Looking through a keyhole.

TonyTheIronGuy: So, I came by the shop.

AshTheFlash: When?

TonyTheIronGuy: When you were making out with a strange guy in the backroom.

'Wait, what? How? No?'

AshTheFlash: How?

TonyTheIronGuy: Keyhole.

'He did what?'

TonyTheIronGuy: Katie said you were talking to someone and that I shouldn't disturb. So I just took a quick peek inside, using the keyhole.

Ashton sighed and slammed his head backwards, into the wall behind him.

AshTheFlash: You are unbelievable.

TonyTheIronGuy: It wasn't just me. Katie did it too and some random, who looked like the guy you had fun with. Only that he was more handsome.

"You must be kidding me." He muttered under his breath. Happy that his father wasn't home. Since he now again had full on flushed cheeks.

AshTheFlash: Just be happy that you are my closest friend, or I would have you buried six feet under.

Ashton froze and dropped his phone to the floor, when he realized what he had just written. Remembering what day it was. That guy had made him forget.

His phone landed on the floor. On Top of one of the bloodstains he hadn't been able to scrub away.

The heart, beating strong and fast inside his chest. A strong pain, showering over him- At the same time his eyes started to burn. Tears fighting to be let out. Feeling like a knife was stabbing into his chest, everytime he took a breath.

He tried to hold his breath. But was unable to. Instead Ashton started to hyperventilate. Not able to get the air inside his body.

Losing awareness of everything around him. The room was spinning. His phone was blowing up with messages.

But he was long gone, in thoughts.

Lost in his mind.

Imprisoned by himself.

All because of him.

If he had been better.

If he had cared more.

He wouldn't be in this situation.