My New Beginning

??? : "Girls you're on in 5 minutes."

Ae-ha : "Ok we'll be there. C'mon girls let's get it!"

Berry : "Yeah girls c'mon. We can do this."

All of us started moving towards the stage. We all were nervous and who wouldn't be, when you're having your first debut stage ever here at our own debut showcase.

Yeah! I finally debuted and I'm so happy about it. I'm finally standing on a stage getting ready to perform. I still can't believe this is happening with me.

I'm really happy about it. Like who wouldn't! I'm so excited to greet the people not as Choi Y/N but as a member of Big Hit's new girl group's member.

We finally get on stage and started getting ready for our first greeting. I was shocked to see so many people that are their just to see us.

I'm so happy that I can't even tell. Just then Ae-ha unnie said something.

Ae-ha : "1..2..3"

S-Crew : "Sarang! Annyeonghaseyo ulineun Sarang Cree-imnida!"

(Sarang! Hello we are Sarang Crew!)

Ae-ha : "Hello everyone! I'm the leader and vocalist Ae-ha! Nice to meet you!!"

Sera : "Hello everyone I'm Sera. I'm the vocalist and dancer of the group. Thanks for coming here today!!"

Hyun-mi : "Hello everyone!!! I'm the happy virus of the group Hyun-mi. I'm the dancer and the rapper of the group. Thanks for coming and I hope you all enjoy your time here with us!"

Yoon-ji : "Hi everyone I'm Yoon-ji, I'm the rapper of the group. I hope you enjoy our performance. Thank you for coming here!!!"

Yul-hee : "Hello everyone I'm Yul-hee, you can also call me the mother of the group. I'm the vocalist of the group! Thank you!!!!"

Berry : "Blueberry-Bruberry-Uberry! Hello everyone I'm Berry. I hope you enjoy it here!!! And thanks for coming!"

Y/N : "Hello everyone I'm Choi Y/N. I'm the rapper, dancer, vocalist and maknae of the group. I hope you support us with your whole heart."

MC : "Y/N-shi it looks you're the all-rounder of the group. Big Hit really likes their group's youngest member to be an all-rounder. Well keeping that aside, today is a really special day for S-Crew cause it's the debut day and before their debut mini album is released we're gonna show see what the pre debut S-Crew looked like. There is a video made where it shows how they were in their earlier days. Let's take a look shall we. Please start the video!!!"

All of us sat down so that we can see the video and so will the other's.

The video just included us bickering over the smallest things. Some moments that just made me feel blessed to have these beautiful unnie's by my side.

I feel happy but my thoughts were distributed by someone's memories that I don't want to come in my mind ever. Those memories that I just wished never became memories. I just wish my life didn't turn upside down the way it is.

But no worries Choi Y/N is here, and she's gonna take back what's her. She's gonna take revenge and break the person who broke her.

From that incident till now I don't know if there was even a moment when I didn't remember or thought about that incident.

But you know all things happen because of a reason which at that moment I want able to find but now I know what I need and what I need to do to get that. People may remember me as a cheerful lovely girl but I'm gonna show the world what I can be and who I can be.

Just.

Wait.

And.

Watch.

Choi Y/N will show you that she's not someone to mess with. Cause this is my new beginning!

I laughed in my head. But I was brought back to earth when the MC continued the showcase.

You know what let's all the negativity go away and let's just feel the happiness right now of this moment.

*??? POV*

I don't know what should I feel right now. Happiness? Guilt? Sadness? Regret? Excitement? Or I don't know what!

Watching her on stage finally being able to fulfill her dream of becoming an idol. I feel proud and happy for her with a lot of mixed emotions right now.

Cause seeing her face after such a long time was so weird. I don't even remember the last time when I saw her this close.

I left her when she needed me the most, I know she's angry on me and she has the complete right to be angry on me. After I promised that I'll stay by her side and help her achieve her dream, I just abandon her just like we didn't knew each other.

But I'm really sorry. Really sorry for leaving you hanging there. Leaving you when I should've been there with you, cheering for you when you rehearse, when you go on the stage for the first time and more.

But I had my reasons. I know at first you'll surely not listen to me but after a few tries you'll give in. I know you Y/N, I know what I need to do.

I know after you listen to my side of the story you'll understand why I had to do this. But till I explain it to you I have to cheer for you while hiding in the crowd which I know you'll know about it soon, but you won't show it.

Cause you're the lovely and cheerful girl Y/N. You're my Choi Y/N. You're my...