looked at was 11 o'clock. hruday ahh this is my new routine I guess 

hruday thought Ah, I should have woken up early. Now I have to do yoga and make herbal tea before eating anything. 

hruday complained to Michel: Why did you guys wake me up now? I can't eat for an hour before doing yoga.

Michael said, Oh, where is the guy who said, "I won't eat breakfast in the morning, huh?" He said it mockingly 

hruday, ahh, that's because Aunt wouldn't let me, and Roy insisted on eating to recover. 

Whatever, take this and drink. Michael said hruday he was surprised and replied. Oh, thank you so much. I was feeling too lazy to do it. Thanks, man 

Yes, you are welcome. It was Roy who did this,hruday said Thanks, Roy, and yes, I wanted to make a diary, write our own survival stories, and make it compulsory for everyone to write their own diary. This way, we could figure out stuff, and this will also help our mental well-being. 

Also, guys, I know, but could you guys please bring stuff from the zipline? I haven't given rewards to contestants yet.

Roy, shut up and rest. 

hruday said with an attitude, "Who said I was going to work?" 

Micheal No, if you don't stop thinking about new stuff, I will make you do everything. 

Roy sighed as he walked away, saying you really can't help yourself can you, and he silently cursed, saying you won't let me have a break. 

hruday man, It is really important; you know, Michael said, Ah, ok, we will see what we can do, man. I really don't think people will agree. 

He thought and said, How about we give them an option, huh? Either they would take the reward faster if they chose to do it now, or they could write and discuss it in the evening. 

By reward, you mean you will give them points. hruday no way we need to create value today, and I don't want the hassle. It took me an hour to note the transactions and answer the question. 

"then what?" Roy added as he came, holding a water bottle. Well, they would either do it today or tomorrow; that's all we will see if they complain. 

Roy, Don't you think it's a bad idea to push people? hruday said "Yes, but it applies in both ways. I don't want them to feel too comfortable, and that's why this time we will invite non-participants from previous rescue missions to participate".

Do mention that we want it to be as close to reality as possible, and this will help us to understand and we will use to understand more about zombies while noting the area, oh also Tell them that I want them to write about it in detail. while warning them not to spread misinformation. 

hruday after a slight pause Hey, should I tell them to make novels? "No, I should tell them that they will get rewards, and if they think about themselves, they won't have a choice but to participate in future missions. 

hruday started to talk unsensible nonsense things without giving out proper context 

What do you think, ya? That might be counterproductive in that it would pressurize them, and they might put themselves in danger, or worse, they might pretend that they are weak. 

hruday I asked, What do you think I should do? 

Michael, dumbfounded dude, don't talk out of your ass. We didn't understand. Think about it and explain it properly. Don't blur out. 

Roy said I didn't know when did you started talking so much?

apologizing, hruday explained everything in detail. 

Michael, dude, did you just think about all that Sigh Man Roy said? Don't overthink; just keep it simple. Let them do what they want, then let them adopt accordingly. 

After discussing that, he thought that the five bags of cement they found in the newest half-built apartment would be sufficient to extend the eastern wall by a few feet. How do I even calculate that?

He was never good at math, especially because after 4th grade, the math teacher never changed. He liked the substitute male teacher who taught him well, and that was it. After that, algebra came, and all the other students were frustrated and confused by the squid logic. He was more pissed because the teacher wouldn't even explain telling him to memorize such a long plethora of things, and now she still regrets it, but he hated the math because of his teacher and teacher all the ways telling him that he was dumb. This is what made him feel like he was dumb. This is what made him feel like he was dumb. This is what made him feel a need to be a genius or someone special like Albert estien, although some part of him just feels that he was propaganda to bury a real scientist. 

and that is why he always felt blank when someone asked him something mathematical. After analyzing himself, he felt: could it be that because of brainwashing, I stink at math, or am I really good at making equations that make me feel good? 

hruday started to think about his childhood and how he was different, and this difference was different from guinus differences. Although he wanted to feel that way, he just didn't know. He started to analyze. Hi, why can't I remember anything before 4th grade, and why didn't I talk till I turned 4? Why did I stop trying to talk after saying stop after getting splashed by hot water?

He didn't know why he didn't have any brains or why I was so dumb since my birth still pissed in my pants and shittin' even after I turned 5. He didn't know what was happening to him, but he subconsciously remembered his father sitting on a bed, spinning something, and staring at him. He did something the spinner snapped, making hruday stutter. 

He opened his eyes. Was I asleep? No, no, was it Troma? I don't know, man. My headaches 

He fanned his face as the water splashed. He felt relaxed and fresh. He slept all day, only to be woken up by Roy at 10, all worried. 

Man, I was worried. I thought you might have fallen. Today, he waved his hands and told him to shut up and sleep. 

Roy, ok, whatever, go to sleep. Don't come to me asking what happened.