Young

I am looking at Won and Jeong, they look very happy, such a perfect couple indeed. However, I know what Won endured in order for them to last for five years and getting stronger, what a wonderful sacrifice.

Then I look at my side, there is Seong. He is listening to music, don't have any business here on earth. He is always like this, if he is not sleeping, he is listening to his playlist or he is studying. I am just his props actually, so he is.

Seong is very handsome, he is a campus or university crush. For sure, each department has someone who has feelings for him. He is kind, has warm smile, tall, manly and gentleman, he is every woman's dream. He is also very mature, like he always tries to understand me, or if I did wrong he'll nag at me and try to understand me again.

As for me, I admit that I am also one of the university crush, every time I eat lunch there is someone who will confess for me. When its valentines, my hand are full of gifts and flowers. I know I am beautiful, that is why I chose Seong, he is handsome and my perfect match.

We are in relationship for four years now, we are welcome at each other's family. I am only child while Seong has one little brother and one little sister. I am born rich while Seong is in average. Even though he is in average sector, he never let me pay the bill we had for our date.

As for Won and Jeong, they are both in average. Won has two little sister while Jeong has two little brother. Won has her Mom only, as her dad have another family. While Jeong both have his parents but his mother is not working. For their dates, Won is paying for it as she know how to handle money.

Jeong has this habit of getting mad over a little things, he is very sensitive. As for Won, she has this habit of saying what she wants. That is why they frequently have arguments. Even though they argue many times, I still find their relationship ideal.

When they are in good mood, Jeong is really protective at Won, he always do what Won's want. He never let his eyes leaves Won. They are happy at little things, they listen to each other's preference. They always try to fit in each other's world. That is why even though Won is tired in every little argument they had, Jeong will surely give a reason for Won to stay.

"By, do you listen to new music of Enhypen? They lyrics and sounds and over all performance and album is wonderful! The are amazing indeed" Jeong said excitedly as he let Won listen to what music he is saying.

"Wow! The vocals, indeed! I can't wait for their performance, it will surely rock the whole K-Pop industry! For sure, in no time they will be very successful." Won said as she jammed on the music.

They are laughing and hugging. While here I am, just watching them as my boyfriend is busy at listening to his own playlist.

"Babe, what are you listening?" I approached him, I want to know what his taste in music.

"Just a beatbox, trying to relax. I am sure that you won't like it so you can use your phone to listen to your playlist." He said.

I am disappointed.

How can he be so sure that I will not like what his taste in music? How can he judge me? Why can't he let me enter his world? Why do I feel like we had this barrier between us?

I want to be part of your world too. I want to listen to your playlist. I want to know what you like to hear and what makes you relax. I really want to fit in. I am willing to adjust.

However, these words will stay inside me. As I am tired of his nagging.

I look at Won and Jeong, they are still laughing.

For the eyes of many, Seong and I are perfect couple. He always try to understand me and he will not do things that he guess that I would be get mad. The people around us envy our relationship, he is mature and always ready to handle me.

We have the visuals, we have the label of our relationship. We seems happy and perfect.

But always remember, Young. We are still not part of his world, as he is not trying to enter ours.