day 153 pregnant decisions

of course I spent these past two days locked in my quarters alone crying and hopeless of my situation I thought I would become a mom on earth like normal women with a man I loved hoped would be brad but now my situation what was I to do of course the guys knocked multiple times trying to get me to come out and talk but I didn't want to I didn't want to face them with so many unknown answers what was I thinking how dangerous is this for my unborn child

as I made my way down the hall with my puke bag the guys were all already there waiting on me they all stood at once and said hi matt surprised me the most he pulled out my chair for me and put my lap belt on me and took off my heavy gravity boots and began to rub my swollen feet brad said we should reopen our discussion about this baby and brian said I thought we were in agreement already dillion sat quietly at the table and said chrissy we been in discussing this issue and agreed to something we would like to run by you and see how u feel about it first we all want to be its father and your man since we are all unsure we have agreed to all share this honor that we would get a big house when we got home and we would all live together as the fathers and mother of it as a cohesive family unit polyamorous with u being the only female besides our children should u decide to keep the child but if u should decide to abort it then we will continue as we have vying for your heart even though brian has obviously won your body and is most likely the father

what do u think chrissy

I to have spent the last couple days with extremely worried thoughts about who the father was and how I could terminate this pregnancy as I am 36 this is not good for me bri is really the only one young enough for this I will be 52 by time it graduated high school now u guys are talking about polyamorous relationships and raising a bunch of brats that's scary also but we need to inform houston I think it's best if we dont mention that I am having sex with all of u so I say we leave the father out of it and focus on mission data and be open to hearing another doctors opinion first before we decide further but as unanimous vote it is to keep the baby if at all possible right

maybe name her ruth or something him leon I also thought since Jupiter is the planet on which he or she will be born Jupiter would be great name as well