Celebration.

on the 5th day of my visit to Austria.

finally, our family reunited once more my grandparent, uncle, aunt all my maternal relatives were here for this special occasion, and we decided to have a celebration all over the kingdom!

we were all really happy the villagers were dancing and eating together, and at the palace, we were laughing talking together and watching people dance and laugh.

my aunt forced me to go dance with her in the crowds at the hall, for a moment I was happy and I can say I stooped thinking about other things we laughed while dancing and it was a feeling that I hadn't felt for soo long while dancing I've also reunited with laura.

"Laura!"

"my queen!"

we hugged and aunt Portia dragged us to continue dancing.

.....

"I don't think it's good timing to get the queen back now king Francis is going to be mad!" sir Lancaster said.

"We are dead if we are late than this, the messenger is already 2 days late he had some trouble on the way here and the previous king must have thought that we already left Austria!!" prince Philip said.

"I just need to be alone with that troublesome Victoria if my planned got ruined I won't let her live either!"

he continued.

"the previous king won't ever question your loyalty he liked your father and he is willing to give you the throne!"

"d#rn it! then why is it taking so long! I'll go talk to princess Portia!"

prince Philip thought that princess Portia would be the right one to inform her about how urgently they needed to leave but she didn't give him a chance instead she dragged him to dance!

"tell me Victoria, do you like your fiancée? or is it just for Antonio's politics?" king Francis asked after I went to sit next to him.

"I promised him that I would get married immediately after this trip I have 2 weeks left I guess he will announce it soon"

I looked desperate.

"YOU ARE THE QUEEN, it's your choice to make!"

I saw anger and discomfort coming and I didn't want to ruin the night.

"grandpa it's okay because I'm willing to do it! it's a great opportunity to grow allies in Sweden it's my duty as a queen to see this side too."

I tried to comfort him.

"Don't drag yourself into something you would regret Victoria the boy is indeed brave but he had this thing about him I don't feel comfortable."

"grandpa my parent's marriage was also for politics and they didn't once regret it don't misjudge it, grandpa, I'd make a perfect ruler just like you are!" I laughed saying this trying to ease the situation and he laughed.

before the celebration was over I started feeling lonely again I couldn't spot auntie or Laura. I headed back to my room where I couldn't stop thinking about king Louis and the marriage contract 5 yrs before their Royal wedding and that child is he dead or alive and where can I start, I have to meet with Amalie!

I lay on the bed staring at the ceiling in the darkness thinking when is this all going to end?