Life Is Complicated Yet Happening

I was so lost in my thoughts at that point, that I totally forgot about it. I know that my voice becomes really hoarse after I cry and Oppa has been dating me for nearly a year why won't he know about what happens when I cry. I was speechless cause I don't know what to say, he knows a lot about me so he gets to know when I lie.

Seonghwa : "Jagi, tell me, why are you crying? Who made you cry? Tell me."

I knew one thing that I've kept a lot from him and a relationship without trust is of no use, so lets him why I cried.

Y/N : "Actually I remembered something that why I cried."

Seonghwa : "What did you remember that made you cry?"

Y/N : "I can't tell you on phone, I'll tell you when I see you. But currently I need to go my rehearsals are about to start again. I'll see you. Bye!"

Seonghwa : "OK! Take care and bye to you too!!"

I ended the call. I don't know why but I feel like its better to tell someone you really love and trust about worries to lessen the burden. I know one thing that is whatever happens Oppa will never leave me, he treats me like a true treasure. A treasure that he wants to keep to himself and not share it with anyone else. I feel so blessed to have him. He treasures me like I'm a dream that'll go away when he wakes up. I know those sound really cheesy but you know these things will happen with you too if you're in love too.

Choreographer : "Y/N, will you stop that day dreaming. Come, its time for rehearsals."

I nodded and went for the rehearsals. Get yourself together Y/N you need to rehearse hard so you can debut soon. That reminds me that the debut date is coming soon. Now lets go and rehearse.

*TIME SKIP AFTER REHEARSAL*

All of our rehearsals may it be of dance or vocals are over. And we're exhausted so much that none of us can wait to go home, take a shower and then just go to sleep. We're currently in our vans and are on our way home.

Ae-ha : "I'm so tired. I feel like my whole body will give out anytime soon."

Berry : "Unnie you're truly something. You're tired all the time, every time we come back from rehearsals you're always like I'm so tired. Unnie have some conscience that you're not the only one out here that's tired from all the training all of us are. So keep quite and sleep till we reach our dorm."

Ae-ha : "Hey! I'm your unnie. How can you say shut up to me? I'm older than you have some respect."

And that's how the bickering goes on till we reach our dorm. Me and our manager who's with us in our van, both us usually just enjoy their bickering or I sleep and our manager would just focus on the road. They bicker a lot, sometimes I'm also a part of it but usually after rehearsals I'm tired as hell so I tend to sleep.

They bicker till we reach our dorm sometimes this last till eternity. I'm so tired from all the work, so I decided to sleep until we reach our dorm.

*TIME SKIP AT DORM*

I was deep in my sleep that I didn't knew that we reached, I just felt that someone was shaking me. Even then I just ignored it and slept. Then I felt them shaking me more vigorously. Me being the stubborn me, I still didn't budge and kept on sleeping.

Then I heard some laughter and someone chuckling. I too ignored it hoping someone would carry me and take me to my room, which isn't the first time. I like it when they take care of me, it all started off by actually not waking up to pretending and all of them liked it and used to laugh it off.

Ae-ha : "She won't budge."

Berry : "Only one solution left."

Saira : "Carry her."

Then I felt someone carrying me and I heard my members and managers squealing or laughing. Also usually if they carry me, they piggy back me, but this person is carrying me bridal style, in their hands. I got curious of who it is.

When I opened my eyes, I was in utter shock cause I saw the person whom I least expected actually didn't expected to see. I saw none other than...

Seonghwa Oppa?!

What is he doing here? And why is he carrying me?!

He saw my face and saw my eyes open. I was looking so confused, shocked and surprised at the same time.

Y/N : "Oppa?! What re you doing here? And why the heck are you carrying me?!"

Seonghwa : "Jagi you don't check your messages don't you?"

When he said that I looked at my phone and checked my messages and saw his message.

Seonghwa : "Jagi, I'm outside your dorm. No excuses to not see me. I'll wait for you here outside. I won't go any way."

I was shocked cause the message was sent more than half n hour ago. Don't tell me he was standing there the whole time.

Y/N : "You were standing there the whole time?!"

Seonghwa : "What do you think Jagi?!"

I heard all of the others except me and Oppa laughing or chuckling.

Y/N : "What are you laughing at? Go away! Don't you guys have work to do?! Ae-ha unnie weren't you tired, huh? Go away?! And you take me to the room! I'm very tired."

I know I may sound weird but all of them knew I was doing so to make them laugh. I love it when I see people smile, I feel the happiness more than them.

Seonghwa : "Yes Ma'am!"

He said that and I directed him towards my room. FYI, all of us have our separate rooms in the dorm. Yes, our dorm is quite spacious.

When we reached my room, he put me down on my bed ever so lightly like I was so fragile that I might break if he went even a little hard.

After I was settled in my bed, I patted the space next to me on bed and asked him to sit by my side. To which he gladly agreed and sat down. He opened his arms and patted me indicating me to put my head on it. To which I also gladly accpeted.

Seonghwa : "How was your rehearsals? Are you too tired?"

Y/N : "It was as usual, I am a bit tired but that's common. Isn't it?"

Seonghwa : "Yeah! It is."

Y/N : "But why are you suddenly here, we just met in the afternoon and now you came to my dorm. Why? Did you miss me that much?"

Seonghwa : "Yeah I missed you. But, I'm here for some other reason. Jagi, I know you cried today and I wanted to know why you cried. You told me that you'll only tell me in person. So now we're face to face. Tell me!!"

I gulped hard on his question. I should've known this was coming. Ok! Here it goes for nothing, again, in a single day.

Y/N : "Oppa I've decided that I'll be honest with you now with everything and you also have to be. Cause relationships are made on a foundation of trust and I don't want the trust you have on me to broken. So the reason I cried was because..."