Ep53| cries of pain

The pain evident in the screams that came from Patricia when she saw Rene leaving Leicester's room with his head down while clenching his left hand forcefully.

He walked towards Patricia, who was trying to grab Lorena by force while Patricia fell on her face with every step until she reached Renee and looked into his eyes as if waiting for him to give her a sign that he had saved Lester, her gaze telling him , "He's still alive isn't he?"

But Renee did not lie and shook his head lightly to the left and right while closing his eyes for a moment.

She pushed Lorena hard and Renee grabbed her when Lorena tried to grab Patricia again by the shoulders from behind.

Rene

- La Lorena, let her spend the whole day with him, she'll never see him again

Lorena's chest contracted and she choked on her cross, wrapping herself in Rene's hands and looking up at him while holding on to his clothes while her eyes filled with tears and said between her stifled breaths

Lorena

- Rene, you can't... how... how.

Renee put his hand behind her head and hugged her to his chest while Lorena's eyes were wide open and tears were falling without Lorena forcing her.

Renee patted her head with his second hand around her waist

Rene

- He's been dead since I saw him... But I didn't want to tell Patricia about this, I was just pulling on time like a rope.

Yun Ha rested her head on the wooden pole in front of them while hearing Patricia's pain-filled screams unknowingly overflowing in her eyes.

Yoon Ha

- So you're like me, Patricia...

Yoon Ha

- These days you won't get past them quickly, and you'll spend your days looking for Lester in everyone you see, you hear his voice calling you everywhere, you see his face on your window smiling as if he's waving at you, you'll shut up and stop crying but your heart will cry for all the days you'll be able Live it, no one will feel the pain inside you no matter how hard they try, no motivational words will be useful to you, you will not sleep, you will lose hope in life, you will hate looking at any two lovers, you will hate yourself even, but you will not be able to end your life by yourself, you will be just an empty shell Take her heart.

Yeon Ha quietly left, slowly walking back to her room that had been prepared earlier.

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Night fell and everyone slept except for Patricia, who was lying in bed on which the body of her dead lover lay

Patricia rose quietly to rest her head on the chest of her dead lover, after she was sitting on the ground and holding his hand in loss of hope.

She pulled his hand away from her and took hold of her with both hands and

intertwined her fingers with his

Patricia

- Lester, I remember very well how you used to make fun of me for harassing me and when you told me I was jealous of Lorena

Patricia

- And when you and I fought together in the North Palace, you were approaching me for fear of me until you received that blow on me.

Patricia choked once more and spoke in a stifled voice as her lips trembled and her tears wet his white hospital shirt.

Patricia

- Hey Lester, why did you have to die, the world is full of bad people why you?

Patricia grabbed his waist and pulled herself as close to him as she could because she knew this was their first and last night together.

Patricia

- You shouldn't have died, I wanted you to look at me with your bright eyes

"I knew this was my last moment with Lester, but... I really wanted to spend more time with him, I wanted our eyes to meet and we would love each other, I wanted him to tell me he loved me again, I don't feel like I've had enough of his smell, nor his voice, nor anything." And what I do now is cling to what's left of Leicester

"I don't want to get up, I want to sleep and not wake up this time, I want to wake up and hear his voice, I don't care if it's me and him in hell or in heaven, all I want is to stay with Lester."

Patricia started her old game with Leicester finger struggle where she tries to subdue his fingers and he used to do the same thing before but this time Patricia was the only one playing this game with Leicester's cold fingers

Patricia

- The world is starting to snow, you love snow even though you haven't seen it, but you love the way it feels

<When everyone thought that Patricia and Lester were the farthest from each other, it was the exact opposite of what was happening. Their relationship was more than nine years old

Patricia

- Leicester... The end of this year is approaching, you asked me last year after we played finger wrestling, you told me what I wished for this year and I refused to tell you, although you insisted on me but I did not tell you for fear that this wish would not come true, Do you know what I wished for?

Patricia said in a trembling voice as she looked up at him with his eyes closed knowing he wouldn't answer her

Patricia

- I wish you and I could be together this year, but now you...

After a moment of silence and crying, she buried her head between his hand and his chest and said it

Patricia

- You're dead this year...

Patricia

Lester, you were my heart, and now my heart is dead

She rose up crying again and completed this night alternately crying herself from time to time

Date (2025/December/29)

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Date (2026/10th of July)

12:32 am

She stood at the window, her hands softly touching the window, she breathed and closed her eyes, inhaling the fresh air that entered from the other half-open window, where the city lights hit inside the dark room and the air stirred her long white dress.

She did not turn around when she heard the sound of the room door being opened,

she only heard heavy steps on the ground until he approached her, so that the blond hugged her from behind, wrapping her arms lightly and kissing the back of her head with a kind and light look.

Then he wrapped his arms around her waist and put his other hand on her stomach

Renee

- How are you and Eugene?

She sighed and answered while holding his hand around her swollen belly

Lorena

- We're fine, but I'm still sad for Patricia

Renee was silent for a few seconds and blinked twice softly, then answered her in a sad tone

Renee

- you know she's been at Lester's grave ever since, no one can talk to her, she's sitting in the cemetery day and night with a beer bottle not falling out of her hand

Renee

- There's nothing we can do, she refuses to listen to anyone but Eun Ha

Lorena lowered her head while playing with Renee's fingers touching her hand over her swollen belly

Lorena

- That's normal, in the end they both share the same thing

Lorena took Renee's hand away and turned to thicken his cheeks, looking into his eyes in fear

Lorena

- Rene...don't you dare leave me

Rene smiled and lowered his head, then took her hands, kissing their soles one by one, inhaling the scent of her hands with his eyes closed, and after he finished, he

grabbed her hands and placed them on his chest.

Rene

- The blood you gave me at that time is enough for me for twenty years into the future. As for you being human, it's no big deal. I'm going to turn you into a vampire and everything will be fine after you give birth.

Lorena fell into his arms with fear and anxiety, her heart beating fast as Renee placed his jaw above her head as he wrapped her around her while she pulled her hands on his waist interlaced her fingers

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Date (July 10th)

at 4:46 am.

Standing in the middle of the roof of the building, where he watched from his place the kings of the world, who were kept in a secret place, as they wrestled for the most people to eat inside a large concrete barrier where hundreds of people are among those monsters who were called kings of the world

The bloodbath and body parts scattered everywhere, the sound of laughter of kings and the screaming of men, everything was clear to that ruthless man who would not have changed his feelings all this while watching his kind being eaten in this way.

Lee Jun Woo

- This might not be able to give you full strength, but it will be able to make you both able to defeat Evil.

One of the Kings turned towards Lee Jun Woo, causing him to feel goosebumps running down his body

"Rednet"

- Lee Jun Woo, eating all these humans wouldn't even give me a quarter of my strength, are you mocking us for bringing these weak humans to us, who do you think you are? Or did you forget that you are one of these people?

coffee king

<Rednet>

Levi

- You're right, Rednet, I have to eat this guy. He'd give us half our power if we shared

the King of Snakes.

<Levi>

"Reef"

- Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-don't joke like that Levi, it was Lee Jun-woo who brought us back to life, thanks to him we've been resurrected

the Queen of Manna

<riv>

The black frightening winged bat, with its mouth touching both sides of its sharp-toothed ears, turned around like a bat's wings

.

Shogal

- Humans cannot control us, and these quantities of humans are not enough for me. I will go around and smash and destroy all humans...

The Jinn King

< Shugal>

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