A truly pitiful childhood

Sheng Shuyi opened her eyes very slowly, but as soon as she focused her gaze and looked around, she realized that she was no longer on the Hua Continent, but in a strange and modern room.

This room was not foreign to her, how could she forget the appearance of the room in her childhood home?

Sheng Shuyi looked at her hands, as she suspected, her hands were small and chubby, the hands of a 6-year-old child. Slowly she got up, her little white feet touching the soft and expensive carpet in the room, she feels a little guilty about stepping on that carpet, just as she felt guilty about everything in this house.

Young Shuyi walks up to her room, climbing a walnut staircase to the first floor, her eyes going over all the expensive artwork and paintings of her "perfect family".

She entered her room, which was fully decorated like a princess' room, a big bed in the center of her room, the floor was carpeted with spotless white carpet, there were so many toys that a toy store would be envious, everyone was new and shiny like they've never been used.

"I was never able to play" thought Sheng Shuyi, watching her old room, the clothes full of ornaments, the earrings, bracelets, and necklaces were scattered all over the room. Finally, her disinterested gaze fixed on the large full-length mirror, with a frame made of gold with beautiful and detailed drawings of flowers.

Sheng Shuyi looked at herself in the mirror and the gray eyes of a 6-year-old child looked back at her. Her black hair was tightly tied in a long braid, her oval face and white skin seemed to have a healthy glow, her pink lips looked like two delicate cherry petals and her eyebrows looked like hand-painted.

She was not as beautiful as the body she had in the other world, but she was still a beauty for a 6-year-old child.

"That demon sent me to that time, why ..." before Sheng Shuyi finished her thought, her eyes that were wandering around the room, while she thought about the curse of this demon, focused on the calendar next to the mirror.

"I understand. So that's why "thought Sheng Shuyi, smiling full of mockery. She then heard her parents coming home.

Today was the day that her mother would die and things were going to change for the worse, not that things were normal for her anyway.

She sat on her bed and looked at the sky through the window, then closed her eyes very tired.

Sheng Shuyi did not need to relive that day or revisit with her own eyes, she would always remember that day.

"Then they go up the stairs. My mother asks how was the meeting with Lord Kang, who is one of the richest and most powerful men in China. So my father replies that everything worked out, that the marriage contract worked out and that with that they could finally rise socially "thought Sheng Shuyi as she heard her parents' voices speaking freely and without any pretense of perfection, which they show outside.

"Soon they celebrate that at least this daughter, who is me, serves to at least exchange for something of value as if I am worthless if I cannot marry a man. The two then celebrate and start talking about plans about my education, how I have to go to elite schools so that Lord Kang could not go back on the deal. I had to become the "perfect woman". A demure woman, without opinion, a sex doll and coward, just become like my toys, which were just to see and not touch. "Thought Sheng Shuyi with a bitter smile on her little girl's face.

Time passed quickly since it was not really a reality, but memories, soon the sky darkened and Sheng Shuyi opened her eyes in the dark.

"Now, they are going to argue about the woman my father keeps out of the house. The argument escalates until her mother says she is going to divorce and threatens her father to take me away. However, how could your father let the fat sheep go? Then a cold scream in the middle of the night, my mother is stretched out on the stairs, her neck twisted. "Thought Sheng Shuyi, when the scream echoed through the house. Her small hands shook a little, but she took a deep breath trying to calm herself.

Sheng Shuyi does not need to walk up the stairs to remember her dead mother's body and her father with a look full of resentment and a little bit of madness.

"He never felt guilty. Unfortunately, this is how my father is "thought Sheng Shuyi opening the door to her room.

"After my mom fell, my adopted older brother shows up at home and sees everything too. However, he shows no expression of panic or feels sorry for my mother. After all, he is the son of that lover "thought Sheng Shuyi already on the stairs watching the scene of her stepbrother and her father talking, while her mother's body grew colder and colder.

Sheng Shuyi was like her mother when she became an adult, she had become an icy beauty.

"If I had stayed with Kang Lin I would probably be as dead as my mother" Sheng Shuyi thought with teary eyes. She was beside her mother and I held her refined hand.

"Her hands were always warm and warm ... Especially when she caressed my face and said that I was the most beautiful girl in the world ..." Sheng Shuyi thought sadly.

She really wanted to hate her mother, but she couldn't. After all, the two also had a good time and she gave her life, at least Sheng Shuyi was not going to hate this woman.

"I'm going to see little sister Shuyi," said Sheng Shuyi's stepbrother to her father, walking up the stairs. He looked at her in surprise, the two brothers had the same eye color and the same phoenix eye shape.

"Little Shuyi, come with me to the room," said her stepbrother, extending his hand to her.

Sheng Shuyi looked at her half brother and wanted to scream, but she had no voice and the world around her wanted to break into a thousand pieces.

Suddenly a small light invades the darkroom.